️Warning: breakdown, blood, and Gun ️
Amanda has been on my back ever since the prom fight that happened yesterday between me and my ex-family members.
She never leaves me alone, says she is scared that they might try to attack me again when I'm alone somewhere.
Even though I took them all down by myself at Prom while they all sat and watched me.
"Little bean, why aren't you getting ready to leave yet, "Amanda asked walking inside of my room.
Where the hell are we going anyways, I thought we were staying inside tonight.
She knows I hate the outdoors ever since my attack last month.
"Can't we just stay inside for the night, we could even call Brittany to have another girl's night in, "I said sitting up from my bed crossing my arms.
Amanda shook her head jumping up and down clapping her hands, reminds me of Brittany every time I win a match.
I groaned throwing my head back," You know I hate the outdoors Mandy, don't you remember what happened the last time, "I whined pouting like a baby.
Laughing Amanda pulled me up from my bed placing my favorite white dress suit in my hands.
Don't make me wear white Amanda, not after what happened to me with my car and the attack from that muscular man.
"Look I know you're scared to go outside Little Bean, but I have an amazing day planned for us Bug, plus think of it like old times minus holding hands and just add Britt," Amanda said wrapping an arm around my shoulder.
She's only doing this because she knows I can't say no to her at all after she does it.
"Fine Mandy, let's go have fun just like old times but this time with my favorite Blonde cheerleader (Shh don't tell Quinn now) this time, "I said walking out of my bedroom door.
After trying to spend my sweet time getting dressed then Amanda slapped me four times on the back of the head, We were finally able to leave to go pick up Brittany from her house.
(Breadsticks, 1:45)
After picking up Brittany from her house, I found myself staring at the restaurant Santana makes me take her to once-a-week Breadsticks while Amanda and Brittany looked for a spot to park my car.
They better locked the doors to my baby, and they better put on her hood as well since I think it's going to rain.
"Fun fact, this is my first time eating here actually, I had to move before Rachel could take me,"Amanda told Brittany as they walked towards me.
I would have taken her two days before she had to leave, but both me and Terri were sick with the flu.
Brittany laughed as she took out her phone, "How about a friendship picture for my Facebook cover and a post," She asked getting the phone into position.
Me and Amanda stood behind Brittany with a piece sign and wide happy smiles on our faces.
Brittany snapped the picture before she showed it to me and Amanda still smiling.
"Alrighty let's go eat my friends because Mandy is starving, "Amanda said pulling both me and Brittany into breadsticks.
Ow, she knows my arm is still healing after getting 12 stitches on my arm from Prom yesterday after Leroy slashed me in the arm.
Terri officially gave me my own credit card for an early birthday present, even though my birthday isn't until next month on the last day of school.
I stopped in my tracks when I thought I saw a couple that looks like Santana and Puck sitting in a booth chatting about something.
(After Breadsticks, The Lima Park)
After we all finished our food and deserts, Brittany asked if we can to the park for a while to let our food settle.
And since both me and Amanda can't say no to Brittany, we had to say yes to the bubbly blonde cheerleader.
So here we are at the park watching as Ducks (Well geese but I didn't have the heart to tell her that) swam around peacefully across the pond with her little family.
"So what's after the park guys, I say let's go to the arcade, "Brittany asked bouncing up and down.
Yeah no more sweets for Brittany, because she gets way too fucking hyper.
Well to be honest so does Amanda when she decides to eat sweets, she stop a few years ago.
I was about to agree with the bubbly blonde cheerleader when an unfamiliar voice interrupted me.
"Excuse me but are you Rachel Barbra Berry, the all-time fighting champion, "The voice asked from behind me which lead me to laugh a little.
Ughh why can't I escape from my fans for one day just to spend time with my friends and family?
I nodded my head slowly turning around only to get headbutted by the end of a damn pistol.
I groaned falling onto my back as I tried to stop the bleeding.
"Hey asshole, don't ever touch my little bean again do you hear me," Amanda said pushing the guy away from me while Brittany bend down to my side glaring at the guy.
Before any of us had any time to react, the mystery man quickly shot Amanda four times in the chest before taking off.
Amanda slowly fell to the ground looking down at the badly bleeding holes in her chest coughing in pain.
"MANDY, NOOO HELP SOMEONE, "I cried crawling over to my bleeding best friend like theirs no tomorrow.
I watched as a married couple quickly ran over to my side to help me with Amanda's bleeding before it could get worse.
Brittany quickly called the cops shaking badly as tears made their way down her face.
"Hello, yes my name is Brittany s. Pierce, I need an ambulance at the Lima Park a friend of mine was shot four times in the chest. she's losing blood fast, "Brittany cried into the phone to the person on the other side.
Amanda started to cough up which landed on my white suit, but I couldn't care less about the damn thing.
I just want her to be okay.
I quickly took off the vest of my suit off to use to help stop some of the bleeding, while the married couple tried to keep her awake.
Please be okay Mandy, Kelly is exporting to facetime her tomorrow for your anniversary and I don't wanna lose my best friend.
