Submerging

Authors Notes: I do not own Slayers...not yet at least

I am a Mazoku.

I thrive on hate and pain.

I do not love...my race isn´t capable of it.

I told you that your love, affection and happines are only hurting me.

But you still smiled kindly on me...as if you were happy with it.

You told me that you knew I could never love you.

That you still love me...and that you forewer will.

It made me sick to my stomach.

You said that you were happy to be just with me.

Even when you knew I was there to hurt you...

I betrayed you on more than one occasion...

Betrayed your faith in me

But then the order to kill you came.

There wasn´t much to consider.

The loyality to my master comes first.

I teleported to you...

You smiled and threw your arms around me.

And then you said...

"Kill me..."Lina said calmly

I thought that I heard wrong so I asked again."What...?"

„Kill me..."She repeated and embraced me even tighter.

My hands wandered down her back and around her slim waist."Why...?"

She pulled away for a bit and locked eyes with me."You have the orders..."

I wonder what´s all of this about.

A sick joke.

I felt lost in her gaze.

Thats when you put your hands on each side of my face.

You pulled me down and kissed me.

I kissed you too.

You released my lips.

But you face was still so near that we could touch lips again.

You said that you´re ready.

That you don´t have any regrets.

I lifted you in my arms and stepped into the sea.

The waves were drenching my pants and boots.

I didn´t care.

I realised that I did have something for you.

I wasn´t love since I´m not capable of it.

I still felt it being present with me...

But it was beyond my reach.

Your feet were now, too, under water.

I took a few more steps.

Your smile was briliant.

You said that you wanted it like this from the very beginning.

I kissed you as we submerged under the waves.

Your breath escaped your lungs.

But you held still as your heartbeat became slower.

Never ending the kiss.

Then you died in my arms.

For this act I got my astral body crushed by Deep Sea Dolphin.

I died too, slowly and painfully...

But still never ending the kiss

We both sank deeper...

A short fic...have not much to say...please review if you like it...review even if you do not like it...Thanks alot...ja ne