A Constant Pain
By
kittynboots47834
The pain throbbing in my heart was unbearable . . .
for fear had taken over . . .
My eyes had left that of the speck of light left in a vast sea of black. My hand went up to the light, trying to reach for her voice. But no response. Nothing.
" Ka—go—me" I cried. The very faint voice repeated my name. I loved her. I thought that she had died in an accident. As I got off the of the ground in this twisted reality I was in. The thought of her and the accident filled my head, erasing all other thoughts about where or what was going on.
"Kagome, why did you come back?" I whispered. I looked up to the blood red sky, noticing the black stars.
Had I become lost in my own vampiric soul?
Or is this just a dream?
I tried desperately tried not to think of her, but she clouded my mind. Her smell, her movements, the way she talked. All of it, made me forget the reality that was happening right now.
"Why the hell are you here?" I yelled, screaming at the crimson sky. " What the fuck are you torturing me like this! Why are you back now!" Tears poured out of my eyes, crimson liquid escaping from my eyes. "Why Kagome...why...why are you here now..."
My knees hit the ground, a soft echo was heard. Clinching the dirt in my hands, thoughts and memories raided my mind again.
As I pushed through the doors, the light blinded me. Fragrances of roses drifted throughout the room. Birds chirping. Dogs barking. Children laughing. Walking through the brightly colored room, I found her. All embellished in her red and white dress. Her hair flowing with the wind, smiling sweetly as she carried a bundle of white roses to a small red vase. My eyes couldn't leave her. She had seduced me on the spot. Kagome, my darling.
Fading Of Memories
Flames slowly began to engulf the room. The flowers turned to ash from the enraging flames. I called out her name, but there was no reply. I fought my way through the burning detritus, my clothes becoming singed and burnt into my flesh. I called her name again, but this time a reply with children wailing at her side. Taking the children away from her as she commanded, I watched as her silhouette faded into the orange and yellow blaze.
End Of Memory
My eyes had become matted from shutting them, letting the blood dry. Then did I realized that I truly did love her. She was the only person who loved me for whom and what I was.
" Let me wake up from this hell that has been put upon." I whispered under my crying. "Forgive me. Please forgive me. I...I just want to live with her... and love her for the rest of my life..."
As I laid there, my memoirs of her flooded me continuously, making my heart beat faster. And want to love her much more than I already do.
AN: Short...I'm so sorry!...I'm trying to figure out what to do... this chapter took forever...The next one is about Kagome...lalala...well..thanx for the support...review please!
Kitty
