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After the girls spend the evening with Heather and Naya talking a bit about the party and what happened, the two older girls decide to go to bed around two in the morning and leave Santana and Brittany alone in the living room after telling them that guest room is ready for them to crash the night.
Brittany turns to her girlfriend after they both emptied their wine glasses and slowly stands up as she sees her worrying her bottom lip between her teeth knowing she is still a bit pissed and doesn't want to let it out and scare her, she holds out her hand and shoots her a small smile as she looks up at her in confusion. ''Come on, I know a nice spot for us to relax a bit more.''
She pulls her up as soon as she places her hand in her own and intertwines their hands, she leads her up the stairs tiptoeing past the room their kids are sleeping in and slips into the guest room they will sleep in. She walks towards the window slowly opening it and turns on her heels locking eyes with Santana. ''Do you trust me?'' She asks softly.
Santana immediately nods her head and smiles slightly. ''With my life.'' She murmurs softly, Brittany smiles lovingly and leans in kissing her softly.
''Come with me.'' She murmurs softly, she turns back around climbing onto the windowsill and jumps onto the small balcony connected to the room, she helps Santana climb out and grabs the small ladder she and Heather attached to the small balcony to climb onto the roof.
She quickly climbs up jumping over the small ledge and leans against it looking down at her girlfriend smirking as she sees her eyeing the ladder warily. ''It won't break babe.'' She reassures softly, she smiles as she looks up at her and holds out her hand. ''C'mere.''
Santana keeps their eyes locked as she slowly climbs up the ladder and grabs her hand as soon as she reaches the top, she allows Brittany to pull her over the small ledge and looks around gasping softly as she sees the beautiful surroundings.
Brittany smiles slightly as soon as she hears her soft gasp and shrugs off her jacket, she spreads it out on the ground sitting down on top of it and pats the spot beside her, she smiles as Santana sits down in front of her instead of beside her and chuckles wrapping her arms around her waist pulling her closer.
''Damn it's beautiful up here.'' Santana murmurs softly.
Brittany hums in agreement leaning her chin on her shoulder as she leans back her back against her front and intertwines their hands on San's stomach. ''Heath and I build that ladder so we could pull back whenever we needed it, I used it more than once every time I was here to visit them and Li was in bed and Heath comes up here whenever she is too stressed or has a fight with Nay to think.''
''What did you do up here?'' Santana asks softly as she leans her head back against her shoulder to look at her, Brittany glances at her and shrugs with a small smile.
''Just relax or listen to music and think.'' She runs her thumbs over the back of her hand and sighs softly. ''This is my go to spot whenever life gets too much and I need some time for myself, but I wanted to share it with you because I hope it will settle your mind a bit.''
''You already help me settling my mind B.'' Santana whispers softly, she squeezes her hands softly and sighs. ''Sorry for flipping out like that though.''
Brittany shakes her head and kisses her cheek softly. ''You have nothing to apologize for San.'' She tells her softly. ''Bastard crossed a fucking line the second he pulled her into it and I am honestly kinda surprised you managed to stay so calm.''
''Your hand on my back definitely calmed me down almost immediately, he always tries to get a rise out of me on any of my parties I don't even know why I keep allowing him to attend but feeling you near me definitely made sure that I relaxed a bit more and didn't allow his words to hit me.'' She turns her head nuzzling her face in her neck and sighs softly. ''That doesn't mean he didn't piss me off though.''
''You have all right to be pissed San.'' Brittany murmurs softly. ''Sorry that he pulled her into the conversation though, maybe if I didn't put him in his place it wouldn't have happened.''
''He would have still done it Britt so please don't apologize for saying those things about me and the agency, a lot of other agencies just got an insight on how I work and probably realized just what I do for my models so if anything I have to thank you for that little speech.''
''I said nothing but the truth babe.'' Brittany murmurs softly with a small smile. ''You are one of a kind and that makes your agency the best.''
