Please girls don't kill me...haha...this is really sad!...I promise the this fic has a happy ending ..I swore!
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Chapter 4: La notte di allineare (The Night of the True)
Jordan
looked out over the ocean. The huge, cold and blue ocean. The
Atlantic. How many times had she looked to it and just saw a huge
portion of water? Thousands? Even more probably….but now, that
ocean have a complete new significance for her. It was the physical
fact the divide her away from all of one day she lives and love.
Boston seems so far now….nearly like a gloomy, murky memory. She
always kept telling that to herself, she always seemed to be lucky
until she look over the ocean, heard the sounds of sirens our look
into a pair of blue eyes.
She
was enjoying this visit to Spain, until the she start to watch the
sea and the memories overbold her. Even more, when she was looking
every five minutes, into a pair of blue eyes. A very blue one's.
She have a bright pair, always opened, of blue eyes, like she wanted
to know every thing the surrounded her. Those eyes were even brighter
when focus here gaze into a pair of whisky- grey coloured eyes and
extends a little pair of arms to the owner of those eyes.
Jordan
turns her attention to another place…only to catch a young
couple…they were laughing and not paying attention to anyone else
than them. The young woman smile to the man she loves, yeah you could
see the true love in her eyes….as much you can see that same love
reflected in the eyes of him.
"So"…she
said
"So"…he
response
"Stop mocking
me"…she said and taking the hand of him, entangled their fingers.
"I'm not mocking
you," he said with a grin at the same time the he reaches for her
in one vast hug.
"You're
just spoiling me" she said looking in his gaze with a smile.
"Sure….and I have the
rest of my life to compensate that, isn't?" he said taking her
left hand stroking the finger who allowed a ring…..an engaged ring.
"Engaged"
Jordan thought and remembering some parts of Paul last letter…:
"Things are good
over here Jordan. Your friends in the morgue are stopping to try to
find you…at last….one more round of questions and I couldn't
have held it anymore…especially when I saw " You-know-who",
the dark circles in his eyes told me the he knows the true…even the
he didn't say it once.
Thanks'
God the he never thread me with a gun!...He knows I know something
Jordan ….is a miracle the he didn't realize HOW much I know…sure
I am death men when he figures out"
Jordan
smiled to that comment, she really know how kind of trouble the poor
Paul was having for her, for the last seven months. Because he calls
her every day, until they have the fears the Nigel could trace the
calls…"Oh God! That really was extreme!" Jordan
thought with a comic grin…. "Nige really wants to found me…I
guess I did a well job 'erasing' my foot's steps …isn't
sweetie?" she said smiling to the lovely little thing was in her
bassinet. "But is shouldn't be proud of that, you know sweetie
pie?" she said playing with a little bear….the bear the Paul send
it when Caterina had been born.
"How
is the little thing?" he asked in the letter "Bet she is
more beautiful every day like her mommy…Sure she have little curl's
already in her head….you have to send it to me a new picture!...I
was so worried for you …I pray the entire night when Bianca
call's…I thought the maybe I should tell to everyone the it was one
orphan in the other side of the world….they need to pick…Dear
Lord!...how I was supposed to tell to "You know
who"….the…well…..thanks' to God the nothing happen
Jordan …and you and Caterina are alright…"
Jordan
memory's back to that awful night…When she lost the track of her
mind having a strong painful, the hurting her belly. Bianca calls her
doctor, who sends it an ambulance immediately. She lost a lot of
blood…but she fight all the time to bring her baby to the world…her
precious gift…and Caterina born…at the eight months….a tiny
soft little thing….with blue eyes. Her daughter was okay in a
couple of day…but her Mommy …fight between death and life for a
week….she lost so much blood for the placenta…the Doctors thought
the she didn't make it. They were wrong…she did…and Jordan
knows the deeply in her heart it was the knowledge the she couldn't
leave her daughter to suffer the same the she did, what make it
survive and even the she don't want to admit it …she also fight
for never to see Caterina in the arms of other woman….that
woman…her…
"Well you asked for it…I don't have good news…sorry to be an angel of bad news for you…and her…Soon we would have to officiated a wedding here…his wedding…I'm so sorry Jordan …he did what you say…keep leaving…But I don't know how successful he is in this…because every time I saw him ….men! If grooms looks like that…I'm glad to be a Priest…"
Jordan
smile mischievously. He wasn't happy, or a least Paul make it look
in that way - even it was a twisted, jealous thought…it was some
kind of … "How call they?...yeah square the game"…Jordan say
to herself "I can't be with him…so he doesn't deserve to be
happy….and after all I think the I have the best part of him, right
here" She say picking Caterina up and putting the little baby in
her arms…"Hey, little princess, I wish you could tell me what you
are thinking….. You're probably thinking Mommy is crazy,
right?...and in some ways I'm ……I'm broken inside"
Jordan
hide her faces in the baby body….surrender by her smell…the sweet
smell the only bellows to baby's….she try to organize her head
…putting away the thoughts about Boston ..and Woody….a Woody the
probably right was telling sweet things to another woman…not her
…not now…not ever… The sobs started to grow. She tried to
control her self….Caterina start to cry too….
