7/04/06

Okay, again a pretty basic day. Just chilling at school...Justin's being ripped on by everyone...except me of course! I feel bad for him. I think I should go up and talk to him but what would I say and I know that I'm going to make a complete and total ass out of myself. I don't want to do that. Why am I always so spaztic around guys that I like? Maybe I now know how Stan felt back in fourth grade when he first started crushing on Wendy Testaburger. I can't remember the number of times he barfed on her and she still loves the guy. Maybe Justin's like Wendy and will still love me no matter what. I'm scared to find out. What if he's not even gay? What if all my trying is going to be futile...idk...the gay/straight alliance is meeting tomorrow. I'm going to go and see if he's there and, if not, see how many of the other sexy guys in this podunk little school are gay. It would be great to get a boyfriend. I'm tired of being lonely and I'm the only one out of the 4 of us that hasn't lost his virginity yet and it's pissing me off! The guys know that and they're starting to whip out the "Maybe he's gay" jokes and I'm about to just come out and say that I am. We'll see what happens. Oops there's the bell, I got to go. Talk to y'all later!

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