Santana smiles slightly kissing her pulse point and tightens her hold on her hands. ''My models make my agency so much better tho and currently I have to thank you and Nick for it's success.'' She tilts her head up kissing the underside of her jaw and sighs softly. ''Thank you.'' She murmurs softly.
She chuckles as she sees her look down at her with an eyebrow raised and shrugs. ''I feel much better as I did ten minutes ago and only because we are sitting here and just enjoy a bit alone time, we didn't really get the chance to spend a few hours together without it being at the agency because you had a shoot and we talked about it beforehand.''
Brittany hums in agreement kissing her forehead and smiles. ''I know babe but if it's okay with you and the kids also want it, I think Nay and Heath would love to have them over for another day and I would like to take you out on another date.''
''They love spending time with them so I don't think they will say no.'' Santana murmurs chuckling. ''Besides Nay knows so she won't say no either.''
''Not only Nay knows.'' Brittany whispers smiling sheepishly, she blushes as Santana turns to her in surprise and rubs the back of her neck. ''Puck found out and confronted me with it and Heath heard our conversation.''
''What do you mean he confronted you about it?'' Santana asks frowning, Brittany chuckles softly and runs her thumbs over the back of her hand as she feels her tense.
''Relax babe he was just looking out for you and only asked me to take care of you, Heath picked up on our conversation and the only question I got after telling her to shut up till Sunday was if I am happy.''
''And?'' Santana asks softly as she looks up into bright blue orbs, Brittany cups her cheek running her thumb over her cheekbone and smiles lovingly.
''I told her that I am the happiest I have ever been.'' She tells her softly, she leans down pecking her on the lips and smiles shyly. ''And it's true, you, Sof and Li make my days so much better and sometimes I am just afraid it's all a dream and I will wake up soon.''
Santana cups the back of her neck with a loving smile and pulls her down to kiss her softly. ''This is not a dream at all Britt-Britt, it's reality and I would tell Heath the same, ever since I met you, my days are definitely better and I am so much happier as I was before.''
Brittany smiles lovingly leaning their foreheads together and nuzzles her nose against San's. ''Want to talk a bit more about tonight?''
Santana shakes her head nuzzling her face back into her neck and sighs contently as she feels her hands drop down to wrap around her waist. ''Not really, I just want to sit here and enjoy the view with you.''
Brittany smiles kissing the top of her head and hums softly as she feels her shiver. ''We can, but.'' She slowly pulls out of the hug chuckling softly as she hears her groan and lays down on her back stretching her right arm to open the small chest she brought up with Heather the day they cleaned the rooftop, she grabs the blanket out of the chest and sits back up wrapping it around Santana's shoulders. ''I don't want you to get sick.'' She murmurs softly as she pulls her back into her arms.
Santana smiles slightly grabbing the edges of the blanket and wraps her arms around Brittany's shoulders so the blanket covers the both of them, she moves her legs over Brittany's right leg so she is sitting sideways and turns her head looking at the back of the hollywood hill sign. ''I could get used to night like these.'' She whispers softly.
Brittany smiles as she runs her hand up her back and slowly starts massaging her tense shoulders feeling her almost immediately relax underneath her fingertips. ''I could too, maybe not on the roof of my cousins house every night but I am sure we will find some spots we can call ours where nobody will disturb us.''
''Like the rooftop of the agency.'' Santana murmurs softly, she looks up at her and chuckles. ''Beside the pool you already have seen there, I also have a hidden area that I set up just for me to pull back whenever Sof is away.''
''Really? Where?'' Brittany asks curiously, Santana shrugs her shoulders and chuckles.
''On the other side of the pool house, I will take you there soon.''
''If it's your go to spot to relax, keep it for yourself babe.'' Brittany tells her softly, Santana shakes her head and smiles mentioning her hand around them.
''You shared one of your spots with me baby and I am sure you will love the view up there as soon as it gets dark, you can overlook the whole city but you can't hear the noise.''