"Don't
cry sweetie, is fine…you don't have to be like Mommy...even you
probably know why Mommy is crying, right?" She look deep into the
baby's eyes…those blue eyes…"Yeah you know…I lost him
forever …and you lost your Daddy too…" Caterina cry's grow
more then …like she could understand the real meaning in Jordan's
words.
"Shhh….don't
cry"….Jordan start to sing to her daughter "Oh, why you look
so sad? Tears are in your eyes. Come on and come to me now. Don't
be ashamed to cry. Let me see you through, 'cause I've seen the
dark side too. When the night falls on you. You don't know what to
do, Nothing you confess, Could make me love you less" Caterina
Smiled to her mother "I'll stand by you. I'll stand by you,
won't let nobody hurt you…..I'll stand by you"…Caterina
start to laughs…
"So
I miei occhi blu dolci" Jordan says…"I'll stand by you….and
you never would be alone" she kiss her daughter cheek and give her
a hug…"That kiss is for your Daddy…..I'm sure the he loves
you …even the he can't be with you….but is the right thing
Cate… even the Daddy is so far …and probably…happiest"…Jordan
smile sadly…she couldn't even know how wrong she was with that….
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The cold wind was
shocking over his face. It was only spring not summer yet. Two months
only…two months and his life totally change it. Flowers, dress,
rings, music, all those things were almost done…but the only thing
the really was in his mind…it wasn't a blonde lovely woman our
the last weddings details…..in reality was two women in some part
across the sea, on the horizon what he really cares deeply. Jordan
and his daughter. How he knew it was a girl…he couldn't say -
maybe was the awful nightmares when he saw Jordan and her daughter in
danger or the sweet dreams where the were together…and he could
kiss her daughter every night ….and so his wife…wife….but his
wife wouldn't be Jordan…not her…and he would never meet her
daughter….maybe when she grows Jordan would let her meet him…and
what he would say it….that was even more painful then his
nightmares and memories.
He
looks over the horizon again….like he knows the thousand of
kilometers there …someone was thinking the same things….ands
suffering over the same thoughts.
Thousand
of question were running in his mind…How she looks like? Would she
have his eyes or Jordan eyes? He could have killed, just to know what
his daughter looked like…..it would some kind of relief….a least
he could know something about her…even the he was to ashamed to
admit it …he have picture of his daughter in his mind….a little
soft thing...with blue eyes and a dark chestnut hair…..with little
curl's of course….he loves those curl's …they were so soft
and naturals…he loves to stroke with his fingers those curl's …so
soft's and the same time prickles….like her owner…like
Jordan…."Jordan" he whispers to him self "Damn Jordan! Why
did you have to run? Why do you always have to run? Don't you know
how happy I would be with you…and a kid ?" he covered his face
with his hand…"Of course you didn't know….I told you the I
was a rebound guy….why a guy like that would want a kid…right?"
he asked sadly to the horizon. "I just screw up everything…and I
don't have even a chance to correct things…"
His
cellophane start to ring.
