Authors note: Hey thanks for the reviews and I'm glad there's people reading. This chapter is going to be about Jude and Quest other characters will be in it except Tommy and Sadie who will only be in it in the end. This is what I'm calling my heartbreak chapter so grab the cleanex. Just kidding it might be sad it might not so keep reading and thanks for the reviews please keep sending them.

Disclaimer: I own nothing except the story and the song I wrote called I Remember

Chapter 7: Heartbreak Times Two


After the wedding and Tommy's love confession, and the song and the move Jude's life was going ok except that she and Quest called a quits, they needed to work things out before they could do the serious commitment so they agreed that it was best to part and they knew that it was also because they were still very much in love with the two people that walked out on them. It had officially been six months and Jude was having one of the saddest days ever.

Jude was in studio A working on a song when Quest came in. At first it was weird to be around each other but they both had experience with the situation and they soon got over it and were friends again.

"Hey Quest, what's up?" Is it wrong to miss someone you kind of broke up with?

"Nothing really, listen Jude Sadie and Tommy called there coming for a visit in about four weeks and well there's going to be a lot of drama there so if you want to skip town or whatever I won't hold it against you." I miss her and I want to be with her but Sadie and Tommy coming back is going to hurt Jude she can't see Tommy.

"It's ok I'll be fine ok, now let's work on this song I have to be done by 5:30." I can't believe I have to leave quality time with Quest.

"Why you got a hot date." Ha wait she's not saying anything oh gosh it's true she's moving on and I'm not.

"Yeah, I met this guy at school and he asked me out and I said yes." Oh I'm such a jerk I just hurt Quest like Tommy used to hurt me. Stop thinking about Tommy.

"Oh well that's cool I have a date too." Technically I'm not lying It's a date

"Oh really my guys name is Chris so what's your mystery girls name ." No I'm losing him I want him back what are you thinking tell him you still love him

"Ben & Jerry, yep I love me some chocolate chip ice cream." See not lying it's just putting a different name on it.

"Ha ha I love your sense of humor Quest, it just kills me." Oh thank you he hasn't moved on I know it's mean but I don't want him to move on.

"Yep that's me funnyman Quest, I think I'll make my own act. Quest and the chocolate chip ice cream act." I'm glad to see her smile again I miss her smile.

"That sounds so good." I miss this between us, the hanging out and joking around

I wish we could do this forever.

"I'm glad you think so. How bout after your date you stop by and see the act and you can have all the ice cream you want." I just want to spend time together for once and not have to work.

"Yeah I'd like that so how does 9:00 sound." I don't want to be out that long with him plus I miss hanging out with Quest.

"Sounds good now let's get to work before Darius kills us." This is going to be a great night just her and me I hope I can control myself.

Jude and Quest had been working for a good fifteen minutes before Darius walked in with a surprise guest, Shay. Over the months Shay had been coming by and him and Jude slowly but steadily worked out there problems they were friends now while Jamie and Kat were off at college Shay had become one of here closest friends she even told him about here and Quest.

"Shay when did you get back?" Oh yah my friend is home, wait how old am I, I'm acting like an eight-year-old.

"Got back yesterday and decided to drop bye and see my favorite person." Damn girl is still fine after all this time.

"That was sweet of you to come visit me I didn't know I was your favorite person." I can't believe how close Shay and I have become.

"I actually meant Quest, Hey what's up Quest." I love making her upset but in a good way.

"Oh Shay that really hurts." He can be so cute sometimes I miss him.

"Naw I'm playin girl come give me a hug, I missed you." I really did I can't believe I cheated on her, I hate myself for hurting her like that.

"I missed you to Shay Shay." Oh wow now I really don't want to go on my date.

"How bout we hang out tonight and catch up?" I wish I was still with her but she loves Tommy and Quest and personally I'd rather see her with Quest if I can't have her.

"She can't man she's got a "Hot Date" tonight." Which I'm still very upset about.

"Oh really tell me all about this "Hot Date" of yours. Is he short tall, does he have a prison record, what's his name, how old is he, is he a gentlemen, how long have you known him, is he pushing for sex..."

