post mortem and other notes
(later found by Kiara)

Autopsy – 'to see for oneself' that said I have never felt so very blind. I have sat at this small desk staring out the dusty window across from it in this suffocating attic for nearly an hour. Alone with the body of a young man of no more than five and twenty, whose stressed green eyes I have just closed for the last time - this boy by his death has confirmed every suspicion that I had given no voice to. The cause it now seems was a wound directly under his ribcage the size of a small dirk or sgian dubhs as it was obvious after my examination that the wound to the throat was inflicted after death.

When after I searched his person along with ten pounds I found most of his clothing torn and covered in melted wax mixed with dirt, which is the only indication I have as to where the body came from as it makes it obvious that it wasn't from the barn. 'An open flame near flammables, Doctor, is more dangerous than taking Helen to bed.' Now I only wish that my theory of last week had included a name, as I fear my guilt is clouding my judgement enough to make me now unable to name the offender who I believe to be under my very nose.