"Hello…slows
down Lu …The wedding cake? You can't because you still are with
the dress thing?...no, no is not a trouble I will go." He clicks
off….and back to the reality with that…"This is reality…..no
Jordan, not daughter….not happily ever after" he thought fighting
with the tears the his eyes want to relief…so his heart…looking
to the Ocean one more time before to left he whisper "Farewell…you
two…I search for you two …I swear…I tried the best I could
do….I moved heaven and earth but nothing happened …you didn't
came to me…as you always did. There was nothing, where once there
was everything. I just hope the where ever you are, you can have the
happiness the you deserve it…with someone to knows how special you
are…and take you, every morning, ever afternoon, and keep you heart
safe, as I never did - as I never could…"
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Jordan sat up, suddenly…and feeling a immeasurable pain in her heart…she look to her next sit, Caterina was asleep, very asleep….making little suds with her mouth, but Jordan still feels the pain…like someone was crying for her….for a deep needing of her….and the most bitterness thing...was the she want to help…to who ever was…and she couldn't….even the she tried hard to comfort that person…she couldn't "Why…Why I feel like I know the something is wrong …so wrong…. like the someone is going to commit a enormous mistake…and it would regret forever for that" Jordan thought…she look over the bus window…they were close to home know…"to more hours and we where in home Cate…" she says taking the baby's hand…it was so little….so lovely…her heart naturally full's of love for this little creature when she saw her for first time…and it was even more precious for all what she could have from her…..in some way…she still have Woody with her…and it always with be…Jordan press a kiss in her daughter head…and hear a awful sound….she looking to the front of the bus …to only have a fraction of second to see the truck the it was to hit the bus….
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Woody wake up covered in cold sweat and breathing hard he thanked God that Lu wasn't with him that night, because he woke up screaming Jordan's name. He had tried to save her for a huge danger…and he failed…and the worst part was the he knows the if something happened to Jordan…her daughter must be in dangerous too…and he couldn't do a damn thing….and something happened, he could swore….he knows….he really knows…almost can feel it….like it was his own skin who was suffering for that fact….
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Jordan head was
fuzzy….but she could smell the smoke and hear the fire…and
cries…over the entire place…painful ones…and screaming's for
help…then the reality hit her…"Caterina!" Jordan yelled
desperate, she remembers the bus and the camion…then the crash…and
how she tried to protect Caterina…
Jordan
tried to stand up …she couldn't …the seat behind her was
trapped her legs….then she saw the baby seat….and saw Caterina
crying.
"Hey Cathy, I'm
right here …don't be scared baby…Mommy will take you away from
this."
Jordan finds
somehow to get her legs free…she was in huge pain, but the
necessity to place her daughter safe was stronger than anything. She
put out Caterina of the sit and look the baby was fine…the sit
protect her of the hits….It was then when Jordan noticed the bus
wasn't stable…she look over the broken windows to see with horror
the it was almost to fall over a rock face.
"Oh
my God" Jordan swallowed hard "I need to put her safe…before
the this thing…..falls to nowhere" In a enormous attempt Jordan
drag Caterina in a safe place out of the bus… once the baby was
safe in the arms of a bystander, she went back to the bus to see if
could help some people…she wasn't counting on the fact that the
bus was more instable the what she thought …because in the moment
the she back to inside …the bus fell into the abyss.
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He tried to back
to sleep…but he couldn't….his nightmares backs over and over,
every time the he could sleep for a few moments…and every time the
nightmare was more awful…fire, cries…he stand up for the bed and
go to take a glass of water from the kitchen…trying to driving away
his terrible thoughts. He was ready to back to the bed, still absorb
in his dreams, when the phone starts to sound ….one ring, two….only
at the five …Woody could think straight to grab for them….
"Hello" He answered
"Detective Hoyt?" a
male voice asks
"Is 4
in the morning" he wasn't on call that night "Who's is this?"
Woody asks intrigued
"I'm
Paul…I'm Jordan's…"
"Priest."
Woody finished.
"Oh….friend
I would say." Paul take a deep breath "I'm afraid I don't
have goods news" he said desolately…A profound panic rise in
Woody's heart "It was an accident….like two hours ago..."
"No, no, no…" Woody
denied believing it.
"Jordan
was there…with Caterina" Paul voice faded…
"Caterina"
he thought. Jordan picked an Italian name…it was the first time the
he hears her daughter name….and maybe the last one…the fear and
desperation make Woody could ask ….it was better know…"They
are..?"
"Caterina is
fine ….a least that was they said over the phone…your daughter is
alive" Paul say trying to give some relief to Woody…"but they
can't find Jordan…they don't know …if she is…" Paul
inhale heavily. "Dead or not."
"No…."
Woody swallow hard - Jordan couldn't be dead…she never would
leave her daughter alone….never...she couldn't leave her…"They
look everywhere?" he asks
"They
don't give me lot of details…they just told me it was an accident
between the bus and a truck, I'm so sorry…."
"You
always know where Jordan was…right?" Woody say in a low tone
"Always…and now…maybe I can't ever see her again!" Tears
started to well in Woody's eyes as the panic rose.
"I
know that I don't have an excuse…but it was a confession….but
right now your daughter needs you…she is alone in a country when
nobody care about her she…" Paul said.