"Woh dad slow down dang, his name is Chris, he's seventeen, tall, no pr, I've known him for three weeks, he's a gentleman and no he hasn't mentioned sex, and I can't believe you asked me that." Wow and I thought Tommy and dad were bad.

"Well good 'cause if he is Quest and I will sure enough set him straight." Thank God 'cause if some guy ever-pressured Jude into sex I'd kill them.

"By the way Jude don't you have to go already?" Shay is right if any tried something with Jude I'd seriously kill them.

"Oh darnet you're right I have to go bye guys I'll see you later." I don't want to go I was actually having a good time.

It was 6:30 and Jude was all set for her date with Chris, even though she didn't want to go because she wanted to hang out with the guys she still went Chris was cool too. Chris pulled up at 6:45 and him and Jude took off. First they went to a movie it was a scary movie she hated scary movies so she kept leaning in against him. Then they went out to eat at some fancy restaurant. Last but not least he took her to a parking place where it was secluded and they talked.

"So Jude I love your music, it's great.

"Thanks um it's kind of clod can you turn up the heat." More like can you take me home?

"Sure, but why turn up the heat when we can use our body heat to keep warm."

Chris got closer to Jude and leaned in and kissed her hard. Jude struggled to push him off and when she finally got free she spoke.

"Look I think your taking this to fast could you just take me home" Oh God I'm scared what do I do I want to get out of here.

"No I saw how you kept hugging up on me earlier you want me just as bad as I want you, so stop playing games."

With that he locked the doors and turned up the radio. Jude screamed and pushed him off but he was strong despite her constant yells of no and please stop he kept going he would hit her a couple times and then start back at what he was doing. When he was done he took her home but before she got out he grabbed her arm and whisper "Tell anyone and you'll regret it."

Jude ran in the house and locked the doors and ran to her room and cried. She was scared and hurt and ashamed just then her phone rang and she saw on the caller ID it was Quest, she couldn't' face him not after what just happened, but she needed someone and it couldn't be Quest she was to ashamed to face him so she called the only other person she knew, Shay. Shay arrived ten minutes later when he got there he ran upstairs and into Jude's room when he saw her he was in shock, her clothes were tore she had cuts all over her legs and a couple bruises on her face and her tears were pouring down so he did the only thing he could do he held her. After what seemed like hours he finally spoke regretting the question he had to ask for he knew he was going to hate the answer he would receive.

"Jude I need to know what happened, who did this to you." If it was that SOB Chris I promise I will kill him.

"We were having a good time and then he just went to far I asked him to stop but he wouldn't listen he...he

"Jude what did he do?" He could already guess what he did but still he needed to here her say it.

"He raped me, Shay he raped me and I was so scared."

"I'll kill him I swear to God I will Quest is going to go ballistic over this." I can't believe that jerk as soon as I find him he's as good as dead.

"No Shay you can't do anything and you can't tell anyone especially Quest." Quest would look at me different he would thing of me different, he'd never want to touch me again.

"But Jude-"

"No buts you have to promise me promise me you won't in anyway shape or form let anyone know about this." I could never live with myself.

"I promise I won't, but you need to call the cops and go get checked out ok." I can't believe this could happen to anyone especially Jude

"Yeah, ok I will." I love Shay he's a good friend I'm glad I have him.

Three weeks had past and Jude was distant she hadn't said anything to anyone except Shay and she was starting to be at peace with it until one day it took a turn for the worst. Darius had just hired him as Jude's soundboard mixer.

"Shay that's him, that's Chris what am I supposed to do I can't work with him?" Oh no this was supposed to be my get away now what am a I going to do.

"That's the guy, I'll kill him." Shay stared walking after him when Jude stopped him.

"No Shay you can't do anything." I can't do anything I'm so mad I need Quest but I can't tell him.

"Fine but if he tries anything Jude." I'll ill him I really will.

"I know I know, just don't do anything. I'll be in studio A if you need me." I hope he doesn't do anything I hope Chris doesn't either.

Jude went into studio A and Quest came up to Shay.

"What was that all about man?" What's up with Jude she has been acting really weird lately.

"Man you rally need to talk to Jude on that one, my lips are sealed."

And with that Shay walked off and Quest went looking for Jude he found her in studio A she was strumming her guitar so he went in.