(At the hospital, 4:55)
Once we hit the hospital, the three doctors that were currently working to keep Amanda breathing quickly hurried into the hospital ordering everyone to move out of the way.
I was so lost in my own sad thoughts, that I didn't see Puck running over to me with a look of worry on his face.
"He just shot her Noah, and then just took just like that," I whispered letting the rest of my tears fall down my face.
Puck pulled me into his arms causing me to get a good smell of the strawberry perfume that was on him.
"Puckerman (He looks nervous now) why do I smell Santana's new perfume she just brought yesterday on you, "I said pushing my other best friend away from me.
Puck doesn't just nervous now, no he looks fucking terrified now, "Its not what it looks Ray, I wasn't even around Santana today," He said placing his hands in his pockets.
He better get away from my girlfriend if he knows what's good for him.
I just nodded not caring if he was lying or not, walking back inside the hospital whipping my tears away.
I slowly closed my eyes kicking over a chair (Damnit Finn) before I let out a painfilled scream falling to my knees.
I know I could be strong for Mandy, but I feel like this is all my fault she even laying in the fucking OR right now.
Nobody but Brittany, Terri, or Santana better not bother me right now, I'm not in the right state of mind.
"Rachel, my little fighter hey don't cry love these doctors won't let Amanda die without a fight. She's in good hands love," Terri said pulling me into a tight embrace.
I nodded slowly placing my head on Terri's shoulder sobbing harder.
"Shhh Ray, she's going to be just fine alright, I promise please stop crying," Terri said as she slowly hummed a song she used to sing to me when I was scared at night.
Like when I was fourteen and I had a really bad nightmare. Terri came running into the room with worried eyes but the only thing she did was held me close her and sung to me.
(Three Hours later, 7:55)
I was awoken from my slumber by Terri gently shaking me with a small smile on her face.
"Rae hey you gotta get up Amanda's up, and she's asking for you and Britt," Terri said trying to get the sleeping Blonde next to me up.
I got up from the uncomfy chair rubbing my eyes tightly yawning while Brittany looked up at the ceiling.
"How Long have we been alseep mom,"I asked still yawning while stretching my arms out.
Terri looked up at the small clock on the wall, "Three hours, Amanda was out of surgery two hours ago but she was outcold so I didn't want to wake you guys up just yet," Terri said placing her new reading glasses on her head.
I fixed my tie that was now ruined from Amanda's blood before both me and Brittany followed Terri to Amanda's room.
"Here's her room, when you guys go inside please tell Amanda I shall be back in to see her a little later, I need to go fill out some paperwork," Terri said kissing both me and Brittany on the forehead.
I nodded pulling Brittany into Amanda's room gently, I didn't want to hurt the blonde cheerleader.
Amanda looked over at me and Brittany with a tired smile on her face, "Hello there my friends," She said adjusting her bed a little.
"You scared everyone today Mandy, "I said walking over to her bedside.
Amanda let out a painfilled laugh, "I'm sorry little Bean and Big Bean, "She groaned out hissing in pain.
Amanda closed her eyes letting out a much-needed sigh of relief before she groaned in pain again.
Brittany was about to tell Amanda everything that has happened in the last few hours that she missed when Amanda's eyes slowly closed and her heart monitor started beating loudly.
"Cold Blue in Room 101, I repeat Cold Blue happening in room 101," Someone said in the speakers as Doctors quickly pulled me and Brittany out of Amanda's hospital room.
I stared at Amanda's hospital room door tears once again pouring out of my eyes, before I took off towards the exit of the hospital ignoring Terri and Brittany calling my name.
I can't be here when they say call time of death, I just can't.
(Rachel's Bedroom, 8:59)
After I was able to make it home without anyone following me to see if I'm okay, I quickly took off the now bloody shirt to my dress suit and tossed it to the ground.
I sat down on my bed trying to keep myself from breaking down into tears.
"Hey um I'm new around, your mother told me I would find you up here,"
"Hey, yeah I'm always in my room my name is Rachel Berry,"
"Amanda Davidson,"
I quickly covered my ears trying to block out all of the memories of Amanda from entering my mind.
I have to stay strong for Amanda and the others, can't break down I just can't.
"Little Bean, I was wondering if you wanna grab something to you know eat,"
"Are you asking me out on a date, Davidson, because if you are then I accept,"
I slowly started to slide off my bed as my bottom lip started to tremble a little, please stop with the memories.
"I love you, Rachel, I mean forget what I just said a minute ago. I'm just going to go home now I see you tomorrow,"
"Before you go just know Mandy that I love you too,"
"Sweet,"
I said stop fucking filling my mind with my happy memories of Amanda, I will break if they keep coming.
" Terri Mom, Amanda's coming back to Lima this week WE NEED TO GET THE HOUSE READY FOR HER RETURN,"
"What about your date with San,"
"She had to raincheck something about she wasn't feeling well, now come on we need to go to the store to grab something to make for Mandy's dinner,"
I quickly grabbed my bedside lamp tossing it into the wall by my bathroom, "SHUT UP, "I cried finally fully falling onto the floor crawling into a tight ball.