"I've
in the airport in one hour…meet me there." Woody say clicking off
the phone…to look around …and see how all the memories about
Jordan start to pass over his mind and eyes….and disappears so
quickly as she was gone for his life…forever…and this time for
real….so real…if he could throw things for over the place he
might feel better …but it was nothing...nothing...except the
overbold feeling of ….lost.
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"Garret,
what's wrong?" Lily asked worried as her boss put the phone
down.
The chief ME didn't
have a good expression on his face.
"Garret,
what's wrong?" the grief counselor asked again "Please!
You're scaring me."
"It
was Woody." Garret started "He's off to Italy in 30
minutes."
"Italy?
What is Woodrow going to do in Italy?" Nigel questioned.
"He's
going for Jordan…" Garret start to say …but Nigel cut him
"He
finally found her?" Nigel screams "Italy…sweet Mary in the
manger…what was she doing in…"
"Nigel!"
Garret cut him as well… "Actually he's going for Jordan's
daughter
"Jordan
daughter?" Lily and Nigel screamed at the same time
"That
was the reason, of why she left Boston, she was pregnant." Garret
said miserably "Woody is the baby's father."
"Woody?
How? What?" Lily was really confused.
"He
always knew about the pregnancy…but he couldn't catch Jordan at
time…when she run away and now...well something happened."
"What
happened to Jordan?" Bug overheard his colleague's name and
stepped into the office.
Garret
swallowed hard and pointed the couch for them to sit.
Lily,
Nigel and Bug exchanged a look before sitting down.
"There..."
Garret voice faded…and takes a painful sound "was an accident. A
bus and a truck crashed and Jordan was in the bus with her baby.
Caterina is fine, but they haven't found Jordan." Garret told
them.
"Jordan is
alive, right?" Nigel asked afraid of the answer.
"They
don't know." Garret took his seat behind his desk.
Lily
swallowed hard as she thought her friend could be... Oh, God! She
didn't even want to think of that word.
"Jordan
is gonna be fine." Bug assured her "She's strong." she
rubbed her back in a comforting way
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Woody was waiting
for his plane, after a call to Garret and Lu he had grabbed a bag and
gone to the airport as fast he could, thinking over and over that in
10 hours he could meet her daughter, a child with out a mother. The
guilty was so deep, he can't even think how he could explain to his
daughter in the future, why his mother died…why he couldn't
protect her…
"Detective
Hoyt," a familiar voice called.
"Paul."
"I'm so sorry, but we
really don't have time, here, this all that I have about Jordan and
Caterina….the address and some numbers of a few peoples there….I'm
sorry… I forgot the pictures…."
"Hey,
I'm gonna have to call you back, ok?" Lu didn't wait for the
answer and slammed her cell closed. Her eyes had to be wrong. He
couldn't be there. What would he be doing there? It was her case, he
wasn't on call. "Woody?" the detective-slash-shrink called
out.
He turned around to
find his fiancée with a puzzled look.
"Did
you plan on telling me?" she pointed the bags and the boarding
pass with her eyes.
"I
left a note. Your cell wasn't answering." Woody started calmly.
He was pretty sure it wouldn't be pretty. "I'm off to Italy."
he assumed that would be the next question.
"I'm
sorry, what?" Lu shook her head quickly as if throwing the
supposed-to-be-wrong information out of her ears.
"I'm
off to Italy." Woody repeated "Jordan and our baby were on
an accident..."
"Baby!"
Lu interrupted him "You have a child and you have never told
me?" she was praying she had got something wrong. "You have
a child with Jordan and you've never told me?" and that was an
unanswered prayer.
"Jor
left because she was pregnant with my child. It happened before we
started dating." Woody tried to explain, but for some reason,
women never really bought the 'it was before us' excuse. Even though
it was true. "Caterina is at the hospital and they can't seem to
find Jordan."
Lu
stared the floor for a second and swallowed hard. "I'm sorry,
but I'm still a little in shock that my fiancé has a daughter
that I've never heard of." she said as her blood started to
rise.
"I kinda
didn't know about Caterina either!" Woody said defensively "I've
been trying to find Jordan, but she sure knows how to cover her
tracks."
"So
the whole 'she's a grown up and can do whatever she wants, including
drop of the face of Earth' was a bunch of crap?" Lu asked
angrily.
"Oh, and
what the hell was I supposed to tell you? 'By the way, Lu, I'm trying
to track my ex-almost girlfriend down because she's pregnant of me'."
