Okay, I'm writing further, if this chapter is stupid I will re-write it, and I'm going to sort of cut out the lemon, since I'm not in such a good mood to actually write it, so sorry.
Thanks a lot for the reviews Akaida and alright, the thingy on his thingy is officially his weenie (sorry weenie might sound childish but it sounds better that Dck)
Same to everyone else.
Cell was still kissing her and she still felt dizzy, she's never done anything like this before actually, she would bet her life that Cell haven't either, but he sure as Hell knew how to do it very well.
She gasped as he suddenly lowered his kissing to her throat, and put one of his hands on each side of her tops collar, he smiled and then spoke. "Are you sure?" he asked and she nodded and then she gasped when he ripped off her top, she, without thinking properly, immediately covered her breasts, she wasn't wearing a bra, Cell looked at her, she looked shocked for a moment and Cell thought he'd put her at ease. "Just relax..." He told her as he took her hands in his own; he moved her hands out of the way and she seemed very reluctant and hesitant, Cell saw her face, it looked like she was ashamed to show her body to him, he didn't know why, she was not an ugly female, not at all.
Cell let her legs drop too the ground, and then let her go. "You are not ready." He said and she felt even more ashamed, she obviously disappointed him, but he was right, she wasn't ready.
"I'm sorry...really..." She said and Cell smiled and then picked her up. "Let me know when you are really ready, even if it is in a year, I will wait." He said and she couldn't believe he understood, most guys would just tell the girl she was pathetic and if she didn't get ready soon, he'd leave her, she smiled and suddenly grabbed him around the neck and hugged him. "Thank you, so much." She said and Cell smiled down at her.
"O yeah, I almost forgot, YOU are sleeping on the couch tonight." She said cheekily, Cells eyes widened, he's mouth opened in surprise. "Why, what did I do?" He asked as he let her go, she looked at him narrow eyed. "You ripped my favorite top." She said and Cell gasped. "W-what, just because of a top?" He asked and she nodded. "Uh huh, just because of a top, so on which one will you be sleeping?" she asked and Cell suddenly smiled. "Remember tickle torture?" He asked and she nodded and smiled as well. "I'm not ticklish anymore, it's only in the morning, and usually after I'm active for a while it goes away." She said and Cell growled. "Common, I fight tomorrow; you can't let me sleep on the couch." He protested and she smiled and then suddenly blushed when she realized she wasn't even covering her breasts, Cell noticed this for the first time as well, she immediately covered it again. "Oops..." She said, still looking down. "Why are you so shy in front of me?" Cell asked as he took a step towards her in the shower and she took a step back, against the shower wall. "I-I don't know, it's just that..." She was about to finish but then Cell put his finger to her lips.
"You don't have to say it if you don't want too." He said and she nodded as he removed his finger. "I know, but I think you have the right to know." She said and Cell shook his head. "I do not think I have the right to hear anything you do not wish to speak." He said and she nodded again. "Okay, Cell, can I tell you why I am like this?" She asked and Cell nodded. "If you wish." He said and she smiled then began to speak.
"Well, when I was about 7, I was heavily overweighed, and do you know what thin people say to fat people?" She asked and Cell nodded, so she continued. "They say horrible things, so my self image was broken down to a million shards, but they didn't realize what they did to me, they mocked me so badly that I just ate more, I gobbled up everything I could find that was edible, not because I was hungry, but because I was angry, humiliated and sad." She said and then looked up at Cell, it looked like she was about to cry, but she held it in and then continued. "It continued like this until I was about 13, then I asked my parents, who always called me a hideous fat pig, to let me do home schooling because I couldn't take all the shit anymore, they refused, and we argued, we argued for nearly 20 minutes. They told me I was worthless, useless, and the only reason they kept a beast like me was because I was there ticket to money, since my granddad gave them money to look after me, but they never spent it on me, they used it for themselves, for alcohol and drugs." Missery stopped speaking and looked up at Cell to see whether he wanted her too stop, but he waved for her too continue.
