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I lay on top of Sirius. We just got done having a massive snowball fight. He rubs my arm and chuckles quietly. "Why did you decide to stay over the break?" he wonders. "I wanted to spend time with you, uninhibited time." I whisper. A shiver runs through him. He tightens his hold on me and I lift my head to look at him. He's grinning like an idiot. I run my fingers through his hair.

"I really like you, Addie." he smiles at me. I smile and kiss him. He groans and rolls over so I'm under him. I giggle and wrap my arms around him. He deepens the kiss catching me off guard. I moan into the kiss making him growl.

We sit in the library. I'm studying while he plays with my hair. "Adelaide?" Sirius whispers. I freeze. He rarely uses my full name. "How'd you get those scars on your arms and legs?" he mumbles. I turn away not wanting to answer.

He slides me onto his lap. I hide my face in his neck. "Adelaide?" he murmurs rubbing my arm. "My father and before you ask no my mother doesn't care, never cared." I sniffle. Sirius tenses. "H-how long?" he chokes out. "Since I was three. Severus would protect me but he started school before me and he couldn't protect me from our father's rage when he was at school. I had to learn to protect myself. Severus wasn't there and I couldn't hide at Lily's all the time." I'm shaking now.

"Adelaide. Adelaide? Love, look at me, please?" Sirius whispers. I manage to sit up and look at him. It's not pity in his eyes that I see. No, instead, I see recognition. "You're mine. You'll always be mine. You'll tell me if he hurts you again, won't you?" he whispers. I nod. He pulls me to his chest and holds me like he never wants to let me go.

"What did you do over the break Addie?" Lia wonders. "I played in the snow." I smile. "Would playing in the snow bring a smile that bright onto your face?" Severus asks. I stick my tongue out at him. "Don't you have anything better to do than questioning your little sister?" I scoff. "No, not right now, but maybe in a few weeks or so I'll be busy." he chuckles. I roll my eyes and grab my bag. "I'm going to study in peace, where I won't be asked a thousand questions." I sigh dramatically.

I'm on my fourth book when I feel Sirius kiss my neck. I smile and turn to look at him. "You distracted me last time. I need to study." I whisper. He nods and looks at my book a smile growing on his face. He grabs several books for me then leads me to a secluded section and sits me on his lap. I rest my head on his shoulder as I read the books.

"Addie, when are you going to be done studying? I want to play." Sirius whines. I nuzzle his neck softly and he stops whining. "Just a few more minutes?" I whisper. "I won't last a few more minutes." he groans. I put my books away. And we leave the library. He knows the castle so well that we don't run into anyone as we make our way to our favorite broom closet and slip inside. He does the enchantments on the door and by the time he turns around I'm naked leaning against the wall.

I wave him over seductively his eyes darkening the closer he gets. "Time to play." I purr pulling him into a kiss. "Merlin's beard, how did we keep it together so long?" he groans kissing my neck. "I don't know. What I do know is you're wearing too much." I frown. "I can fix that." he smirks. I hop onto a box and play with my nipples and folds while he strips. I'm positively soaked by the time he's done. "And here I thought I was the impatient one." he chuckles kissing a trail down my body.

"Fuck me you should be illegal." he groans rolling off of me hours later. I smile trying to catch my breath. "I thought that's what I was doing!" I pout playfully. He laughs and rolls over to kiss me. I moan into the kiss my desire spiking dangerously after our many hours of coitus. I wrap my arms around him and he pulls me closer. I straddle his lap and roll myself onto his length. He groans and I gasp as I begin to pick up the pace.

I whimper as my walls tighten around him and let my head fall back. He flips us over slams into me just the way I like it hard and fast. I rake my nails down his back as he pummels into me. I cry out in ecstasy as he kisses me. He lifts my hips going deeper, harder, faster. "Sirius. Sirius please." I moan in his ear as he kisses my neck. He slows down teasing me. I flip us over sliding slowly down.

"Ah fuck, I think I love you." Sirius mumbles kissing me softly. I begin to ride him as the kiss becomes heated until we're both moaning into it. I whimper slightly as I orgasm. "Let go Addie. Let it all go." he whispers. I shudder as another wave of pleasure washes over me. I speed up desperate to bring us both release. He holds my hips down as he explodes inside of me triggering my sweet release.

