Time To Spare by Delliham
Summery:- The times of Janets death, thoughts, memories and pain.
Season:- Seven, Heros pt1&2
Disclaimer:- Stargate isn't mine, if it was Janet wouldn't of died…
A.N:- Just a collection of drabbles put together by a poem I found.
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Chapter 1:- Time of Darkness
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There was a time in my life when I was scared of the dark. I think it was when I was about three years old. It was all the normal things, strange monsters under the bed or in the closet, a big hole in the floor that would suck me in and never let me out again, aliens that might take me away because in the dark no-one would notice I'm gone.
I had long grown out of it of course, becoming a woman, a big girl. Working in the middle of a mountain sure helped. Not seeing the natural sunlight for days on end, I had no time to worry about those unforseen things that tear away at a little girls mind.
But now, laying here in the woods of some forsaken planet, gapping wound on my chest, slowly watching everything go dark, suddenly I find myself scared again.
Not because of the monsters or aliens that might get me, (they already have), but because I realise I'm dieing, for real, forever.
No helping hand of the ancients, no quick-fix sarcophagus, no tunnel of light, no angels, nothing but plain old boring black.
And that's what frightens me.
As I die.
The darkness.
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Sorry... :( ff is stuffing up my formatting and i cant fix it... :(
thanx 4 reading, there is more to come!
Smiles
:) El