Chapter 3

Disclaimer-I don't own Instant Star, nor do I own the song "Over It" I do, however, own "It True" and all its content. Oh, and I own this story!

Previously on Instant Star

"Hello?...Who is this?"
"Guess?"
"Look, it's my 18 birthday today, I don't exactly have time for games...now who is this?"
"Then I guess you'll just have to wait and see..."

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
...
"I don't know how, and I don't know why, but I forgive you..."...
...

On the new episode of Instant Star...
"Jude...I want you to move in with me..."
"Okay..."
sometimes the road between love, hate, and forgiveness is not always clear...
"What's thi- OW!" Jude's journal that he'd given her the year earlier fell on his foot. He flipped it open to a random page.
There's a storm raging outside...
or maybe it's in my heart. Either way, he caused it. He kissed me and then once again quit...why give it another chance..."
"What the..."...

3 Weeks Later
Jude openned her eyes and smiled, looking at Tommy laying next to her, smiling.
"Morning, Brighteyes..."
"Morning, Quincy...sleep well?"
"Like a baby...cuz I had myne in my arms all night..."
"AWW!"She smiled and kissed him.
"What time is it?"
"Uh...half past 5...we have to be at the studio at 7..."
"Ugh..."
"Ya know, you could call in sick...you look like you're comming down with something anyway..."
"Well, gee, ya think? Standing in the rain these last 3 weeks couldn't be it, Could it?"
"I don't know, girl..." He smirked, and kissed her head."
"Mmm, you're warm...neither of us are going to the studio today...I'll go call D..."
"Okay..."
He pulled on a pair of jean shorts, and a wife beater, and then walked out of the room, as she rolled over, and closed her eyes...

3 Hours Later
"Jude...Jude?...Come on, Brighteyes..."
"mmm...What? I'm tired!" She openned her eyes, and he sat in front of her.
"Hey...feelin' okay?"
She shrugged.
"Well, are you hungry...you should try to eat something..."
"Okay..."
He walked out, and came back in about 5 minutes later.
"Chicken soup?...It's 8:30 in the morning, Quincy!"
"Yeah, well you need it...besides, had you stayed up earlier, this is what you would've been eating right now, anyway..."
"Yeah..." He gave her a peck on the lips, and she tried to kiss him again, but he pulled back.
"Uh-uh...I'm not gettin' whatever you've got right now...no chance..."

2 Day Later
"So... I was thinking...you've pretty much spent the last month at my house..."
"Yeah..."
"And I was wondering if...maybe you might wanna...maybe move in?"
"For real?"
He gave her that akward nod that he had a tendency to give people.
"Okay!"

3 Days Later

"I'm gonna go get the last of the boxes out of the truck..."
"Okay..."
Jude walked out of the apartment, and Tommy walked back to the room, unpacking some things.
"Jude...I want you to move in with me..."
"Okay..."
sometimes the road between love, hate, and forgiveness is not always clear...
"What's thi- OW!" Jude's journal that he'd given her the year earlier fell on his foot. He flipped it open to a random page.
There's a storm raging outside...
or maybe it's in my heart. Either way, he caused it. He kissed me and then once again quit...why give it another chance..."
"What the..."
He flipped to another page.

Oh, the past doesn't fade away
No, it only creeps back in
I try to let it go,
But the I realize...He's still under my skin

Oh, oh, take it all
I don't want it back
Everytime I turn around, you're there and then I crack...
So take it back
No I don't need you
Come on, Admit it, it's true

So gone, the past fades to black
How would you know?
Everytime we get close,
there you go
Gone into the blue
But you know, it's right on cue...

Oh, oh, take it all
I don't want it back
Everytime I turn around, you're there, and then I crack
So take it back
No I don't need you
Come on, admit it, it's true...

So just let me go home...
How could you even know...
I need to leave this behind
Cuz everytime, we pull in too far,
and then you shut the door,
and I'm farther and farther away

Oh, Oh...I don't want it back
Everytime I turn around, you're there, and then I crack...
Oh, oh, I can't do this anymore...
Please take it back...
I don't want to need you...
So say goodbye...
Cuz it's true...
I love you...

"What the heck..."
Tommy fliped to another page.

I love you...
T stands for Tommy Quincy
O stands for only for me
M stands for my favorite person
M stand for the boy of MY dreams
Y stands for Yet it's only a dream...

"What're you looking at..."
"Oh, uh...nothing..."
He shut the book and threw it down in the box.
She looked down, and saw it on the top of the pile.
"Were you looking at my old journal?"
He shrugged. "What old journal?"
"Come on, Tommy, you packed the box, and you put the Journal at the bottom..."
"Okay, yeah, I was...Jude...that song..."
"Which one? there's like 40 of them..."
"I don't know... it didn't have a title..."
"Oh...that one...that was when you first left...about 6 months...I wanted to let you go...but I couldn't...I loved you too much...didn't you notice that final chorus is writen in different pen?"
"I was just reading the song...so no..."
"I put that in there weeks later...cuz some guy had asked me on a date, and I turned him down...cuz I realized I still loved you...okay?"
"Yeah..."
She picked up her journal.
"I wanna record this song tomorrow..."
She flipped open to a page and he read the song

Over It

How could you know
That behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And how could you know
That i hurt so much inside
And how could you know
That i'm not the average girl
I'm carrying the weight of the world

YEAH!

So can you get me outta here

chorus
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It

I'm playin the role
Of the happy girl
But no one knows
Inside i'm alone
But i would never let it show
I get everyday
Too much work and not enough play
Over and over
It's always the same

YEAH!

But you can make everything OK...

chorus
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over it
Over it

And when the world is closin' in
I can leave it all and just walk away
I can always start all over again
I am closer to a better day

chorus
Take me away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Take Me Away

chorus
Take Me Away
We'll jump in the car
Drive til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That we can't
See this place anymore
Take a day off
Give it a rest
So i can forget about this mess
If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be

If i lighten up a little bit,
Then i will be
Over It
Over It

I am Over It (over it)

"Okay...that'll sound great..."
"You think?"
"Well seems like this album is gonna kinda be about happy stuff...It'll put a nice edge to it... ya know?"
"Yeah..."
She looked up from the journal to him and smiled.
"I love you, Quincy..."
"I love you too, Girl..."
She smiled and dropped the journal, kissing him...