Smile
Watching you smile
Makes my heart beat
Harder than I can ever remember
It beating.
The blood rushes
Through my veins,
Forcing a small blush
To creep across
My cheeks.
I hide it
Sharply,
Averting my gaze
Elsewhere,
And leave you
None the wiser.
You never notice
The look on my face,
And that both
Hurts me and
Makes me glad.
It hurts that
You won't look,
Won't see,
My love.
I'm glad because
I know you would
Just push me away,
And that would
Crush me more
Than anything else
Ever could.
- Bokuto noRyu