Disclaimer: Naruto does not belong to me. It belongs to some company in Japan
Title: Sinking But No One Helping
Summery: Sasuke is all alone, and is spiraling down a tunnel of depression, loneliness and self hate. It's up to Naruto to take him out of it. Yaoi, NaruSasu.
Warning: Yaoi. Don't like don't read
Speaking " Dun Dun Dun"
Thinking 'Ding Ding Ding'
Naruto's P.O.V
It's a nice day out today. It's sunny, with a bit of cloud and a nice cool breeze drifting along the air. I'm heading off to Sasuke's house right now; he missed practice, something which he rarely ever misses. Sakura chan was kinda worried and Kakashi Sensei asked me to check on him, not that I wouldn't check on him even if Kakashi Sensei hadn't asked me too.
I don't know how to explain it, I haven't told anyone, mainly because I'm still a bit unsure of my feelings. But I think I may have fallen for Sasuke. Well, not completely fallen for him, as in fallen fallen, but rather I think I'm getting closer to him, or wanting to at least, on a more then friendly basis.
I know, you're probably think 'what the hell? I thought he loved Sakura!' well, I admit, I did like Sakura, I really did, but I always knew it was only a crush, and after a while when my crush started to wear off, and I started getting attracted to Sasuke, yea, it all started off with me being attracted to him physically. But when I started feeling like that towards Sasuke, and feeling want and closeness towards Sasuke, I knew that what I felt for Sasuke was far greater then what I ever felt for Sakura.
Of course, I haven't told anyone about this, mainly because of fear of what they'd say. I'm not quite sure how they will take it, when they find out I'm bi, and that I might be in love with Sasuke, of all people! I mean, the villagers already hate me enough as it is, it'd just be one more thing that they could use against me, to criticize, mock and judge me on, and I really didn't want that.
And the biggest problem would be if Sasuke himself found out about me. I mean, it seems as though he doesn't particularly like me, even after all these years we've spent together. And if he found out that I really like him, then let's just say hell would be let loose. He'd probably be as mad as hell, and kill me in the most torturously painful way possible. Or, he could reject me and just ignore me for the rest of our lives, and then go find someone else and live happily ever after while I'd be left behind. Personally, out of those two options, I'd pick the first, because at least then I wouldn't be alive to watch him get with someone else.
So that's why I carried on with the charade of loving Sakura, of always bothering her and having this petty rivalry almost with Sasuke for her affections. Its all just an act I put on, so that no one, especially Sasuke, ever finds out that I don't really like her in that way anymore, rather that I like Sasuke.
Well there you have it, one secret of the great Uzumaki Naruto uncovered!
I've arrived at Sasuke's place now, and me being me, Naruto Uzumaki, I don't bother knocking first; I just walk right in, expecting Sasuke in the kitchen making something or in the living room.
Normal P.O.V
Naruto walked into the living room, the kitchen and the bathroom, but didn't find Sasuke anywhere so he decided to check the bedroom to see if Sasuke was still in bed. What he didn't expect was Sasuke on the floor, blood all around him, and Sasuke cutting his left wrist and raising his Kunai to cut his other wrist.
"Sasuke!" Naruto cried out in a mixture of shock and horror. He stood still in horror and watched as Sasuke started falling before shaking out of his stupor and rushing over to Sasuke.
"Sasuke! Why did you do that? Why the hell did you try killing yourself?" Naruto cried out in sadness, tears streaming from his eyes.
Naruto held Sasuke in his arms and whilst looking at him realized that Sasuke was unconscious, probably fainted from lack of blood.
Naruto gently placed Sasuke on the bed and ran to the bathroom where he got the first aid kit and returned to the bedroom and got all the medical bandages and salve out.
He then started bandaging Sasuke's wrist, all the while thinking:
'Why Sasuke? Why did you want to end your life? Did you not think of everyone you would leave behind? Of everyone that would miss you? Did you not think of me? Of leaving me behind? Of how much I'd miss you?'
TBC…
Ehehe, yea… was that a crummy place to end it?
Hope you enjoyed reading this chapter!
Sorry if it was, and sorry if it was short.
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