''I have no fucking idea where to start.''
''You can always just skip.'' Brittany murmurs shrugging, she winces as Heather slaps her arm and laughs. ''Hey!''
''Shut up.'' Heather grumbles chuckling. ''Seriously I have so many amazing memories with you, from the pranks we pulled off with Gram to the occasional hang outs we finally managed to plan the second you were old enough to fly to whatever city away from your parents.'' She breaths out.
''But I think.'' She shakes her head leaning back against the couch hearing Santana typing in the back and smiles lovingly. ''No not think, I know that my favorite memory is watching you become a mommy.'' She breaths out.
''The day you showed up on my doorstep holding Li I saw that you finally found a reason to fight hard for happiness and you did, words can't even describe how proud I am of you B.'' Heather breaths out with a grin. ''Becoming a mommy is your greatest achievement and watching you with Li definitely shows me that he is lucky to have you as his mommy.''
''I hate you.'' Brittany whispers through a sniffle, she shakes her head as Naya and Nick coo and wipes away her tears. ''Fuck Heather.''
''It's nothing but the truth B and I know you need to hear this from time to time.'' Heather tells her as she pulls her in a hug. ''I know you were doubting your parental skills a lot in the past, I am happy to see that those doubts vanished now but I still fell the need to point out that you are amazing and your little boy will definitely grow up being an amazing young man.''
''I hope so.''
''We know so.'' Heather murmurs kissing her forehead, she pulls back and pats her cheek with a grin. ''Love ya B.''
''Mh love you too H.'' She slowly straightens up shooting her girlfriend a smile as she notices her watching them with a loving grin and turns to Nickayla chuckling. ''Oh how do I pick my favorite memory with your crazy ass?''
She laughs as Naya and Heather both roll their eyes scoffing and smiles as Nickayla just smirks. ''I think my favorite memory with you is our first official shooting together, I was nervous as fuck and well running our 'boss' over the first day also started it off perfectly but the second we stood in front of the camera all nerves just dropped because I had one of my best friends standing right beside me.''
Nickayla just smiles lovingly, giggling as Santana grumbles and blows her a kiss noticing Brittany do the same, Brittany chuckles as Santana rolls her eyes and turns to Naya. ''All time favorite memory with you is easy.'' she breaths out. ''The first time we teamed up on Heath and teased the fuck out of her, from that day on I knew that you would always side up with me and annoy Heath.''
She laughs as Heather grumbles while Naya just nods her head smirking and turns to her. ''I have the same problem, we have just so many amazing memories but one stands out the most.'' She breaths out with a small grin. ''The first time you met Li and you stood up from the bed we shared to soothe him back to sleep thinking I was still asleep, I heard your whisper.''
''You did?'' Heather asks blushing bright red, Brittany nods her head and gulps thickly.
''I did.'' She confirms her voice cracking. ''I heard you promising him that he will have the best life with me and that you will do everything in your power to make sure we both are safe Heath, I know shit still went down but your words kept swarming in my head why do you think that I called you and Nay out of all adults I could have called?''
''I begged you to take him back home instead of Nay because as much as we both love Nay, he needed someone who could replace me and well people don't call us twins for a reason.'' She whispers softly, she shakes her head as Heather frowns about to interrupt and smiles sadly. ''I know, I know that you could never replace me but I also was and am one hundred percent sure that my son is safe as long as you are around.''
''That is also one of the reasons that..'' Brittany cuts herself off and shakes her head with a deep sigh. ''Fuck, no normal twenty year old has a will.'' She bites her lip as she suddenly feels everyone focusing on her and sighs. ''But I do because I just didn't know what could have happened and if his plan he had the day he threw me through the door succeeded I knew my little boy was safe with his two aunts.''
''I still have it and I am not forcing him in your care, I am leaving you with the choice but I know you would have taken it the second shit did go down.''
''I don't want to think about that.'' Heather whispers with tears in her eyes, she just shakes her head pulling Brittany close as she notices silent tears stream down her cheek and just tightens her hold as she sniffles. ''No I will never want to think of anything like that happening to any of us.'' She breaths out. ''Not now, not ever and you are a fighter B, you showed us that more than once the past two years.''
