A/N: Hey everyone! I'm sorry for the delay in posting. Yesterday turned out to be busier than I expected. The song used in this chapter is "The Right Kind of Wrong" by LeAnn Rimes. I know it's a little shorter than my others, but it's leading up to something, so with that said, here's Chapter 10! R&R plz, and Enjoy!


Chapter Ten: Right Kind of Wrong

Jude's last show had come and gone and now they were on the home stretch. They were finally on their way home. After three long months on tour they were completely exhausted, especially Jude. She was physically and emotionally exhausted and all she wanted to do was crawl into her bed and sleep for two weeks straight. She wanted to forget Tristan Hill ever existed and wanted to begin work on her third album. Of course, those were the things she wanted, and the way things were working out she highly doubted she would get them.

When they arrived in Carson Hill Jude said her goodbyes to the band and to Tommy. They never did talk about what happened that one night on the bus. Things were pretty awkward between them but that was expected. As Jude made her way home she thought about her feelings toward Tommy. He had been her anchor for the last month and she really appreciated that. She knew that she still had feelings for him but she didn't want to get hurt again. She didn't want to let herself hope for something more and then just have it all taken away, again.

Jude made it to her house and luckily no one was home. She was somewhat hurt that no one seemed to care that she was finally home after three months of being gone but she also welcomed the empty home. She had too many thoughts and feelings to sort through without having Sadie and her mom interrupting her. She went up the stairs to her room and just collapsed onto her bed. Jude tried to take a nap but her mind just kept going and going and going. She needed to let out all of her emotions or she would just explode so she searched around in her bag and found her journal and a pen and began to write what she was feeling.

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And now it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can't fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much

Jude examined what she had written down and nodded her head. A tune had begun to form in her mind and she hummed along as the pen scratched furiously against the paper.

Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

She smiled at what she had written. It was exactly how she felt about Tommy. She was just about to continue writing the song when she heard someone knocking on the front door. She put down her journal with the pen keeping her page and walked downstairs. She opened the first door and was about to open the second when it opened for her.

"Tommy? What are you doing here?" she asked as she moved to let Tom in. He walked past her into the living room. He turned around and smiled at her.

"I was sitting outside trying to decide whether or not to knock when I heard you humming. It sounded good, Jude." Jude's eyes widened as she blushed with embarrassment. No one was supposed to hear that song; it was just something to get her mind clear.

"Oh?" she asked. She didn't know what to say. Tommy reached for her hand but Jude moved it out of his reach. Tommy looked at her in confusion.

"So, um…do you have any lyrics to go along with that tune?" Tom asked. Jude nodded and walked upstairs hoping Tom wouldn't follow her. Her wish wasn't granted. Tommy walked behind her, following her to her room. He had never seen her room before but wasn't surprised. It was completely her.

Jude grabbed her journal and reluctantly gave it to Tom. She knew that he would figure out that it was about him. It was pretty obvious in the lyrics that she came up with. She watched him read over the words and saw the moment it clicked. She looked away and sighed. This was not how she imagined her first night back home.

"Jude, these are really good." Tom said as he sat down on her bed. He patted the spot next to him. Jude sat down leaving lots of space between them.

"Thanks." She replied. Tom smiled and motioned her to play the mini keyboard she had set up near the window. She rolled her eyes at him and started to play the tune she had been humming earlier. Tommy nodded his head at the beat and walked over to stand beside Jude. He handed her the journal.

"Sing it for me." He said. She nodded and began to sing what she had written. She didn't need the journal; she knew the words and feelings by heart. After she finished the chorus she just kept singing, coming up with additional lyrics.

It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way I feel when I'm in your arms

They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain…At this point Tommy grabbed the journal back and wrote down what she had sung. He knew that the song was about him and he was curious to see how she felt.

Jude finished out the song, repeating the chorus and bridge a few times. She stopped playing the keyboard and just stared at the keys, afraid to look Tom in the eyes. Tommy sighed and rubbed his face with his hands.

"Jude, we need to talk."