I tilt my head back as he kisses my neck. "Oh, I think I love you too." I gasp. He pulls me up looking into my eyes. "Say it again." he whispers. "I think I love you." I murmur. Sirius smiles and it's so breathtaking that I just stare at him. "I love you, Adelaide." he smiles. I pin him to the floor and kiss him.

Lia races over to me at breakfast. "Where've you been young lady?!" she demands. "Anywhere and everywhere, you weren't." I smile teasingly. "You disappeared again yesterday!" she pouts. "And? Did you need something from me?" I ask innocently. She looks to our roommates for help and I hurry to finish my breakfast. "I'm trying to get a proper head start on my studying for exams is all. You guys are always tracking me instead of studying. You should live your lives too." I smile and pinch Lia's cheek.

I spend the day making notes of my notes and humming along to random songs in my head. Lele jumps on my bed and stomps her feet until I pull her down. "What is it girlie?" I ask putting my legs over her to keep her immobile. "Are you dating someone and that's why we haven't seen you?" she asks. I roll my eyes and roll her off my bed.

I don't see much of Sirius as exams approach but I have my studies to keep my mind busy. He does find me in between classes when no one is around and kisses me good luck. I'm on my way to my charms exam when he comes by. I hold out my arms and he walks into them lifting me up. I smile and pepper his face in kisses. He laughs and I cup his face kissing him deeply. "Do good on your O. today. Also, behave yourself." I whisper.

"I'm always behaving." he pouts. "Bullshit." I laugh as he sets me on my feet. "Good luck Addie." he smiles and kisses the top of my head before walking away. I have a bright smile on my face throughout all of my exams. I skip and twirl through the halls until something sickening catches my eye. James and Sirius are torturing my brother. Since we've been dating the boys have not had any altercations but now, they're stripping Severus in front of a crowd of students.

The window is open and I can hear everything. I spy Lily moving through the crowd to stop the boys. Then I hear the most revolting words come out of my brother's mouth, 'Mudblood'. I recoil from the window like I've been slapped and choke back a sob. Then a familiar pair of grey eyes find mine. I know he must've heard me, with his dog like hearing.

He looks temporarily horrified. I back away from the window until I'm out of sight and then run down to my dorm. I hide under my covers crying until the next morning. My friends try to coax me out for meals but I don't move. When I finally emerge, Cai recoils. "Addie, your eyes are red!" she gasps in shock. I nod with as much energy as I can muster and reach for the water next to my bed.

After a cup or two I slip into my robe and gather my things for a bath. My friends follow worriedly behind me. I submerge myself beneath the steamy water desperate for an escape. I know what I have to do but that doesn't make it any easier. I pick at my breakfast but I haven't had that much of an appetite since witnessing that incident on the grounds.

There's a tap on my shoulder and I turn and flinch. Severus instantly moves away in shock. Pardoning myself, I get to my feet and hurry out before anyone can ask anything. I'm nearly to the library when Severus stops me. "Adelaide, please don't run away." he pleads. I try to yank my hand free but he's too stubborn to let go. "You looked terrified when you turned around. Why?" he asks, and I know he's hurting.

"I saw, the other day. Down on the grounds, when the boys were bullying you." I sniffle. Severus freezes and releases me in shock. "I heard what you called Lily. You sounded and looked just like dad. I'm sorry I'm just having a tough time right now not seeing his face when I look at you Sev." I turn to him tears streaming down my cheeks. He looks like he wants to cry. "I just want to be by myself for a while." I take off running.

I cry alone in a dark section of the library until a hand taps my arm. I turn and see Sirius who looks terrible. "I overheard you and Snive... Severus just now. I saw you that day. You ran away. Do you hate me?" he chokes the words out. "I don't hate you.", I whisper, and relief floods his face, "I hate myself. I hate myself for thinking YOU could change. I hate myself for giving you everything. We've become much closer in the past few months than anyone I know. I've shared my hopes, my dreams, my fears, my body. And you, YOU just acted so evil. Regardless of what Severus said that was cruel and I don't want to be in a relationship with that kind of person."

