I scanned the ocean of heads at the station looking for any signs of blonde hair. It has been exactly a month Draco and me have been together and I felt like surprising him with a scarf ice-blue scarf I made for him, the blue matched his beautiful icy eyes. I held the little bag which contained the scarf up to my chest and wrapped my arms protectively around it. As I slowly dodge my way though the crowd, being short doesn't help when you're stuck in a crowd.
Suddenly, I saw a flash of bleached blonde hair heading onto the train so I ran to the spot. I looked around to see if I could still see the boy. Unfortunately I did, next to him was Lavender. I ran up to them hoping they were both looking for me.
"Draco! Lav! Hey you two" I put on a big warming smile and hugged Draco.
" Urm 'Mione…" Draco started
" Go away Hermione your not wanted here:" finished Lavender as she put her long slender arm around Draco's waist.
" Draco.. why" I asked in a small voice.
He pretended not to hear me and turned away with Lavender and entered a compartment. I slowly made my way to the compartment where Ron, Harry and I usually sat. As I walked I couldn't stopped the hot tears from pouring down my face. I just couldn't face Harry or Ron like this so I turned around once again and headed for that always welcomed me… the toilet.
As I go off the train Harry ran up to me,
" 'Mione where'd you go?" questioned Harry, while pulling me into a embrace.
"Sorry Harry I just don't feel like myself today.." I replied.
I looked into his emerald eyes and started to cry once more. It was a month ago I broke up with Harry because Draco convinced me that he loved me. How could I be so cruel! Harry did nothing to hurt me, and what did I do in return? I broke his heart with the news that I fell in love with the enemy! I gave up everything I had for Draco, my boyfriend, the trust in my friendship and many more. How could I be so stupid.
"It's okay 'Mione shh don't cry" as he held me in his arms
"No its not okay Harry! I don't deserve this! I don't deserve you! All I ever did was hurt you Harry!" I screamed into his shoulder.
"Hermione.. shhh… don't cry.. you didn't hurt me" he said as he smiled at me "you made me realized that our relationship is better to stay bestfriends than lovers, and that I only love you as a little sister nothing more or less"
I half laughed and half coughed and replied "Harry, I did love you but when I was with you it just didn't feel right... don't get me wrong.."
He laughed at me " 'Mione! Of course I understand! Now tell me what wrong, if I do recall we had this conversation earlier and what made you feel all bad again?
I didn't feel like telling Harry at that moment… so I decided to him a different story…
"Harry… I broke up with Draco…because I still… love his bestfriend blaise.."