"Rachel are you in there Sweetheart, Terri asked me to come to check on you, She needs to talk to about Amanda," Kurt asked knocking on my bedroom door.
I just took off into my bathroom slamming the door behind me covering my ears once again, not wanting to hear that Amanda is dead.
I quickly locked the bathroom door when I heard Kurt and someone else enters my bedroom.
"Can't I just live with you guys, I don't wanna leave my little bean alone,"
"I don't think your father will like his baby girl choosing her ex over her family now,"
"Can we at least facetime all the time, well when we have the time,"
"Of course, we can Mandy,"
Tears started to form even more as the memories keep coming into my mind.
"Please stop, "I cried whipping my eyes placing my hands on the edge of the sink trying to steady my breathing.
Great now I have to tell Kelly her girlfriend is dead, and probably die because it's my fault she's dead anyways.
I looked at myself in the mirror before I noticed Will's old hair razor just laying on the sink (don't ask me why it's here I don't know).
I slowly picked up the hair razor still looking at myself before I carefully started to cut my hair not caring if I get in trouble with Terri and Santana.
After I was finished cutting my hair I tossed the razor on the ground letting out a much-needed sign of relief.
"Come on out Rachel, We just wanna talk to you, "Kurt asked from behind my bathroom door.
I quickly put on a red Beanie that was once Amanda's before I opened my bathroom door to reveal a worried Kurt and Blaine.
I don't think straight when one of my loved ones are hurt or dying on me, okay you would probably do the same thing.
"Start talking please, I just wanna be alone for the rest of my life," I said walking into my walk-in closet to change into non-bloody clothes.
"They were able to stabilize Amanda after the sixth time of bringing her back. They wanted to call her death for a few minutes ago but then she suddenly had a seatbelt again, But her body forced itself into a coma," Blaine said as I walked out buttoning up my new red button-up.
I looked over at the couple nodding walking over to my bed taking off my beanie causing both Blaine and Kurt's eyes to almost leave their sockets.
"Well to be honest here, I think she looks more badass now," Blaine said trying to get me to laugh.
I just sat down on my bed with my head hung low which caused Blaine to quickly take the seat next to me while Kurt bent down to my level.
"What's going on in that pretty little head of yours Rach, "Blaine asked wrapping an arm around my shoulder.
"I almost lost the only friend I was able to make before I met you and the others today, Amanda was the only person I could actually trust to keep my personal life to herself, "I whispered placing my head in my hands.
Amanda was the first girl I have ever loved, and hopefully, Santana would be my last.
"You're not alone anymore, and definitely not locked in that damn dark ass room your ex-father placed you in. You have a group of friends that love you, Amanda sure as hell loves you, You have a mother that loves you very much I think she has proven that lots of times and you're not a weak person," Kurt said pointing at my fighting trophies.
I got up from my bed walking over to my wall of pictures, "I'm meeting with my real Father in a few weeks, Amanda probably won't be awake to come with me like she said she would. I can't face him alone, "I said punching the empty spot on the wall.
Yes, you heard right, I'm going to meet up with the father that never wanted me in the first place.
"Well, how about me and Blaine come with you, to make sure he doesn't try anything on you," Kurt said placing a hand on my shoulder.
"That's the point guys, everyone in my life either leaves me, or they try to kill me just like at fucking prom when Shelby and her three damn minions tried to tag team me, "I snapped punching the wall again and again.
Blaine quickly pulled me away from the wall when he saw how badly my fist was bleeding.
"I have had the worst month in my entire months, I almost died when a crazy muscular man decided to fucking drive my car off a cliff, Santana and Puck are suddenly best fucking friends and now acting fucking weird around me. Oh don't forget I just wanted to have a peacefully run but nope someone wanted to kill me by chasing me with their car, and second to last( but for how long) my mother, two fathers, and a downgrade version of me comes back into my life and also tries to murder me on a day I wanted to spend with my girlfriend BUT NO SHE HAD TO GO WITH PUCKERMAN, Then the day fucking day I almost lost my best fucking friend" I snapped without taking a breath.
Blaine and Kurt shared a mixed look of Guilt, Sadness, and fear, great now they are feeling guilty yeah for me I hate everything right now.
"What did I do to have all this happen to me all at once, "I cried falling to my knees shaking my head.
Kurt and Blaine just embrace me in a tight hug, letting me cry into one of their shoulders.
After officially crying for a few minutes, I was able to let the boys lead me back to the hospital so I can see Amanda again.
And trust me when I say this, I got four nurse numbers (Which I will never use) and slapped on the back of the head for cutting my hair.
"Can't wait to see you all better, once you wake up Mandy, You will murder me for what I did to my hair," I said kissing Amanda on the head.
Is anyone else feeling super Emotional at the moment?
A/N: Anyone else falling in love with So emotional Rachel ( no just me )? So I made Rachel cut her hair because I want to see how the others would react to her hair plus her best friend was just shot in front of her.
Game time: Name your top 10 fav characters, Your top 3 ships in the story, and Your favorite friendships, and then name your favorite Trio.