Author Note:I realize that in the show Guiding Light Buzz and Olivia got something going on, on July 4th,But in my fic July 4th hasn't happened,My story does not flow nor have anything to do with the show as it is now,So they are not together yet in my story

Chapter 4.

Buzz sat at a table in company,Olivia and Frank decided to go out for the evening and he had just finished tucking Emma in.
It was late at night and he was waiting for her though he didn't know why and his thoughts kept going back to Olivia.
He kept thinking of irony he finally let himself out of his cage and she ran off with his son.
He could see it in his mind Frank taking off her dress her pulling down his slacks and giving him that sexy smile.
He quickly downed the rest of his drink.
He heard the door open and close and looked up at her form in the doorway.
"Hey"She smiled walking down the steps.
He looked her up and down she had her hair down parted on the side she had on a black dress cut dangerously low in the back it had thick black straps hodling it up and showed every curve finally resting at her knees.
"Hey"He finnaly replied.
"Is Emma asleep?"She asked sitting arcoss from him.
"Yes,She went to sleep about an hous ago"He replied.
"Thank you for watching her"She spoke up.
"How was your date?"He asked trying to sound like he cared.
"Fine,we went to a nikce resturaunt"She replied.
"You know,Franks a great guy"She stated.
All he could do was nod.
"He really loves me and Emma but..."She trailed off looking away.
"but what?"He asked looking at her.
"But...at the end of the night he leaves,I don't need sex but just once I want someone to hold me and tell me it'll be ok"She replied.
"Silly huh?"She asked with a smile.
"No it makes sense"He replied.
She stood and smiled.
"Are you coming to bed?"She asked surprised how natural it sounded saying that to him even though he was on the floor.
He nodded and followed her up the stairs.
He was sitting on the bed watching Emma sleep when she came out of the bathroom in a light blue night gown it was silk with spaghetti staps and went to her ankles.
She tucked her hair behind her ear and he stood to get on the floor.
"Uhm,you know you can sleep in bed with Emma and me...it's not like we haven't shared a bed before"She spoke up.
It hurt a little hearing her put off they're love making that night so lightly.
"I...don't think that's a good idea"He replied still standing watching her.
Her face changed to sad,rejected look and she tried to give him a faint smile.
They stood there before he couldn't take it he cracked and asked the question that'd been burning up his mind.
"Do you ever think about that night?"He asked suddenly surprising her.
"What?"She asked shocked.
"The night do you ever think about it?do you ever miss it?"He asked again.
"I..."HE interrupted her.
"I know everything about you,Every song you ever liked,Every mark on your face,But I don't know anything...if I don't know if that night,meant as much to you as it did me"He finished softer then he started.
"Buzz,You are...the best friend I ever had...but...that night,was a mistake I shouldn't have let happen"She said softly,sadly.
He stood looking at her in shock it hurt that it meant nothing to her.
"I'm sorry"She said softly.
"No,no it's fine I...I'm out of line"He said waving his hand.
"I,Love you,You're like a brother to me"She said softly she put her hand on his arm.
He stood looking down avioding her eyes nodding his head.
Then he did something that surprised them both he spun around and kissed her.
At first she was too shocked to respond but slowly she relaxed and began kissing back.
His hands found there way to her neck playing in her hair while hers chose to rest on his chest.
He hadn't planned on anything happening between him and Olivia but he notioced she definitely kissed back.
She didn't know how long they stood there locked in their slow,deliberate passion filled kiss but it seemed like an eternity.
Finally he pulled back and rested his forehead against hers.
She sighed in content and tried to catch her breath.
"I'm sorry"He spoke up at last after he had caught his breath.
Her heart was still pounding and she could barely breathe.
"It's ok,forget it,"She pulled her head back and his hands dropped to his sides so did hers.
"Goodnight"She said sharply she turned and crawled into bed beside Emma.
"Goodnight"He mumbled softly before getting in his sleeping bag on the floor and slowly drifting off to sleep their kiss still racing in his mind.
Frank lay in his bed in his apartment looking at the ceiling.
He knew she wasn't in love with him he knew she was with his Dad even now and it killed him.
Buzz lay on the floor he could hear a song in his head and couldn't help but think of Franks and Olivias date.

SONG

I'm coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his—chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go

I just can't look, its killing me And taking control Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibis But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes I'm Mr Brightside

I'm coming out of my cage And everything is just fine Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss And I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab While he's having a smoke And she's taking a drag Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick And it's all in my head But she's touching his—chest Now, he takes off her dress Now, let me go

I just can't look, its killing me And taking control Jealousy, turning saints into the sea Swimming through sick lullabies Choking on your alibi But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me Open up my eager eyes I'm Mr Brightside

I never I have her I'll never"

SONG END

Mr,Brightside by The Killers from their Hot Fuss CD

Short chapter I know but R&R.

Author Note:Again just as reminder if Buzz and Olivia get together on the show tomorrow which I hope they still won't be together in my story till I write it.

Disclaimer:I don't own the song "Mr Brightside" and I don't know "The Killers" but I think this song fits Buzz's dilema with Olivia perfectly.