Authors note: Hey thanks for the reviews and I'm glad there's people reading. This chapter is going to drive you to madness but please don't stop reading because of it because I have to do this. I'm going to post the wedding and Tommy and Sadie will be leaving the story but they will be back and when they do come back it will be a world full of drama so if this chapter makes you hate me just remember it will get a whole lot better. I thought this song would fit perfect for this story. Hope you like please don't forget to R&R.
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Chapter 6: Weddings, Songs, and Tears
Jude Tommy Sadie and Quest were sitting at the dinner table with an eerie silence they were waiting for Jude to say something but Jude was in a dream like state just taking it in. She realized she had to hold her tongue because if what she just dreamt came true she and Quest would be dead.
"Jude, Jude you in there?" God Tommy and Sadie having a baby Jude is going to have an outburst what the hell is going on in her head right now.
"Huh, what? Oh sorry, wow Sadie your pregnant that's um... well that's amazing when did this happen?" OMG I can't believe this is happening I hate him I hate her but I have to keep cool I don't want my dream to come true it felt so real but I can never let Tommy know about me and Quest.
"Well I just found out a few days ago I can't believe it myself" I'm surprised she hasn't jumped the table to strangle me yet wow she's growing up.
"How far along are you Sadie?" Jude is handling this better than I thought I figured she'd be at Sadie's throat already.
"I think he said two months already which surprised me 'cause I didn't realize it sooner, but I'm happy though." Come on Jude where's the outburst.
"So Tom how do you feel about this I mean you guys aren't even married yet and you're not going to be four another seven months." Ok Jude being this quite is scaring me and how can Sadie be pregnant she belongs to me and Jude belongs to Tommy so why did I sleep with Jude and why am I in love with Jude I'm confused.
"Well you know me I'm always up for a challenge and I love Sadie and I'm happy with her and we talked about having kids so really it's not that big of a deal." Oh why did I say that I'm scared out of my mind even though I love Sadie I still carry feelings for Jude who is being extremely quite?
"Oh yeah about the wedding me and Tommy decided to move it up it's in to weeks and Jude I was going to ask you after your birthday but you didn't come home and then you came here so anyway I want you to be my maid of honor." Maybe this will get some sort of reaction from her 'cause I think I speak for everyone when I say what the hell is wrong with her.
"Um yeah sure Sadie anything to make your special day perfect." I can't believe what I'm saying I need to get away from here I need to leave I can't stand being around these two much longer.
"So Jude have you written anything while you've been here?" Time for a subject change 'cause this conversation is killing me.
"No, not yet. I have to go do something but Sadie Tommy I'm happy for you guys and I'll see you in the morning. Quest don't forget are flight leaves at 11:30 AM bye guys." Oh thank you I'm getting as far away from them as possible but I kind of feel bad for leaving Quest alone with them.
"Ok but don't forget as soon as we get back I want to discuss wedding plans with you." Well that went better than I had planned.
The rest of the night Jude didn't come out of her room, she heard someone open the door a few times but she didn't see who it was she didn't care all she did was lay there and cry. Later that night she heard the door creep open and felt someone get in the bed, she could tell it was Quest so she turned over and he looked into her blood shot eyes and hugged her what more could he do.
"I can't believe there getting married in two weeks and that they're already starting a family I know I shouldn't be mad but I can't help but feel that way." I'm being such a baby I have Quest and I'm still pining after Tommy.
"Shh baby it's ok everything's going to be all right don't forget I'm still here ok, just go to sleep and it will be ok in the morning I promise." God I hope it's going to be ok I hate seeing her cry.
"I trust you Quest and I'm sorry for crying all the time." I really do mean that I hate crying in front of Quest over Tommy.
"Hey it's ok you're beautiful when you cry. Don't worry about it ok, Now get some sleep and remember I love you girl." I hope this is the last time he makes her cry for Jude's sake and his.
"Thanks for everything Quest and I love you to." I hope this is the last time I cry for Tommy I'm giving up on him and moving on with Quest.
The next morning Quest was first to wake up so he packed up his stuff and finished packing Jude's and decide to cook breakfast for everyone before they left. Tommy and Sadie were on the same flight as Jude and him so they all were leaving together. After he cooked he went to wake Tommy and Sadie up but when he went to wake Jude up he noticed she was gone. So he checked in the bathroom and she still wasn't there he asked Sadie and Tommy and they said they hadn't seen her and then out of the blue or the front door in walked a very wet Jude.