''That does sound amazing.'' Brittany murmurs smiling slightly.
Santana hums in agreement and tilts her head up to kiss the underside of her jaw again. ''I will show it to you soon.'' She cuddles back into her tightening her hold around her shoulders and sighs contently as she feels her hand run up her back under the shirt she wears. ''I once read a quote online and back then I didn't believe it but right now, right in this second I know it's true.'' She whispers as the quote springs to mind randomly.
''What quote?'' Brittany asks curiously, Santana pulls back to lock eyes with her and smiles slightly cupping her cheek.
''Find yourself a person who makes your bad day better and someone who makes you say 'My life changed since the day we met''' She bites her lip and glances up at the sky trying to sort her thoughts. ''Ever since we met my days are filled with more happiness and the day you met mi hija and I get the chance to see you make her smile so big and laugh so freely together with Li my heart is just about to combust with happiness, you definitely changed my life the day we met Britt-Britt and right now sitting here after what happened at the party makes me forget everything he said and just focus on us because that is way more important than some dickhead pulling up my past just to get a reaction out of me.''
Brittany smiles lovingly leaning in and kisses her softly. ''You make me want to forget everything too San, you make me worry less and smile more. You make my son the happiest I have seen him in a long time and I don't think I ever heard him giggle as much as he does now together with Sof, his happiness warms my heart but you are also the reason I walk around smiling about nothing because not a second goes by where I don't think about all the amazing things you do for me and for him.''
She smiles slightly as she watches her yawn cutely and kisses her forehead, she reaches into the back pocket of Santana's jeans and turns it on to look at the time. Santana's eyebrows raise in surprise as she sees that it's almost five and looks up at her. ''Fuck the kids will wake up in three hours.''
Brittany laughs softly and taps her leg. ''Bed time babe, thank god Nay and Heath will play with them so we can sleep a bit longer.'' She pushes herself up in a standing position as Santana stands up and takes the blanket from her, she throws it back into the chest shutting it close and walks back to the edge. ''Want to go first?'' She asks softly.
Santana shakes her head and bites her lip. ''Nah you can go first babe, I love views from up high enough but I don't like knowing just how high up I am.''
Brittany freezes as she stands on the first step of the ladder and looks up at her girlfriend frowning. ''You are afraid of heights?'' She asks softly, she drops her head as Santana nods her head smiling sheepishly and bites her lip. ''Why didn't you tell me?''
''Because I am trying to fight it and I do love views like these babe.'' Santana tells her softly. ''I also just love cuddling with you and enjoying the view, I won't let my angst come between that.''
Brittany sighs shaking her head with a small smile and looks up at her. ''You still could have told me tho.''
''I know but I also know that you wouldn't have done this with me.'' Santana tells her chuckling as she hums with a sheepish smile, she mentions her hand at her silently telling her to climb down and turns around placing her foot on the first step.
She quickly climbs down freezing as she feels Brittany's body against her back the second she reaches the bottom and turns her head to look at her, Brittany chuckles keeping her hands wrapped around the ladder pinning Santana between her body and the ladder and smirks. ''Well hello.''
Santana laughs softly turning around so her back is pinned against the ladder and reaches out curling her left hand around the back of her neck, she pulls her closer smiling as she feels one of her hands immediately wrap around her waist and tilts her chin up catching her lips in a loving kiss.
She slowly pulls back leaning their foreheads together and gazes into bright blue orbs as they slowly flutter open. ''Hi.'' She whispers softly.
Brittany runs her hand up her back under her shirt smiling lovingly as she purrs softly and nuzzles their noses together chuckling as she yawns again. ''I think it's time to get you to bed old lady.''
She laughs jumping aside as she glares at her and quickly jogs into the room covering her mouth to silence herself, she yelps as Santana tackles her onto the bed and bites down on her fist laughing loudly.
