Confused At Heart
By
kittynboots47834
I watched as my memories faded away like the rain did . . .
when the sun came out . . .
I ran to the bus, trying to forget what had happened. My mom had disappeared into the thin air, forgotten in time. My eyes began to fill slightly with tears. The only thing keeping me togetherhad vanished before me.
Had I lost my sanity?
As I walked up the stairs, a voice cried. It was familiar, but the thought of my mom fading away was still fresh in my mind.
" Kagome!" I looked up and saw Sango waving her hand ferociously in the air, trying to get my attention. " Kagome! Come sit with me!"
I slowly walked back to the seat, wiping my face clean, making it look like I had not cried.
" Hi there." Sango smiled. It was hard to not smile around Sango. She was so much fun to hang around and a lot of fun to talk to. " Oh! I was supposed to give you this."
She handed me a magazine with pictures of a celebrity that she liked on it. I gazed down at the magazine and then stared out the window.
" Hey Kag!" She nudged my side gently. " What's wrong?"
" Nothing." I sighed, putting all of my attention outside the window.
" Okay!" She started to read a book. A book about vampires.
I gazed out the window, watching everything move and shake from the wind. Leaves blowing off covering the ground. It was very pretty, but lonesome. Memories of what happened earlier were still in my head. I let myself leave this reality for a while, just to escape the pain from earlier.
" Um . . ." Sango nudged my shoulder. " You need to look at the new guy getting on the bus. He is really hot!"
" I'm not in the mood." I shrugged. I didn't care, but my mom was more important to me.
" How could you not be in the mood! " She poked my shoulder. " You're always in the mood. What's wrong?"
" Nothing!" I murmured, cautiously making sure she couldn't realize that I was in pain.
" Ok. But he is coming back this direction!" She started to blush.
I watched out of the corner of my eye as he sat down in the seat in front of me.
Damn! He is hot!
"Kagome!" Sango poked my shoulder.
" What?" I screeched back! Sango pointed at the boy who was sitting in front of me.
" Do have any extra batteries?" He smiled sweetly.
" Yeah! Um . . . give me a moment!" I blushed and started to go through my purse.
Idiot! Why didn't you tell him your name! Damn!
" Here you go!" I smiled. He turned back around. His hair was so silver. I wanted him. Maybe I have finally found someone to call my own.
Finally . . .
AN: Was this good? I will try to update sooner! Thnx for the support, Kitty!