"Jude where were you and why are you wet?" Oh no tell me she didn't I can't believe she did it.
"I went to the beach for my first and last swim." It really is beautiful out there but I think I worried Quest I knew I should have left a note.
"Jude you hate big things of open water when you were ten you were convinced there were sharks out there so why go now?"
"I needed to let go of my fears I realized it was time to let go of a few things that being one of them." Tommy of course being the other one.
"Well I'm proud of you red now let's eat before we miss our flight." I can't believe she did that wow I love her so much right now.
The next two weeks flew by fast. Jude avoided Tommy as much as she could and she spent most of her time at Quest's house mainly during the night. Sadie had asked Jude to right a song for the reception and Tommy offered to help but she said no. So finally the big day had arrived and Tommy and Sadie had decided that after there honeymoon they were going to move to New York so they had all there stuff move and set up at there new house this was the last time Jude would see Tommy for a While but he promised he'd visit, him his new wife and there kid. The wedding Jude had to admit it was beautiful and she had fun and now it was time for the reception.
"So you've kept me in the dark about this new song what's it about." She looks so beautiful; no I can't be thinking this I'm married, to her sister at that.
"You'll just have to wait and see Quincy, now if you'll excuse me I'm going to go dance with Jamie." I can't believe the nerve of him after everything that's happened between us he's just going to act like it never happened.
"She hate's me man doesn't she?" I don't blame her I would hate me to I've put her through so much.
"Yeah well man you hurt her bad this time, I think it's going to be hard on her for a long time but she'll get over it I mean you have to move on with your life and so does she." Yeah she has moved on with me.
"Yeah well promise me you'll look after her man please."
"Of course man I will always look out for her."
Jude danced with everyone and Tommy watched her she looked beautiful and even though it was wrong he couldn't help but think it after a few more dances it was time for Jude to perform so Jude got on stage and she looked out into the crowd and took a look at the guy she was letting go of the one she wrote the song for and started singing
I Wish you didn't love me
I wish you'd make this easy
It was love that caught me
Now it's fear that keeps me with you
I want to be by your side
So I can close my eyes
To the growing emptiness inside that kills me
When I'm with you
You try to break me Try to hate me
So you can fall out of love
You want to make me believe that I'm crazy
That I'm nothing with out you
It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone
I feel you in my shadow
My heart feels cold and hollow
No matter where I run I see
Your eyes always follow me
You try to hold me
Try to own me
Keeping something that's not yours
You want to make me
Believe that I'm crazy
Make me think that you're the cure
It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone
You're still haunting me
In my sleep
You're all I see
But I can't go back
Cause I know it's wrong
For us to go on
And I'm growing strong
To confront my fears
It's unbelievable but I believed you
Unforgivable but I forgave you
Insane what love can do
That keeps me coming back to you
You're irreplaceable but I'll replace you
Now I'm standing on my own
Alone
She finished singing and everyone cheered a clapped and the night went on Tommy looked happy Jude thought. It was the final minute and Sadie threw the bouquet and Jude caught it she didn't mean to but she did and the music came on for the last dance ironically it was Jude singing your 21 so Tommy decided that now was the best time to ask her to dance.
"May I have this dance Ms. Harrison?" Please say yes I need to tell her before I go.
"Yeah sure." I can't believe I'm dancing with him I'm supposed to hate him but he's just to cute to hate.
"Haven't seen you in a while, I mean talked to you. I miss it." She has to know just tell her
"Yeah we've been busy with the wedding and everything." And I've been avoiding you.
"Jude look I'm sorry for everything all these years and I know it's not the best time to say this but...
"Tommy it's time to go we're going to miss our flight, bye Jude I'll miss you come on Tom."
"I'm coming Sadie just saying bye to Jude." Damn women give me a break.
"No Tom you should go I'll see you." God I can't believe I'm saying goodbye I can't believe it.
"Wait Jude I have to tell you this ok, I've been in love with you since I met you and I will always be in love with you no matter what I just need you to know that goodbye Jude."
"No Tommy you can't just say that and leave Tommy wait." Oh I love you to Tommy please
It was to late Tommy was gone after all those years he was gone away no longer hers and she started thinking about all her time with him, the good times and the bad but now he was gone and all she could do was cry she sat there and cried he was gone.
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