Lost Without a Light to Guide my Way

All of my life I've had a light to
show me where I'm going, but
lately that lights been gone
without me knowing.

Its missing and I'm scared
I don't know if this darkness
that surrounds me is too much
to bear.

That light used to guide my

way all of the time, i can still see

it in my mind. the light always

told me to never give in, it always

said i could win. Now that its gone im

trying hard not to give up.

But being as happily blind as I used to be
I never thought how it being gone would effect
me.

Where did it go and why did it leave

is it because of a goal un-achieved?

I cannot find where my path is going

wandering through the dark unknowing.

Un knowing of all of the things that block

my way. I do not know how long on this path

I can stay.

The light... I now know what I have lost

that light was a gift the world gave me

but I was too blind to see...

the world gave me it to help me along

my way, help me get through my day.

Now I am awake to how I am, how the rest

of the world can be. now I try to get through

by being the real me. I wonder why I didn't see

it before, the light that always stood at my door...

well now that its gone because of the mistakes

decesions I have made. The neglect I put it through...

no wonder it began to fade.

This is the scariest thing I have faced without
my guardian light. facing the dark and the night.
the battle grows longer, the battle involves a fight
of a different kind. Its the one I fight everyday...
with my mind.