She gently runs her fingers down the scars she feels clearly through the white button up Brittany wears and sighs. ''I know you hate this part of your body and you hide it day in and day out, but it shows all of us just how hard you fought to get back on your feet Britt.'' She whispers wiping away her tears.
''Your scar simply means that you were stronger than whoever tried to hurt you B.'' Naya agrees as she leans over to kiss her cheek, she locks eyes with Santana and smiles sadly as she notices her just watching them with her laptop already shut closed.
''Scars don't define you as a person babe.'' Santana agrees. ''It just shows everyone how hard you fought to be the person you are now and everyone in this room loves you for a reason.''
Heather pulls back as she feels Brittany tense and locks eyes with her, she smiles slightly as she sees the last of her walls she kept up for Santana crumble and just raises an eyebrow. She turns to Naya and Nickayla as she just hums underneath her breath confirming her unspoken question and glances at the time. ''Hey San?''
''Yea?'' Santana asks obvious to the nerves consuming her girlfriend at the moment.
''Can we pick Sof up along with Li and bring them home after we met up with the cast for dinner?'' Naya asks slowly picking up on the silent conversation her girlfriend had with Brittany, she stands up as Santana just nods her head and smiles. ''Awesome, it's the weekend so can we bring them home around eight?''
''Or keep them the night?'' Heather adds shrugging.
Santana chuckles glancing at her girlfriend and sees her shrugging her shoulders, she turns to the girls and smiles. ''You can have them for a sleepover, B and I will pick them up tomorrow to go to the park like we promised.''
She turns to Nickayla and winks. ''Let's clock out and all go home, I think it's time to go home.''
''Wouldn't say no to that.'' Brittany agrees softly as she slowly stands up. ''I will quickly get dressed.''
Santana watches her jog out of the office after wishing the girls to have fun and turns to the three slowly sliding their jackets off after Heather slipped into her jeans Naya carried in for her. ''What are the three of you planning?''
''Nothing.'' Naya and Nickayla answer too quickly, Heather rolls her eyes as she sees Santana immediately raising a suspicious eyebrow and chuckles.
''Nothing bad, just enjoy your night with B, San.''
Santana hums watching them walk out of her office after they all hugged her and slowly stands up after making sure she turned her laptop off, she walks out of her office after turning off the lights and locks the door behind her.
''Hey you.'' Brittany breaths out as she walks over holding both of their purses. ''Ready to go?'' She smiles as she nods her head intertwining their hands after she handed Santana her purse and follows her down to the garage after they both made sure everything is locked up, she smiles as Santana opens the passenger door for her knowing Puck is still enjoying an extended boating trip and slides in after kissing her cheek.
''What do you want for dinner Britt-Britt?''
''Do you still have the pasta we made in your freezer?'' Brittany asks also immediately answering the next question of which house they will go to, she smiles as Santana hums and intertwines their hands on the middle console. ''Let's just eat that.''
''As long as dinner heats up.'' She continues after they drove the ten minute drive in silence, she turns to Santana as she kills the engine as soon as she parked her car into her garage and smiles nervously. ''Mind joining me upstairs for a bit?''
Santana frowns in confusion as soon as she notices her nervousness and just nods her head. ''Of course, I will quickly take our dinner out and join you.'' She murmurs as they walk into her house, she watches Brittany jog up the stairs the nervousness clear in her posture and shakes her head. ''What the hell is going on?'' She softly asks herself.
She quickly takes their dinner out of the freezer placing it into the sink filled with hot water and jogs up the stairs, she walks into her bedroom taking off her blazer mid walk and stops in her tracks as she sees her girlfriend sitting on the edge of her bed wearing nothing but her bra and skinny jeans.
Brittany giggles as she notices Santana opening and closing her mouth and nervously bites her lip. ''How do you do that?''
''What?'' Santana asks softly as she walks over to crouch down in front of her.
''Make me feel like I am the most beautiful girl with just one look?''
''Because you are.'' Santana replies simply as she intertwines their hands on Brittany's thighs. ''To me you are.'' She corrects as Brittany shakes her head. ''You are the most beautiful woman I have laid my eyes on Britt-Britt, mi Princessa is the most beautiful girl in my life.''
''What's going on Britt-Britt?'' She asks softly as she notices the tremble in her hands, she tilts her head as Brittany just pulls her hand back still nervously biting her lip and raises an eyebrow as she grabs a package of make-up wipes from behind her back.
