I'm really sorry, I'm suffering from writers block, but a certain reviewer/reader VirginiasGirl, kinda got me to work, so thanks you, they probably won't be that good cuz I have to make it up as I go, but I'll try .
Breaking Point Ch. 5"Why were you alone in the alley"?
"Because I wanted to die,"
……
"WHAT" Yusuke and Kuwabara yelled. "Why would you even consider dieing," Yusuke scolded.
Akemi ignored them by turning away. Yusuke and Kuwabara were pretty angry, but Kurama looked at them in a way that told them "now is not the time, and this is not the person to get angry at."
"Will you tell us the reason, please," Keiko asked as politely as she could possibly say.
"…"
"Why would you want to take you life," Shizuru said a little irritated.
"…"
"WILL YOU ANSWER THEY'RE QUESTIOINS," Yusuke burst.
"…"
"Look, my business is my business, could you just leave me alone for now," Akemi spoke softly that it was barely heard.
Everyone looked at Genkai, she nodded, and they all stepped outside. "There's a room at the back, it's yours for now," Genkai told without looking at Akemi, then closed the door.
Akemi walked soberly to the back room, curled into a ball in the corner, and began to cry.
Outside…"Should we leave her alone Genkai," Kurama inquired worriedly. "Yea, what if she kills herself, or runs away again, or something," Kuwabara asked.
Genkai smirked, a bit evilly, "there's a reason why I sent her to that room," everyone gathered around Genkai.
"That particular room, has a window directly connected outside, about 10 feet away from us, we can hear and see everything," Genkai replied triumphantly.
Everyone was speechless…
Back in the room…Akemi sobbed softly. "The door is never locked, yet I'm always so lonely," she sighed. (My quote)
Memories that she kept deep in her broken heart, flashed in her mind again.
Father's death.
Mother's death.
Little Brother's death.
Funerals of a lot of my family members.
Bullied at the orphanage.
An abusive boyfriend.
She grasped her head at the pain, and started to say the things that she always wanted to say, but couldn't.
"Dear God, please don't let them be nice to me."
Let the hate me, so I will be free.
"Don't let them touch my heart!"
If the do, it'll break.
"Please, don't let the heal my wounds,"
I don't want the hurt to go away!"Don't make me forget my scars,"
It's all that's really mine.
"The pain is the only bond I have with them, so I'll cherish it forever"
(Akemi is saying all of those in normal form, and thinking in italics, P:S what she's saying and thinking is based on a poem I made for an anime Fullmoon)
Akemi continued to sob, and remind herself of all the people in her life, she was forced to realize, that she lost them all somewhere down the line.
"Dear God I wish…" and Akemi fell asleep, but tears still continued to stream from her eyes even as she slept.
Back Outside.
"…" they had just witnessed, something they probably should have never comprehend, in a million years.
"What do we do now," Yukina asked softly.
"What else, give her what she wants," Yusuke answered irritated.
"What kill her, throw her out, don't get close to her, personally I like the murdering her," Hiei replied sarcastically.
"You just think you're so cool, don't you," Kuwabara said pissed. "Hn" was the reply.
While everyone was having an argument among themselves, Kurama was thinking.
The pain is the only bond I with them, so I'll cherish it forever? That says a lot. How are you supposed to heal someone, who doesn't want to be healed.
Yea end of Chapter 5, again I'm really sorry for the writers block. I'll try to get the stories down… I hope.