''Did you really just call me old?'' Santana asks amused as she hears her laughing, she turns her around easily straddling her hips and grabs both of her hands pinning them beside her head with an eyebrow raised.
''Maybe?'' Brittany murmurs smiling innocently.
''I'll show you old.'' Santana grumbles softly, Brittany laughs easily pulling her hands free and places them on Santana's hips looking up at her with a smirk.
''Oh yeah?'' She asks amusement. ''Show me babe.'' She laughs quickly grabbing her hands as she sees her sitting up knowing exactly what she wants to do and flips them over, she pins them down on the bed beside her head and smirks as she looks up at her in surprise. ''Try showing me without tickling me.''
Santana drops her head back looking up at her and snickers. ''I would, but not at your cousins house.'' She murmurs smirking.
Brittany opens her mouth to reply but quickly closes it as she sees Santana's sexy smirk slowly realizing what she wants to say, she drops her head and bites her lip with a soft groan. ''Not cool babe.'' She breaths out.
''Calling me old isn't cool either Britt-Britt.'' Santana mutters snickering, she tugs on her hands pulling her down completely on top of her and nips on her earlobe loving the way she hears her breath hitch. ''I might be five years older, but I can still out do you in a lot of things.'' She husks out chuckling as she feels her shiver.
''Oh yeah?'' Brittany asks silently cursing herself as she hears the waver in her voice. ''Like what?'' She asks challenging.
Santana chuckles softly smirking as she hears her soft groan and locks eyes with her. ''You'll find out soon Britt-Britt.''
Brittany gulps thickly the second she sees her dilated pupils and drops her head biting her lip to silence a shocked moan as Santana takes that as an opportunity to suck on her pulse point. ''Don't start things, you can't finish San.'' She tells her with a groan.
''Well I could.'' Santana whispers softly slipping her leg in between Brittany's, she pushes it up against her clothed crotch biting her lip as she hears her breathy moan and let's go off her hands the second she feels her weight settle completely on top of her body. ''But I don't want to rush making love to you for the first time mi amor.''
Her eyes widen the second she feels her girlfriend tense on top of her quickly realizing what she said and gulps thickly. ''I..''
''Don't you dare take that back.'' Brittany murmurs breathlessly her mind still racing at the new nickname Santana just used.
''That I wasn't planning on.'' Santana whispers, nervously biting her lip. ''But I also didn't plan on blurting it out like that.''
Brittany slowly leans up on her elbows and looks down into sparkling brown orbs. ''Tu amor?'' She asks softly, Santana slowly wraps her arms around her waist running her fingers over the small of her back and smiles slightly as she hears the heavy American accent behind those words.
''Yes, mi amor.'' She confirms softly, she reaches up cupping her cheek and runs her thumb over her cheekbone smiling lovingly as she leans into her touch. ''You are not only my girlfriend and best friend, you are my partner in crime and most importantly you are the women who has my heart. You quite literally dropped into my life and I can't thank god and Nick enough for making our paths cross.''
She licks her lips as she sees bright blue eyes focusing on her face knowing she is listening and smiles slightly. ''Every day I spend with you no matter what we do it's something I always look out to, I love going out and doing something but I also love our quiet nights in cuddled up on the couch with our little ones.'' She continues softly.
''I didn't really plan on blurting it out like this but tonight just being near you, cuddling with you and talking made one thing clear.'' She reaches up cupping her cheek and licks her lips. ''It doesn't matter where I am or what mood I have, my day will end perfect as long as it ends with you knowing that the two little ones are safe and happy and that I can cuddle with or talk to the woman I love.''
She slowly pulls her down leaning their foreheads together and smiles slightly knowing she is dying to say something, she tilts her head up capturing her lips in a loving kiss and slides her left hand into her silky blonde locks.
She pulls back a bit and whispers ''I love you Britt-Britt.''
Brittany bites her lip with a slight smile and cups the back of her neck. ''I love you too Santana.''