"Hey Quest what's up." Oh God does he know did Shay tell.

"Hey listen Jude you've been acting weird lately are you ok?" If she says yes then tell her you want her back.

"Yeah Quest I'm just under a lot of pressure that's all." I hate lying to him him it makes me sick.

"Well if you're sure then I want to tell you something and I'm just going to come right out and say it Jude I still love you and I think we've had enough time I want you back." Wow that was harder than saying it the first time.

"I love you too, and I want you back." Jude ran up and kissed him she was finally back together with him.

"Ok well I'm going to go get some water I'll be back." I can't believe were back together.

When Quest left Chris came in and walked up behind Jude and grabbed her waist.

"Miss me baby, I missed you. I see you took my advice and didn't tell anyone."

"Get off me Chris please stop." Not again not when everything was going so good.

"Fine but remember what I said Jude remember."

He walked off and Jude started crying and then she was inspired so she started writing when she was finished she started singing little did she know Quest was right outside

I remember how you laid me down.

I remember you said don't make a sound.

I remember you touching me,

I remember the things you did to me

I remember seeing you everyday

I remember wishing my pain away

And now it's to late to take it back

and now it's to late to tell someone

and now it's to late to leave and run

and now it's to late to hate what I've become

and now it's to late I blame you for this

and now it's to late to take back my innocence

I can't describe the pain I felt

I can't describe how I hate the hand I was dealt

I can't describe how sometimes I want to cry

I can't describe why right now I want to die

I can't describe this uncontrollable hurt

I can't describe why you treated me like dirt

And now it's to late to take it back

and now it's to late to tell someone

and now it's to late to leave and run

and now it's to late to hate what I've become

and now it's to late I blame you for this

and now it's to late to take back my innocence

I thought you were my friend

but your actions you can't defend

I thought I was in love with you

and now you're the person I wish I never knew

I thought what we had would last

but whatever just kiss my ass

And now it's to late to take it back

and now it's to late to tell someone

and now it's to late to leave and run

and now it's to late to hate what I've become

and now it's to late I blame you for this

and now it's to late to take back my innocence

I was your pray your victim

someone you could hurt and throw away

and now I can't forget that day

These thoughts I can't escape

I wish I could tell about rape

It's to late to take it back

nowhere to run I'm looking for someone

I hate what I've become

I blame you for the lose of my innocence

When she finished she turned to see a stark white Quest who looked mad. Meanwhile in the hall Jude forgot what day it was as a happily married Sadie, Tommy came into G major. They did the meeting a greeting people apologized about the loss of their baby a couple of months ago. Tommy met Chris and was talking to him when he heard screaming.

"Where did that come from?" Sadie asked a bit confused

"Don't know, but where's Jude and Quest."

Tommy's Question was soon answered as he saw a pissed of Quest and a scared and sad looking Jude walk out of Studio A. Shay saw and ran and grabbed Quest before he got a hold of Chris. Tommy and everyone else was confused at what was going on.

"What's going on what's up man?" Tommy asked voice full of concern and worried, then he looked over at Jude and asked. "Jude what happened, why is Quest mad.

Jude looked down and then up at Shay, Shay taking the hint dragged Quest off to another room to calm him down which only back fired as a seething Shay and Quest came out Quest got to Chris first and struck him straight in the jaw Darius ran up and grabbed hold of him and Shay ran up to Chris and hit him this time Tommy was the one to grab hold of someone. Jude was crying and the room was looking back and forth.

"DARIUS LET ME GO, I'LL KILL YOU, YOU SON OF A BITCH I'LL KILL YOU" Quest was yelling

"Well I guess you are dumb, running your mouth was not smart." Chris was holding his bloody lip as he spoke.

"Would somebody please tell me what's going on?" Tommy was pissed off already

"I'LL TELL YOU THAT SON OF A BITCH RAPPED JUDE."

As soon as Shay finished Tommy let him go and was now beating the hell out of Chris, and that caused Darius to let go of Quest and pull Tommy off of Chris and then he started in on Chris while the whole room watched in silence.


A/N: Hope you liked it please review since I think this is my best chapter I'd love to here what you all think.