Brittany gently pulls Santana up as soon as she took the make-up wipes from her and tugs her closer onto the bed. ''Do you remember what you told me back in the office, about my scars?''
She locks eyes with her as she just hums the confusion still clear in her eyes and slowly takes off her bra turning her back to Santana, she glances over her shoulder biting her lip as she sees Santana's eyes slowly widen as she realizes what is about to happen and gulps thickly. ''I know that I can cover it forever and act like I am fine all the time around every single person in my life, but hiding it doesn't automatically mean that it isn't there.'' She whispers softly.
''I hate this part of my body with a passion but I don't want to hide it from you.'' She adds just as softly her voice cracking. ''Heath was right I do hide it day in and day out, she, Nay and Li know it's there but nobody else ever saw it.''
She looks over her shoulder to lock eyes with Santana and gulps thickly. ''But I don't want to hide anything around you San.'' She murmurs nervously. ''So if you…''
''You know that you don't only have to do this because you think that I want you to right?'' Santana asks effectively cutting her off.
''No I know.'' Brittany breaths out. ''It's just..'' She cuts herself off and exhales shakily. ''It doesn't look good San.'' She whispers with a shake of her head.
''What I feel for you won't change because of that Britt-Britt.'' Santana whispers as she scoots closer to kiss the back of her neck. ''Just like I told you in the office, scars don't define you as a person and it doesn't influence my feelings for you.''
She leans back as Brittany just slowly taps the package with wipes understanding her silent request and takes one out, she sits down behind her legs on either side of her hips and carefully places the wipe on her shoulder blade where she felt the scars just this morning after Brittany disappeared into the bathroom to shower and apply a fresh layer of concealer.
She curls her free arm around her waist as she feels her tense and lovingly kisses her right shoulder. ''Te amo.'' She murmurs softly against the naked skin as she carefully runs the make-up wipe down Brittany's left shoulder blade, she pulls back as she hears her soft reply noting the waver in her voice and looks at the scar she just revealed.
She swallows thickly as she notices that it isn't just a small patch like she thought before, but that it covers her entire shoulder blade and shakes her head. ''What did her do?'' She asks sadly.
''After he threw me through the glass door what already caused many cuts on my back due to me only wearing a sports bra after I worked out in the fitness room that neighbor allowed me access too while Li napped, he grabbed a knife and promised me that he would make sure nobody would ever look at me the way they did before.'' Brittany chokes out shivering as she feels Santana's cool fingers run over her scar. ''I have some smaller scars scattering all over my back as you can see, but he used the gash that was already bleeding profusely to make it worse.''
Santana just shakes her head tears filling her eyes as she feels her girlfriends body tremble against her own and wraps both of her arms around her waist from behind, she drops the wipe onto the floor and pulls her closer kissing her shoulder above the scar lovingly. ''I don't see anything he wanted to cause.'' She murmurs softly. ''All I see is a strong woman who fought hard to get out of the hell she was living in and succeeded.''
''You are a fighter mi amor and you definitely won your battles, now it's time to work past them and finally accept the happiness you and Li deserve.'' She scoots back keeping her arms wrapped around Brittany's waist as she hears her sniffle and gently turns her in her hold, she lays down tugging Brittany against her front and just holds her close.
''You make me happy.'' Brittany confesses so, so softly that Santana is sure that she wouldn't have heard her if they weren't laying in each others arms, she just kisses her shoulder her heart jumping as she hears the soft whisper following right after. ''And you make my son happy, I love you too Santana.''
''I am glad I do and you and Li make me and Sof just as happy mi amor.'' She murmurs against her shoulder, she pulls back as she feels her turn in her hold and smiles as glassy blue orbs lock on her own.
''What did I do to deserve you?''
''I ask myself that every day.'' She replies with a grin. ''But I don't think it has much to do with what we did, it has more to do with fate and fate has laid a hand Britt-Britt.''
She cups her cheek grinning as she sees the smile on her lips and dips her head to peck her lips. ''See that is what I want to see on your face from now on.'' She laughs as she rolls her eyes and pokes her side smirking as she tries to move away with a muffled squeak and raises an eyebrow.