"Okay, at that point I was so angry, that I took the kitchen knife that was on the table in the living room and I killed them both, I do not regret what I did, but then I went to jail, I suffered for a long while there, I was taught how to be tough, I grew thinner and thinner as the years passed, the inmates taught me how to fight with knifes, and I heard from some guy about enchanted blades, so I went looking for them when my 6 year jail period was over, and I found them at a black market in Thailand, they are the blades that give me powers, even in the jail I still didn't get to improve my self esteem, it was low, too low and I still suffer from it, that is why I can't show my body to anyone, because I'm ashamed." She said and Cell looked at her for a short while, thinking what to say.
Finally he took her by her shoulders and pulled her closer to him, she seemed a bit reluctant. "To me you're perfect, nothing is wrong with you, I wouldn't change a single thing about you, even if I could, I love you the way you are, and look at me, you think it is also so easy for me, I was designed for killing alone, no feelings, no emotion, but you changed me, my killing thirst is gone, and you should let your shame vanish as well, and I will do anything to help you accomplish that." He said as he hugged her and she seriously felt like crying now.
"I don't understand you." She muttered as she buried her face in his shoulder and finally began to cry, Cell looked down at her confused. "What do you mean?" He asked and she began to speak through sobs. "You are too perfect, how can you be so understanding if you were a heartless killer? How can you love if you were designed with no emotion or feelings? How is it possible that you're so perfect?" She asked and Cell didn't know how to answer, so he moved her slightly away from him moved his face down to her face and spoke 3 words. "I love you." He said and then kissed her on her lips, she gasped, taking in his breath, the water still on, but she was used to it now, and so was he.
She stopped covering her breasts and put her arms around Cells neck and kissed him further but spoke when she got the chance. "I love you too." Cell smiled and took her around her body, lifting her up and letting her legs go around his middle again, and same as before he pushed her against the wall. "Don't worry; I won't go any further than kissing." Cell said to reassure her and she nodded but then spoke.
"I'm not afraid anymore." She said and Cell looked at her confused. "How can you come over your phobia so soon?" He asked and she spoke softly. "I thought you'd judge me or something, because I also have a couple of scars on my body that isn't too pretty." She said, now looking down, Cell used his hand to lift her face. "Every part of you defines who you are, your past, your memories, and none should go away or be judged, and common, look at me, I'm green." Cell said and she smiled and then he kissed her again. "Very well if you're sure, just say if you're not ready or want me to stop." He said and she nodded again and the continued to kiss her.
Cell decided he would not do everything he wanted to do too her, because it might freak her out, so he was just going to keep this one gentle and normal, next time, when she's less ashamed he'd go a little further.
Cell started to take of her pants, after he put her down on the ground, he felt her strain a bit, but did nothing to stop him, so he took it off completely, not ripping it, he didn't want to sleep a complete year on the couch. "Missery are you sure?" He asked and she nodded slowly, Cell nodded in return and then kissed her further, trailing his kissed down her neck but never going downer than her shoulder. He put one hand on each side of her bikini bottom (I'm not saying panty or g-string, because it just sounds wrong, if you have a better word than bikini, let me know.) Cell was about to take it off when Missery spoke to him. "Cell, just rip it off." She said and Cell was surprised, but obeyed, he ripped off the bikini and held his hands on her hips for a while, caressing it for a while. "Okay, I'm going to have to ask you too relax now." He said and she nodded, not really knowing what he meant until she felt him pull her up again, her legs around him again and then he entered her, (not going to explain how that black thingy opens )she let out a small yell of pain and clutched Cells back, digging her nails into his back.
"Just be calm, relax." He said and she didn't seem like she was taking his advice. "Cell, you try sticking a baseball bat up your ass!" She yelled as she clutched her eyes closed, Cell let out a small chuckle and then started to slowly thrust into and out of her, with every push she moans softly in pain and pleasure and dug her nails deeper into his back, while Cell was holding her behind her back, keeping her secure enough so that she wouldn't slip and get hurt.
It was rather obvious that Cell wanted to do a lot more to her, but he knew restraint and used it, he would not make her feel uncomfortable, even if it was at the sacrifice of his own desire, hers came first.
Okay, on the next chapter the sx will continue, and it will probably be out soon, and I discovered when I'm depressed I write more, not less, so it's your lucky day Akaida, because now I'm writing like it's the end of the world.