The color drains from his face and he reaches for me, but I step backwards out of his reach. "You know, if this was the Muggle world what you and James did yesterday was illegal. Don't you realize the effect your actions have on people? I didn't know just how much of a villain you are but yesterday made that pretty damned clear. I think we should break up. Thank you for your understanding and I genuinely hope this behavior of yours can be improved for the next woman you let in your life." I step around him and walk out of the library.

I hear him hit the ground, beating his fists on the ground, and letting out choked sobs but I keep walking. It isn't until I close the dorm door behind me and climb into bed that I let myself cry. The girls don't say a word when they come in. They let me cry myself out.

I walk with my head on Cai's shoulder. "I can't believe your mum gave permission for you to come with us on vacation." Lele smiles spinning around ahead. "Well, it's not like she cares much. She wouldn't notice if I was home or not. She's just acting like she cares." I yawn. My friends exchange worried looks that I choose to ignore. We climb aboard the train and freeze. Sirius and James are talking in the middle of the corridor. My friends stare in silence, and I sigh pushing past the two without a worried.

I hear Domi apologizing in my stead but keep walking. "What was that all about?!" Lia demands. "She probably thought about that incident. I heard even Lily hasn't forgiven them yet." Lele whispers as they join me in the compartment I chose. "What they did was absolutely disgusting and unforgiveable." I snap. My friends fall silent.

I don't have much to pack when I get home though mother notices how I am avoiding Severus. "Did you two have a falling out or something?" she wonders in her 'I'm pretending to care' voice. "No, not really. I just broke up with my boyfriend is all. Sev always has his nose in a book." I shrug as I begin to pack bikinis. "What boyfriend?!" Severus gasps stopping in the hall. "None of your business." I shrug continuing to pack. Mother looks between us confusion in her eyes.

I place my packed bag on the floor and look around. I've completed my summer homework already and packed my trunk for next year as I won't be back from my trip until the day before term starts. Severus huffs and storms off to his room. "He's just mad because Lily still won't talk to him." I roll my eyes and make sure I'm loud enough for him to hear. He throws what sounds like a book at the wall. Mother shoots me a look before going to tell Severus off.

Cai and her family pick me up early in the morning and I leave a note for my family. Cai wraps her arms around me in a bone crushing hug. "How have you been?" she whispers. "Great. Why?" I wonder. "You cried every day for the last few weeks of term. That's why!" she huffs rolling her eyes. "Oh, I'm fine. I just needed a nap or two." I shrug.

I watch my friends playing in the water as I relax on the beach. Their laughter makes me smile but my smile fades when I hear Cai's brother nearby. "Why are you over here when your friends are in the water?" he wonders. "I'm trying to relax. Do you need something?" I murmur. "No, there were just some guys staring at you, but they're gone now so I'm leaving." he chuckles. I look around and see several boys moving away.

"You might as well stay. They'll come back if you leave. Even if they don't bother me, they'll bother Cai, Lele, Domi, or Lia. Just stay put. It's too much of a hassle to keep driving them away." I sigh running my fingers through my hair. Tutting he gets comfortable. "I heard from Cai about your arranged marriage to Narcissa. Is that why you've been so on edge lately?" I ask side eyeing him.

"You could say that. She's a nice girl and everything and pretty too I suppose but she doesn't feel like the right one for me. We both have talked privately, and we'll try to make it work but we both know the only reason our families agreed to this is money, power, and the pureblood supremacy. No offense." he nods politely at me. "None taken. I too wish my mother had married someone else." I laugh.

We lay there talking and he laughs when he realizes the boys from earlier never returned. We get up when the others come back from the water. I tie my back as we walk to the hotel for dinner listening as Lucius tells them about the guys from earlier. I wrap my arms around Lia as we walk, and she pats my head. The hotel is fancy, and dinner is extravagant. I think there was gold in my food but I'm not sure.

"I heard you broke up with your boyfriend." Domi whispers as we get ready for bed. "Are you talking to my brother behind my back?" I scoff putting my hair in a braid. "We're just worried about you is all Addie." Cai pouts. "We dated for nearly a year. I broke it off. He wasn't a good person and I hope he changes. Now I'm tired. Let's go to sleep. We're hiking tomorrow." I climb into bed ignoring their shared looks of worry.