Authors note: Hey thanks for the reviews and I'm glad there's people reading still. I'm so sorry it took so long I was trying but the internet was down so I'll try to make this one long we don't have much more to go now so I hope you keep reading to see what the ending is like. Now here's the response and the reactions to the news enjoy. With only a few chapters left the hearts will be broken, tears will be dropped secrets revealed and a shocking and devastating tragedy will happen.

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Chapter 10:All The Pain I've Caused

Tommy hit Quest and now Sadie was struggling to get Tommy of Quest, Jude couldn't find words to say she felt horrible not for herself but for Quest. She loved Quest and she wanted to be with him but Tommy was right she was just going to ruin his life and now she was pregnant with this beautiful life and she was just going to make his life worse. That's one of the reasons she didn't tell him when she first found out 3 1/2 months ago. Sadie managed to pull Tom off and they were all looking at Jude for some sort of explanation, so she spoke.

"I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner Quest it was just I was so scared and we weren't together anymore and I didn't know how you were going to act and then with the whole Chris thing. I was going to tell you sooner I'm sorry." Sorry is not going to fix this you ruined his life. How could you be so careless?

"You're sorry, you screwed up his life and all you can say is you're sorry. When I got pregnant at least I was getting married I was prepared to have a family, but Jude you're barley 18 you're not ready." That slut I can't believe she got pregnant she probably planned it.

"You got her pregnant man what the hell is your head not working right? What the hell were you to thinking? Quest do you realize how bad this is damn you couldn't control yourself?

Do you to even know what your going to do, I mean have you considered all your options." Your first option should have been not to sleep together. Why can he have her and I can't? This is so not fair.

"Yes Tommy that's why I went away, and I do know how screwed this is ok it's not like I planned for this to happen." I can't believe he just asked me that, he knows me better than to think I would even consider a thing like that.

"Knowing you, you probably did. I mean you knew Quest and I were together and you knew you couldn't have Tommy so you went after Quest to make us jealous only you couldn't tell us so you figured if you got pregnant you would have to and Quest would have to stay with you. So you got pregnant and now you've ruined Quests life, your such a slut. She doesn't even care about you Quest she'll always only care about the person she can never have." She is so a slut just like out of the movies I can't believe she did this just to get back at me.

"Wow Sadie in all my years of knowing you I've never heard you say such bullshit. Who the hell are to say I don't love Quest? I care about him more than I give a damn about you. I would never even think about tricking him into staying with me, if anything I think it would be best for him if he just forgot about me. I know I screwed up his life and I didn't, I don't want that. Not everything is about you or Tommy. True I loved Tommy and I always will but I've moved on just like he has with you you got what you wanted. But you knew how I felt about Tommy and you didn't care and look now you're happily married and everything so just leave me the hell alone 'cause right now Sadie I don't know who you are but I do know one thing." Don't say it, it's way to mean it might actually hurt her, but she has to know and I don't give a damn anymore she hurt me way more than I could ever hurt her.

"Oh yeah and what's that Jude, that your a stupid bitch, or you a suck ass singer and a fake blonde and a cry baby daddy's girl?" Like I didn't know all that, sister or not I can't stand her.

"No Sadie I know you're my sister and all but honest to grace from the bottom of my heart right now Sadie I hate you." Once she opened her mouth she just couldn't stop the words from coming out.

"You stupid bitch I hope you never know what it's like to be a mother 'cause someone as cruel and heartless and undeserving as you should never get to be a mother." Sadie had slapped Jude clear across her face really hard leaving a hand print, Jude would have hit her back if only she wasn't hurt so much by her sisters words or actions. Instead she Jude ran into the bedroom and cried.

It had been over five months since the conversation and incident took place. Tommy Jude and Quest had managed to get things worked out. It took a lot of yelling and tears but eventually they worked it out despite Sadie's attempts at telling Tommy no. Tommy agreed to be there for Jude when Quest had to go out of town and he even agreed to be the baby's godfather, which Sadie protested and objected to. Sadie had not spoken with Jude she was still furious she didn't even go to her wedding a couple months back. Now Jude was 8 1/2 months and big so of course Tommy and Quest made jokes like "How many whales can you fit in a recording booth? Answer "I don't know ask Jude." It was harmless and even Jude made Jokes about it. But of course nothing in Jude's world could work.

It was Friday afternoon and Jude was working on a song when Tommy walked in.

"Hey girl what's up?" So it is true what they say about pregnant women they really are beautiful. It seems like just three years ago he was thinking about her 18 birthday but now there was no point they were both taken.

"I was just working on a new song what's up with you? I heard you and Sadie fighting earlier." Normally I would be happy about that but now I don't care that's almost scary.

"Yeah same thing as always. So how about I hear this new song. What's it about anyway?" This is great just like the old days and she looks even more beautiful.

"Um, I don't know I just started writing and the words just found their way on the paper so, I can play it, if you help hold the guitar it's kind of hard these days with little Aqua in there."I love you babe but I will be so happy when you're not in mommy's tummy.

When I think back
On these times
And the dreams
We left behind
I'll be glad 'cause
I was blessed to get
To have you in my life
When I look back
On these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

Chorus:
In my dreams
I'll always see you soar
Above the sky
In my heart
There will always be a place
For you for all my life
I'll keep a part
Of you with me
And everywhere I am
There you'll be

Well you showed me
How it feels
To feel the sky
Within my reach
And I always
Will remember all
The strength you
Gave to me
Your love made me
Make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

Repeat chorus

'Cause I always saw in you
My light, my strength
And I want to thank you
Now for all the ways
You were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

Repeat chorus

"What do you think It' was just something I wrote down a long time ago before, well you know but any way it's not going on the album it was just a fun project but any way." It was about you of course and it still means something just not a real big one.

What do you think It' was just something I wrote down a long time ago before, well you know but any way it's not going on the album it was just a fun project but any way."

"Yeah so how many songs do you have for the album exactly?" I love that she wrote her songs about me I wish I could still inspire her. She's eating again wow she can eat.

"I have about 9 songs an- oh my, Tommy ow Tommy my water just broke." Oh No not now wow this hurts and ow, ow pain."

"What wait hell no HELL No not now what am I going to do um Quest get Quest wait no Quest's not here um what now I'm not prepared oh what the hell Jude just keep it in there close your legs." What the hell am I going to do call someone anyone?

"Tommy I can't exactly do that you have to take me to the hospital." What the hell is wrong with him I'm the one in pain

"Right hospital right oh keys where are the keys where are they oh here they are now what. Oh yeah get the car and you and put you in the car and I need to sit down." I am going to lose it what the hell am I supposed to do.

"Breathe Tommy just breath in out in out. Better now? Ok now Tommy can I say something. I'M THE ONE IN PAIN SO GET OFF YOUR ASS AND HELP ME NOW TOMMY RIGHT THE HELL NOW.

"Yeah right let's go." Glad I got through that.

Well that's chapter 9 hope you enjoyed it I tried to add a little humor. So please tell me what you think