''Hell no.'' Brittany murmurs with a soft chuckle quickly grabbing the hand trying to poke her side once again. ''No tickling San.'' She whines, she just shakes her head as Santana tries to poke her side again tightening her hold on her hand and leans down. ''Kiss me instead.''
''Yeah I like that idea more.'' Santana breaths out tilting her chin up to capture thin pink lips with her own, she smiles as Brittany just hums softly and wraps the hand she just released around her waist to pull her down on top of her.
Brittany pulls back as she feels short nails gently scratching up her spine and bites her lip darkened blue orbs locking on lust filled brown orbs. ''But unfair that I am the only one topless don't you think?'' She whispers as she sits up to unbutton the white dress shirt Santana wears, she squeaks in surprise as Santana takes that moment to reverse their positions and looks up at her still holding onto her shirt.
''We can change that real quick.'' Santana promises shrugging her shirt off as soon as Brittany undid the last button, she smiles as darkened blue orbs immediately lock on the red laced bra still covering her chest and reaches behind her to unclasp it.
''God I love it whenever you wear red.'' Brittany breaths out as she leans up to trail her lips up her neck nipping on her pulse point, she dips her thumbs into the dimples she finds on the small of Santana's back feeling the soft vibration of her moan against her lips and trails them back up capturing plump lips in a hot kiss.
She lays back down moving more comfortably onto the pillows behind her and slowly trails her hands down Santana's abs popping the button of her skinny jeans open, she bites her lip as Santana pulls back to slide out of them and swallows thickly as she watches her breast heave with every deep breath she takes.
She slowly lifts her hips as she feels her fingers hook into the waistband of her skinny jeans, cupping the back of her neck as soon as she threw them beside the bed on top of her own and pulls her down gazing into brown almost black orbs filled with lust and love. ''I love you.''
Santana just leans down to kiss her passionately opting to answer with actions and gently slides her hand up Brittany's side, feeling muscles tense and relax under her fingertips. She swallows Brittany's moan as she slides her hand further up to cup her breast and pulls out of the kiss to trail her kisses down her cheek to her neck smirking as she feels the vibration of Britt's moan against her lips, she sucks on her pulse point humming softly as she just tilts her head to grant more access and trails her lips further down after leaving a small trail of hickeys in their wake.
''San..'' Brittany moans out as she feels her suck on her nipple, she throws her head back, her hand finding dark locks and bucks her hips up groaning as Santana just places her free hand on her hip to keep her down.
Santana just chuckles hotly as she hears her soft growl and trails kisses down rock hard abs, she shimmies her own underwear down as she feels Brittany tug on them and crawls back up her naked body dipping her head to kiss her softly. ''You are so fucking gorgeous.'' She breaths out between kisses.
''San please.'' Brittany whimpers softly bucking up as she feels her fingers teasingly run up and down the inside of her thighs, she gasps sharply as she feels fingers run through her folds, hearing Santana's soft moan above her gasp and grinds up groaning as she feels her pull back. ''Fuck San.''
Santana just hums nipping on her collarbone and soothes the sting with her tongue as she trails her fingers through her folds again, closing her eyes as she feels the wetness coating her fingers. ''Fuck you are soaking.'' She moans softly.
''You have tha...'' Brittany cuts herself off, her back arching slightly as she feels her a finger slowly sink into her. ''S-San.'' She whimpers softly.
Santana gulps thickly as she feels walls flutter around her finger and slowly pulls back, she leans up on her free hand to look down at the blonde and gulps thickly her stomach fluttering as she sees her hair spread out on the pillow underneath her.
She slowly thrusts two fingers in as she sees her opening her mouth to protest and bites her lip as she watches her eyes roll back and her jaw drop open on a breathless moan, she slowly lowers herself back down immediately nipping on Brittany's earlobe and bites back a hiss as she feels fingernails trail down the back of her neck to the small of her back as Brittany moans. ''Shit Britt.'' She murmurs softly against her ear.
She sucks on the soft spot beneath her ear as she hears her just whisper a string of curse words the second she curls her fingers and closes her eyes as she feels her hips roll against her hand, she leans up as she feels strong thighs wrap around her hips and angles her hand pushing the palm of it against her clit.
''S-San!'' Brittany chokes out on a broken moan while arching her back, feeling heat spreading underneath her skin. ''C-close.'' She gasps out rolling her hips against her hand.
