Another random fic I came up with that had to do with Saïx! I'm addicted to him I sware! I role play him in character in an rp, so he's gotten into my head now...Enjoy! This is also to how I believe to him becoming a Nobody through how I came up with it through the rp I do in Gaia, AIM and LiveJournal (yes, the rp did span through those three things!)

Warnings: nothing yet, but later there will. I'll say them later.

Disclaimer: I OWN NO ONE! They're all owned by Square Enix ;-; Sadly.

Summery: Go back to the past. Before and after Saïx lost his heart to the darkness. Watch as his experences and only friend turn him into the once frightened and confused man to a dark berserker.

Fate

It was raining hard in the World That Never Was. The pounding, cold droplets of water hitting against the unconsious Berserker's face and stured him from his unwanted sleep. His amber eyes opened only to quickly shut to avoid the water from hitting his eyes and he slowly pushed himself up onto his haunches. What happened? As he sat up he made a weak whimper, a sudden and violent headache throbbing in his head.

"Nngh..." He groaned, reaching a gloved hand to his scared forhead. Wait...hand? Saïx stared at his hand with amazement, staring at the five-fingered limb as he experimentally clenched and uncleched his hand. Then confusion overtook the shock. He stumbled over to a puddle formed by the heavy rain and looked down upon his reflection with confused eyes. Blue hair, amber eyes...human features. This wasn't right! He placed the hand he had stared at moments before across his cheek, feeling to see if it was real and not just an illusion. No. It was real. He could feel the cool, wet leather upon his pale flesh.

He jumped suddenly to the sound of cracking thunder, and it wasn't too far away, neither. He howled in fear, ducking his head and over it with his hands as he shook. When he heard the rumbling aftermath of the thunder he looked up towards the sound, catching sight of a heart-shaped moon. Heart? Was that really the moon of this strange place? He stared at it's odd beauty for a few moments before he then gazed around his surroundings. Buildings to his left, buildings to his right. No end in sight, it seemed. He saw a black figure walk by, wearing a coat but he hardly took notice, and whoever it was didn't notice him, either. Apparently he was hidden from the darkness around him. Wait, a man? No, not just a man, a human! He also looked like he did with his black coat! Saïx looked down upon himself at his soaked coat. Bringing shaky hands up he managed to pull the hood over his head, sheilding himself from the rain that had already soakened up his hair and face. He felt much better without the rain.

Curiousity then washed over his confused and shock-hazed mind. He had to find people, he had to get help. He stood on his feet, taking shaky steps forward only to have his face meet the ground with a painful fall. This body felt too new...to confusing to control. He got back up onto his haunches and walked along all fours akwardly and managed to follow in the general direction the man in black had gone. He soon found himself at a dead end between himself and a large castle somehow suspended on air.

He stared up at it, where he had a good, clear view of the moon he had looked at earlier. I felt safe to know the moon was there. It was as if it were guiding him, protecting him for something. He felt an odd safety from it. He liked it...

"Who are you?" Came a demanding voice from behind. Startled, Saïx jumped around to see that same man somehow had gotten behind him. He let out a growl, baring his teeth that weren't even threatening only to stop the moment the man walked towards him. Panic overtook Saïx, and he begun to back up until he nearly fell off the ledge of where he stood. He was trapped, and this time he felt like the pray.

"Well? Can't talk or something?" The figure laughed, deep and loud. He had a slight acsent. Saïx didn't know what he wanted of him, he didn't understand what he was saying to him. "You really can't, can you?" His tone had soften slightly, and the figure went on his knees infront of Saïx, bringing a large gloved hand to his hood. At first Saïx drew back to get away from the hand, but then as he couldn't move back any further he closed his eyes tightly in fear as he felt the rain hitting his face again and his hood was dropped.

"Ah, so you're a Nobody." The figure asked, chuckling before he dropped his own hood. "What is your name? If you can talk, that is."

Saïx opened his eyes when he felt no pain to meet eye to eye with the once covered figure. He had long black hair that were in dreds, and large sideburns down his face. He was very hesitent to form his name, hardly able to come up with the right way to say it. "S-Saï." Saïx managed after a few moments of fighting off fear. It was all he could say. His name. Everything else couldn't form.

"Saï, hm? Well, now that you are a Nobody you no longer need to be called by that name." The man replied, smiling oddly at him. What did he mean? It was his name given to him at birth, what did he mean to not be called by that? What was a Nobody? So many questioned filled his head at once, adding onto the throbbing pain of his headache he had previously forgotten.

The man stood up suddenly, and within that same moment picking up Saïx, catching the frightened man off guard. "Calm down, let me get you inside so you can dry off and I will explain things as we go. You seen disoriented." He said before letting out another loud laugh. "So frightened you can't speak! It'll pass. It's confusing at first..." He talked too much, Saïx concluded. He didn't bother listening to what this strange human had to say, he didn't understand him anyways. He relaxed in his arms and slowly his eyes closed and he rested his head on the larger man's shoulder. He felt so tired now...He'll just have to wake up later after he is rested and find out exactly why he was the way he was...

Like it? It's when Saïx first arrived in the WTNW (World That Never Was). Meh. I'm bored again. Second chapter will come soon if i'm bored. After that I have to go on a plane for my vacation so I can't continue this fic for awhile! Who is that strange man? Is he a friend? A foe? FIND OUT IN THE NEXT CHAPTER! X3 reviews are welcome, flames I will just enjoy laughing at.