Poisonous Confusion

By

kittynboots47834


I was lost at heart, confused by a memory . . .

I thought that existed . . .


My eyes never left the moving scenery outside the window. Water hit the window as the silver clouds spat out the rain. My life was nothing but a joke. Disappearing like my mom did this morning. I was giving up all hope. Pain took over.

Was she just a memory that lived a life?

She was the only thing that let me lived life that way I wanted it. She gave me hope and love that I would never have found anywhere else.

Sango was worried about me. She was the sister that I never had. Someone I wish I had during my early childhood. My pain was stronger now. Visions of my mother floated in my head. Her holding me when I got hurt. Comforting me when someone hurt me. Kissing me when she told me she loved me. Tears started to fill my eyes.

" Kagome," Sango grabbed my shoulder, " what's wrong?" Her voice had worry in it.

" Nothing." My head slowly hung down, tears hitting the floor.

" Kagome!" She flung her arms around me. " If you need to talk to someone, I am always here for you." She hugged me. I hugged her back, crying in her shoulders. As I cried, I felt another pair of arms pull me away from her. They held me. I looked up from my tearful eyes, only to see Inuyasha holding me in his arms.

" Inuyasha." I stood in his arms, crying. He put his head on mine.

" Are you okay?" He said sweetly.

" Yeah." My crying stopped. " Now that I you guys have cheered me up."

" Yeah!" Sango started to cheer. " She is back!"

I smiled and started to cheer up, but the pain was still there. I was hiding it from them.

As we walked to Sango's locker, we talked about the kid on the bus. He was different from the others.

" Kagome," Sango stopped, giving me a serious look, " what kind of guy is this?"

" What do you mean?" I gave her a really dumb answer. I wasn't quit sure what was going on.

" I mean, did you get any feelings or emotions off of his eyes, from reading him?" She wanted to seriously know who he was. I wasn't sure what to say and why did she want to know about him.

" I did get something, but it was very small. It felt as if he was wanting something or someone. He has been wanting this thing for awhile." I smiled. " I dunno. It was kind of hard to read him because he didn't have hardly any emotions at all." I didn't want to say anything more, for I felt like I knew this person from an earlier time period.

" Well," Sango shook her head, " there's something really weird about him. How could anybody not have emotions?"

Inuyasha had no clue what was going on so he just walked beside us, trying not to interrupt.

" Just ignore what we just said." Sango clearly enjoyed herself when we did this kind of stuff. She loved to confuse him.

" Okay." He smiled and laughed. " I was doing that anyway."

As we continued to talk, a vision drifted into my head. My mother crying, covered in blood.

" Kagome!" She cried, reaching her hand out to for me. " Help me!"

" Mom!" I ran toward her, reaching for hand. " Mom!"

" Come and help me!" She called out for me. " Come find me----"

But before she could finish, she was cut off. I heard the noise of falling books.

" Oh!" I bent down on my knees picking up the papers and books that landed at my feet. As I picked up the papers, I desperately wanted to know where she was. Handing that papers to their owner, the vision came back.

"Thank you." The voice said. It sounded so familiar. I snapped back to reality.

" Oh!" I smiled. It was the guy from earlier. " It's you!"

" I wanted to ask you this morning," he blushed, " would you like to come over to my house and help me with getting to know what goes on around this place?"

I didn't know what to say or what to do. I didn't even know him.

" Yeah. What time?" I had no clue what just happened.

" 7:00." He handed me a piece of paper.

" Okay. See you there." I smiled. The vision was gone, but the piece of paper that he gave me was in my hand. As he walked off, I slipped away from reality. As I opened the paper, inside was a phone number. His phone number.


AN: Was it good? Let me know! Thanx, Kitty!