''Cum for me.'' Santana purrs softly into her ear as she stills her fingers on the last thrust, she leans her forehead against Brittany's tapping her inner walls before she can whine out her protest and pushes her palm down hard.
''O-oh fuck!'' She bites her lip watching her face contort into pleasure, feeling her walls flutter around her fingers as she falls apart beneath her, her name escaping her lips and gently thrusts into her to help her ride out the waves of pleasure savoring the feeling of her trembling body and cursed moans escape Brittany's lips.
''So fucking hot.'' She husks softly as she leans down to kiss her cheeks and sweaty forehead, she smiles against the hot skin as she feels the pressure of her nails digging into her shoulders lessen and continues showering her face with soft pecks.
''Holy.'' Brittany breaths out, her whole body shuddering as Santana pulls her fingers out. ''Damn.'' She pants softly as she drops back down, pulling her on top of her.
''You good?'' Santana asks with a soft smile, she chuckles softly as she just shoots her a look still panting and kisses the tip of her nose. ''I'll take that for a yes.''
''I'll show you just how good.'' Brittany whispers as she flips them over smirking as Santana squeaks, she immediately dips down to kiss her passionately, smiling into the kiss as she gasps softly and trails her hand down her body to cup her breast.
''S-shit B.'' Santana rasps out arching her back to thrust her chest into her hand feeling long fingers massage them, she bites her lip tilting her head as she feels her trail her lips down her jaw and closes her eyes choking out a moan as she feels her teeth clamp down on her pulse point. ''Fuck!''
Brittany just smirks soothing the sting of the mark she left with her tongue and slides further down her body trailing her tongue around a stiffened peak, she watches Santana just arch her head back, darkened blue orbs following the movement as she sees her throat bob the second she tries to bite back a moan and gently nips on her nipple smirking as the moan effectively escapes plump lips.
Santana leans up on her elbows as she feels a pointed tongue trail down her abs, moaning softly as she feels teeth scrape over the define lines and bites her lip. ''B-Britt...'' She cuts herself off, dropping back down with a sharp gasp as she feels a flattened tongue run through her folds before she can finish her sentence and immediately slides her left hand into soft blonde locks. ''Dios mio.''
She tries to glare down as she feels Brittany's smug grin but just drops her head back once again, her eyes rolling back as she a finger slide in. ''B!'' She moans out grinding down. ''M-more.'' She whispers while rolling her hips, she grabs the sheets in her fist as she feels her pull back and moans arching her back as she feels two fingers thrust in while her tongue circles around her clit. ''Oh..''
She tightens her left hand in Brittany's hair, pulling her even closer and bucks up. ''S-so close.'' She gasps out, her eyes roll back as she feels Brittany just hum against her and squeaks out a deep moan as her pointed tongue replaces her fingers.
Her thighs encase Brittany's head as she sets up a fast pace, her tongue thrusting in hard and releases a drawled out moan as she feels sweat trickling down her abs and her muscles tense.
''Brittany!'' Her hold in Brittany's hair tightens painfully, her free hand finding toned shoulders to dig her nails in and she closes her eyes, arching her back as one last powerful thrust and thumb pushing on her clit sends shockwaves through her body.
Brittany stills her movements, feeling walls flutter around her tongue and slowly pulls back as Santana's body stills. She slowly replaces her tongue with two fingers to prolong the waves filled with pleasure shocking through Santana's body, she crawls back up her lips sliding up contracting abs smiling against her chest bone as she feels her heart hammer and hovers above her as her body trembles.
She lays down beside Santana as she covers her eyes in the crook of her arm trying to catch her breath and lovingly kisses her temple, she giggles as San's stomach grumbling loudly overshadows her trying to calm her breathing down and shakes her head with a loving grin. ''Stay here, I will heat up our dinner.'' She murmurs against her cheek.
''I will come down.'' Santana whispers as she feels Brittany leave her side.
''Mh nah let's break the rules this once and just relax in bed, eat dinner and watch some trash TV.'' She looks over her shoulder as soon as she reaches the door and smirks. ''I don't want to get dressed just yet.''
Santana shivers as soon as she sees the hungry look Brittany shoots her and just nods her head silently agreeing that they can break their rules, she bites her lip as she watches her walk out of the room reclining back against the pillows behind her and exhales deeply. ''Woman will be the death of me.''