Woody answered sarcastically "Sounds freaking awesome.
Especially with you planning our wedding."
"That
one based on a big fat lie?" Lu accused "You've always said
nothing happened between you and Jordan and now she's the 'ex-almost
girlfriend'? And conceiving a child is what you call 'nothing'? Man!
I wonder what I'm gonna find out when 'something' actually happens."
"For Christ's sake,
it's no big deal."
"A
baby is no big deal!"
"Of
course our daughter is a big deal. What is not one is Jordan and I."
he explained "What happened between us was completely..."
"Us? There's an
'us'?"
"Will
you let me finish?" Woody shot her with his blue eyes.
"Sure.
Go on." Lu crossed her arms over her chest.
"There
were years of dancing around. Yes, I have feelings for her, but..."
"Have!" Lu
yelled.
"I said
'had'." Woody assured.
"Then
I have hearing problems."
"I
got sick of the dancing around and moved on."
"So
now I'm rebound?"
"There
wouldn't be a ring on your finger if you were rebound." Woody
pointed the engagement ring with his eyes.
"You
would have told me about your baby and 'Jordan operation' if you
didn't feel like you were cheating on me."
"Wow!
Now hold it right there! 'Jordan operation'? Cheating on you!"
all the stress had to be affecting his audition. Lu couldn't have
just said that. "You're crazy!" he stated.
"No,
you are. You never had the decency to tell my about your child!"
"A child I had no
idea of how to find!"
"Still
your child! You're flying over the Atlantic because of her. And I bet
you called the morgue to let them know."
"That's
ridiculous!"
"Did
you call them? Yes or no?" Lu insisted.
"Your attention please, American Airlines announce his flight, 789 with destiny to Italy, Rome…Passengers should be aboard for gate 14" the female voice announced by the speakers.
"I
gotta go. We'll talk this over once I get back, ok?" he said as
calmly as possible in this situation.
"You
bet I …" Lu nodded.
"Don't"
he make a movement with his hand to make it her stop…."I'm
sorry I never told you …and I always knew it….I guess we all
keeps secrets…"
"Don't
do this" Lu start to plead
"I
couldn't let my daughter alone there….and I need to found her…."
"So, that is" then
anger full Lu body…."she IS the reason…not the baby…"
"Both are…" Woody
says angry too, she was making a scene in a moment like this…he
just give her ticket to the lady and aboard…
"Woody!"
Lu screaming….he didn't turn
"Let
him go…." Paul says gentling touching Lu´s shoulder
"But"
she replies
"There is
nothing you can do…except for let him go" Paul said wisely
"I
can't let him go…if I do that it means the is over"…Lu said
low and dejectedly
"Is
something bellows to you, let him go…if backs to you it is
yours…but if not…never was your to be claimed." Paul said to
her as the final sentence
She
nodded, she knows the he was right...it was just too hard to
admit…but the only thing the she really can do was letting him
go….watched how his plane flights to let him in the heart of
another woman.
((Italy))
Woody was
sitting in the hospital lobby…waiting…after a complete night
flying…he was really tired…but he won't sleep until the he can
have the security, a least his daughter was fine. So if was necessary
he would wait all the day….
"Scusilo,
voi sono Woodrow Hoyt?"
"What?"
Woody gives a massive puzzle look to the nurse….he was sure it was
his name what she say...but what the hell she asking….
"Yor
è il padre di Caterina Cavanaugh?" the nurse asks again.
Woody just nods "Venuto con me" the nurse say making a movement
with her finger, showing to him the follow her. Woody go after the
nurse to an office and inside was a doctor…..the doctor stands up
and starts to talk to Woody. "Vostro il padre di
Catherina... sono il suo medico, Marco... che la vostra figlia è
benissimo, lei non ho alcune contusioni ma niente al preoccupato a a
questo proposito…" The Doctor stop when he catch Woody
desperate gaze "You don't understand Italian, right?" The
doctor asks in clear English.
Woody
sigh relief before to speak "Thanks' God you speak English!…I'm
Woody Hoyt…Caterina´s father" Woody shaked the Doctor hand.
"You daughter is
fine…she have almost not hurts…juts a little bruises…nothing to
worried about it" the doctor repeat…but this time in English
"Her mother?" Woody
asks…hoping…
"I'm
sorry we only have your daughter here…we still don't receive her
mother" the doctor said.
"But
she wasn't with the baby at the accident?" Woody asks
confusing…he couldn't believe the Jordan let the baby alone…
"They found the baby in
one place far from the final impact" the doctor say…pointed the
real facts.
