Hello everybody!
It's with a lot of conflicted feelings that I present to you part four.
It made me cry, laugh, and then cry harder. I've been working on this story for so long...
I really hope you like it.
Enjoy your reading,
Pavs.
Prologue Part Four:
Älskling,
There are no words to tell you just how much I love you, and I want you to know that it breaks my heart to tell you this…
Älskling,
You have changed my life, forever…
''Fuck. I can't lie to you,'' Gunnar said while tears were rolling down his cheeks.
This was one of the hardest things he'd done in his life, but he had to. Her life depended on it.
Gabrielle,
Please forgive me for what I am about to do. I've been selfish more times than you should have allowed me too. I love you, älskling. I know I always will. This is why I have to let you go.
You may be able to forgive me for abandoning you in your darkest hours, but I can't. I have to make this right. I know you'll find happiness again, just as I believe you may always feel sad when thinking about what we could have been, but you don't need me.
If you don't believe me, please remember yourself whispering Christmas's name while I entered our room at Tool's. Or the way you called Trench while lying in the back of your father's plane after Stonebanks death.
I want you to know that I am not leaving because of something you did or because of anything Stonebanks or Isaacs did. Because no matter what they did to you or made you believe you are a beautiful, strong woman. Fuck, I love you so much…
I don't know in what state I'll be after this, or if you'll ever stop being mad at me for leaving you again. But know that I wouldn't be doing this if I didn't have to.
Please be safe, be happy, be loved.
I love you forever, älskling.
I am sorry.
Gunnar