Chapter 3
Disclaimer-I don't own Instant Star, nor do I own the song "Over It" I do, however, own "It True" and all its content. Oh, and I own this story!
Previously on Instant Star
"Hello?...Who
is this?"
"Guess?"
"Look,
it's my 18 birthday today, I don't exactly have time for games...now
who is this?"
"Then
I guess you'll just have to wait and see..."
Close
to you, so far away,
A
rented room, an empty space,
Sirens
bleeding through the open door,
Movie
scene in black and white,
The
snow falls down alone tonight.
No
one's ever felt like this before.
...
"I
don't know how, and I don't know why, but I forgive you..."...
...
On
the new episode of Instant Star...
"Jude...I
want you to move in with me..."
"Okay..."
sometimes
the road between love, hate, and forgiveness is not always clear...
"What's
thi- OW!" Jude's journal that he'd given her the year earlier
fell on his foot. He flipped it open to a random page.
There's
a storm raging outside...
or
maybe it's in my heart. Either way, he caused it. He kissed me and
then once again quit...why give it another chance..."
"What
the..."...
3
Weeks Later
Jude
openned her eyes and smiled, looking at Tommy laying next to her,
smiling.
"Morning,
Brighteyes..."
"Morning,
Quincy...sleep well?"
"Like
a baby...cuz I had myne in my arms all night..."
"AWW!"She
smiled and kissed him.
"What
time is it?"
"Uh...half
past 5...we have to be at the studio at 7..."
"Ugh..."
"Ya
know, you could call in sick...you look like you're comming down with
something anyway..."
"Well,
gee, ya think? Standing in the rain these last 3 weeks couldn't be
it, Could it?"
"I
don't know, girl..." He smirked, and kissed her head."
"Mmm,
you're warm...neither of us are going to the studio today...I'll go
call D..."
"Okay..."
He
pulled on a pair of jean shorts, and a wife beater, and then walked
out of the room, as she rolled over, and closed her eyes...
3
Hours Later
"Jude...Jude?...Come
on, Brighteyes..."
"mmm...What?
I'm tired!" She openned her eyes, and he sat in front of her.
"Hey...feelin'
okay?"
She
shrugged.
"Well,
are you hungry...you should try to eat something..."
"Okay..."
He
walked out, and came back in about 5 minutes later.
"Chicken
soup?...It's 8:30 in the morning, Quincy!"
"Yeah,
well you need it...besides, had you stayed up earlier, this is what
you would've been eating right now, anyway..."
"Yeah..."
He gave her a peck on the lips, and she tried to kiss him again, but
he pulled back.
"Uh-uh...I'm
not gettin' whatever you've got right now...no chance..."
2
Day Later
"So...
I was thinking...you've pretty much spent the last month at my
house..."
"Yeah..."
"And
I was wondering if...maybe you might wanna...maybe move in?"
"For
real?"
He
gave her that akward nod that he had a tendency to give people.
"Okay!"
3 Days Later
"I'm
gonna go get the last of the boxes out of the truck..."
"Okay..."
Jude
walked out of the apartment, and Tommy walked back to the room,
unpacking some things.
"Jude...I
want you to move in with me..."
"Okay..."
sometimes
the road between love, hate, and forgiveness is not always clear...
"What's
thi- OW!" Jude's journal that he'd given her the year earlier
fell on his foot. He flipped it open to a random page.
There's
a storm raging outside...
or
maybe it's in my heart. Either way, he caused it. He kissed me and
then once again quit...why give it another chance..."
"What
the..."
He
flipped to another page.
Oh,
the past doesn't fade away
No,
it only creeps back in
I
try to let it go,
But
the I realize...He's still under my skin
Oh,
oh, take it all
I
don't want it back
Everytime
I turn around, you're there and then I crack...
So
take it back
No
I don't need you
Come
on, Admit it, it's true
So
gone, the past fades to black
How
would you know?
Everytime
we get close,
there
you go
Gone
into the blue
But
you know, it's right on cue...
Oh,
oh, take it all
I
don't want it back
Everytime
I turn around, you're there, and then I crack
So
take it back
No
I don't need you
Come
on, admit it, it's true...
So
just let me go home...
How
could you even know...
I
need to leave this behind
Cuz
everytime, we pull in too far,
and
then you shut the door,
and
I'm farther and farther away
Oh,
Oh...I don't want it back
Everytime
I turn around, you're there, and then I crack...
Oh,
oh, I can't do this anymore...
Please
take it back...
I
don't want to need you...
So
say goodbye...
Cuz
it's true...
I
love you...
"What
the heck..."
Tommy
fliped to another page.
I
love you...
T
stands for Tommy Quincy
O
stands for only for me
M
stands for my favorite person
M
stand for the boy of MY dreams
Y
stands for Yet it's only a dream...
"What're
you looking at..."
"Oh,
uh...nothing..."
He
shut the book and threw it down in the box.
She
looked down, and saw it on the top of the pile.
"Were
you looking at my old journal?"
He
shrugged. "What old journal?"
"Come
on, Tommy, you packed the box, and you put the Journal at the
bottom..."
"Okay,
yeah, I was...Jude...that song..."
"Which
one? there's like 40 of them..."
"I
don't know... it didn't have a title..."
"Oh...that
one...that was when you first left...about 6 months...I wanted to
let you go...but I couldn't...I loved you too much...didn't you
notice that final chorus is writen in different pen?"
"I
was just reading the song...so no..."
"I
put that in there weeks later...cuz some guy had asked me on a date,
and I turned him down...cuz I realized I still loved you...okay?"
"Yeah..."
She
picked up her journal.
"I
wanna record this song tomorrow..."
She
flipped open to a page and he read the song
Over It
How
could you know
That
behind my eyes a sad girl cried
And
how could you know
That
i hurt so much inside
And
how could you know
That
i'm not the average girl
I'm
carrying the weight of the world
YEAH!
So can you get me outta here
chorus
Take
me away
We'll
jump in the car
Drive
til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That
we can't
See
this place anymore
Take
a day off
Give
it a rest
So
i can forget about this mess
If
i lighten up a little bit,
Then
i will be
Over
It
I'm
playin the role
Of
the happy girl
But
no one knows
Inside
i'm alone
But
i would never let it show
I
get everyday
Too
much work and not enough play
Over
and over
It's
always the same
YEAH!
But you can make everything OK...
chorus
Take
me away
We'll
jump in the car
Drive
til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That
we can't
See
this place anymore
Take
a day off
Give
it a rest
So
i can forget about this mess
If
i lighten up a little bit,
Then
i will be
Over
it
Over
it
And
when the world is closin' in
I
can leave it all and just walk away
I
can always start all over again
I
am closer to a better day
chorus
Take
me away
We'll
jump in the car
Drive
til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That
we can't
See
this place anymore
Take
a day off
Give
it a rest
So
i can forget about this mess
If
i lighten up a little bit,
Then
i will be
Take
Me Away
chorus
Take
Me Away
We'll
jump in the car
Drive
til the gas runs out and then walk so far
That
we can't
See
this place anymore
Take
a day off
Give
it a rest
So
i can forget about this mess
If
i lighten up a little bit,
Then
i will be
If
i lighten up a little bit,
Then
i will be
Over
It
Over
It
I am Over It (over it)
"Okay...that'll
sound great..."
"You
think?"
"Well
seems like this album is gonna kinda be about happy stuff...It'll put
a nice edge to it... ya know?"
"Yeah..."
She
looked up from the journal to him and smiled.
"I
love you, Quincy..."
"I
love you too, Girl..."
She
smiled and dropped the journal, kissing him...
