Chapter one:

"Yuki... Yuki..." the voice was heard in a whisper, anyone could barely make it out, "Yuki... Yuki..." it become louder and cheerfull, "Yuki... Yuki!" thee voice became creap and a pair of purple eyes apear along with a blood cover face.

"Aaahh!" Eiry Yuki, 25 year old Novelist, sat up straight and kept in that position while he took deep breaths to calm him self down.

Running his hand through his now almost brown, messy hair before rubbing of the sweat from his forehead with the back of his night shirt.

"Eiri whats the matter" a soft and gentle voice was heard, the bedroom door open and a young woman, around the age of 23, came into the room. Her long, dark shade of pink, hair was pull up on a ponytail and her dark, almost black, purple eyes stared at Yuki in worry, "I heard you scream... are you alright?" she asked as she sat on the edge of the bed on his side as he nodded and cover his face with his hands for a second, "It was just a bad dream... nothing to worry about" leaning back on the bed with his eyes closed.

"Are you sure... I could call Thoma or a doctor... I dont want to worry while I'm at work... Eiri" the woman was cut off for a mid second when Yuki kissed her and smiled at her, "Dont worry about me, I'll be fine, it was just a dream. Just go to work and have a good day, Alex" kissing her softly on the lips again, he covered him self with the bed sheet and turn to his left side, away from her.

"Alright... I'll see you later... if you need anything just call, I'll come as soon as I can" Alex said as she kiss his cheek before getting up and leaving the room. She got her coat, purse and car keys before leaving their apartment home.

"He keeps waking up like that mostly every day now, its starting to worry about a bit... I hate to get into his bussines but I'm his girlfriend and I cant help it" Alex said to the person on the other line of the phone as she put some books back in the shelves of her office, "Ofcourse, you have every right to worry, Alexandra. And their just dreams... nothing to worry about, it wont mean him any harm"

"Thoma how many times have I ask you to call me Alex like everyone else, and I know their just dream and could not really harm him... not physically atleast... he does this almost every morning now and sometimes in the middle of the night... and he keeps murmuring something like 'Shudo' its more like Shu a pause and do.. Thoma? hello?" she stop moving around her office as she heard the speaker completly silence for a second before Thoma snap back to reality and said "Oh sorry... I got distracted... you say he murmures Shu and do..." Alex nodded and said "Yes... maybe something he heard while hearing the news or taking his walk, even from his own publisher, could it be from that new novel he's writting" she now sat down on her desk and started to type on her laptop.

"Who knows, knowing Eiri maybe it is... look I'm sorry to cut this conversation short but I have to make a bussiness call. I'll call you later Alexandra" Thoma said as he fell back on his chair and hang up after getting a 'Its Alex and talk to you later' after a minute he pick up the reciever and dialed a number, "Mika... yeah its starting up again... we should get together for dinner, what do you think... that sounds wonderfull, honey... I'll see you soon" with that he hang up the phone and turn around in his chair to look up at the sky through his almost wall size window.

"Shindou-kun... are you comming back to our lives... to Eiri's... and into Alexandra's now?..." he whisper to him self as he let out a sigh before continuing with his work.

( well thats it for the first chapter... I hope you like it... might not be good... and it probably have some word errors and some of you are like what the hell... bu youll get it soon... I hope - Review please)