I have and will be ignoring Kagome and the rest of the gang so this chapter will be about them. This starts when Inu first left. Alright, I'll start.

Kagome let out a yawn as she awoke from a surprisingly good nights sleep. She opened her eyes and looked around, remembering the events of the previous night.

Inuyasha was nowhere to be seen. The blanket she had layed on him, drenched with blood, now rested on the ground.

A blood stain lead a path right to the river. This made her heart skip a beat, and she couldn't help but begin to think of what could be happing to him now.

An image of Inuyasha, covered in blood, yelling to her for help, soaked with freezing water and most of all, dieing, appeared in her mind.

"Inuyasha." She whispered to herself. Warm tears began to fall from her pale cheeks.

Miroku and Sango woke up, hearing the girl's sobs.

"Kagome what's wr-" Miroku said, he stopped after noticing Inuyasha's absence, him and Sango knowing why she was sad.

By now Shippo and Kirara too were awake, neither making a sound. Kagome stopped crying, finally realizing everyone was watching her.

She whipped away the tears that clung to her face and looked up to her spectators. She didn't say anything but just had a face that seemed to say "I'm alright.I know we'll find him."

Sango went to her side to comfort the girl, who you could tell was falling apart inside. "It's okay Kagome. He'll be alright."

Kagome nodded and slowly stood up. She went over to her school bag and got something for the four of them to eat.

They sat down and silently ate the food Kagome had to offer.

"Kagome." Miroku said after finishing an omelet "I… I think you should go home."

Everyone stared at him, shocked by his words. "What ever happened to Inuyasha it made him… dangerous, and… I don't think he could live with himself knowing that …he hurt you."

New tears formed in Kagome's eyes. "I know… but…" she closed her eyes tight "I want to help him. How… how can I go home knowing what's happening to him?"

Miroku sighed "I'm sorry… but… it's for your own safety."

She put her head down, hiding the river of tears now falling from her sad brown eyes. Kagome nodded, and slowly stood up, grasping her book bag tight.

She took a deep breath, trying to calm down and then began to walk in the direction of the bone eater's well.

"We'll get him back." Said Sango, trying to make Kagome feel better but only succeeding in making her cry even more.

Sango lowered her head as tears began to form in her eyes as well. Miroku put his arm over her shoulder in a comforting (and surprisingly not perverted) way.

OOOO00000000oooin Kag's time, 2 weeks later ooo00000000OOOO

Kagome had spent the whole time she was back in her room. She was a complete wreck.

She wanted to help Inuyasha more then anything but knew that her staying here, out of harms way, is what Inuyasha would have wanted.

Aside from the image of Inuyasha dieing and begging for her help, another image haunted her already week and unstable mind.

It was of that night. That look on Inuyasha's face. It was as if he truly and with all of his heart… wanted… her to die.

The poor girl had nightmare after nightmare of Inuyasha, grinning evilly, saying "I'm gonna kill you. I will make you suffer."

Suffer is what she did. At time she even wanted to obey his word, to go back and let him kill her, or to just do it herself.

But then, at the last second she would remember the old Inuyasha, how that dark version wasn't the real him, and how horrible he would feel if she died.

She just wanted to do something. Laying in bed crying her eyes out day after day was killing her, and yet, if she did go back, she would also get killed.

It was a lose, lose situation that she was stuck in and had no way out of. Every day she prayed for Inuyasha to jump up to her window and stop the horrible rollercoaster her mind was going through.

But nothing ever happened.

Wow. I'm darker then I thought. Uhh, review. Yeah, review. Man I got completely lost in that for a minute. Oh, can all you reviewing peoplez TRY to make longer reviews that have more in them the "UPDATE!" i mean come on, I'm sure you can think of something else to write. "damn that's good." "hell that's bad" ANYTHING!