"Final
impact?" Woody asks softly and low….that can't be good….
"No one has told you?"
the doctor says perplexed. "The bus fell down a rock face," he
said in a low voice.
Woody
almost down to the floor with that…it can't be…she can't be…
"Any survivors?" he asks hopeless
"Yes,
but a few one's …and with serious bruises and hurts all…but
they are alive…..are you okay? The doctor was starting to get
worried over Woody……in one moment all the colors in his face
disappear.
"No….I'm
not…can I see my daughter?" he asks anxiously..."I need to..."
"Sure…let me call
Antonia, she talks English" the doctor smiled sadly….Ten minutes
later a young nurse appears in the office…
"Che
cosa avete bisogno del medico?" she asks
"Antonia.
È il padre di Caterina Cavanaugh...take lui da vedere che
lei...and lui non capisce l'italiano così…" the doctor
say to her.
"Nessun
problema" she replies to the Doctor and then turning to Woody she
speak in a perfect English "Come with me sir." Woody fallows the
nurse until the maternity section.
"There
she is…" the nurse pointed throw the window
"Where?….which
one?" Woody asking trying to see which baby she was pointed.
"There…the one
dressed in purple….the tiny one's, she have three months and
half….isn't she sweet?...is an angel…don't cry…even after
all what happened to her."
"Three
months?" If he makes the estimate right…she can't be…
"Yeah,
she is premature"…the nurse says, predicted his thoughts "born
at eight months, but she is fine …is a strong baby…"
"Can
I?" He wants to touch his baby…he need too…badly
"Sure"
the nurse enters in the room. "Wait me a little in the next room."
The nurse returns with Cate in her arms…"There you go Daddy"
and put Caterina in Woody's arms.
Woody
shivered for all his body at the first contact with his daughter…it
was…his…and he would do anything for her…he would kill for
her…if was necessary….he put a soft kiss in Cate head…at the
same moment the tears invaded his eyes…
"Hey
princess" he whisper "I'm here now…you have nothing to worry
about it…I look after you" a few tears start to down from his
eyes… " we will find your mommy …I promise….I swear to God
that we will find her," he said softly…Cate move a little in
Woody's arms, as she would want to see who was talking to her, he
tried to keep her asleep…but the Caterina suddenly opens her
eyes…..a blue pair of eyes so much like hem's…
"Now
I see from where she gets those amazing eyes." the nurse said
smiling '"You have a beautiful baby"
"She
is like her Mom….a gorgeous and sweet woman…my girls."
"I'm
so sorry about your wife…"
"She
isn't my wife…. but I'm the baby's father."
"Oh."
she smiled to him "Stays as long what you want….Now excuse me, I
have to do something else there" she pointed to the same room when
Caterina was before. After a few recommendations with the baby, the
nurse let them alone.
Caterina
looks to Woody trying to found some kind of reaction…like she wants
to know who was him …for her…he wasn't make it face or
something, he just have his gaze focus in the baby eyes…so hard
…the that scare Caterina, who start to cry with painful sobs…and
making little suds with her mouth
"Shhh….don't
cry…every thing is going to be fine sweetie, I promises….I know
the you don't know me…so you must be scare….but you know
Cate…I'm your Daddy." He said smiling to her…but the baby
still was sobbing….
"You
need help?" the nurse appears in the door…she smiled to Woody in
complicit. "If you call her "I miei occhi blu dolci" she calms
down, that means "my sweet blue eyes" she say winking an eyebrow
and backing to her job.
"Hey
I miei occhi blu dolci." Woody really wasn't successful
pronouncing that, but Caterina sobs start to fade….slowly….as
Woody start to play with his baby, she start to laughing at him and
grab his finger strongly with his little hand…Woody smiling back to
Caterina….giving to her a soft kiss in her cheek ….and make it
ticklish at purpose….the baby laugh again …a lovely laugh….the
make his heart arched for love to his daughter. He lull
Caterina…until she falls asleep again…in his arms…he have his
daughter in his arms…something the he wants badly since eights
months ago…..and it feel right, like he finally was found what was
missing….but….he still need another piece to be complete
happy….He needs Jordan …as much Caterina. The guilty locked in
his heart again…he would never let her go…he should be running
for her at the same moment the he felt the Jordan was lying to him…he
might be reached for her….and if he would do that …now …they
were the three together in home, as a family…not two lonely souls
with out the woman they need and love.