Lost Without a Light to Guide my Way
All
of my life I've had a light to
show me where I'm going,
but
lately that lights been gone
without me knowing.
Its
missing and I'm scared
I don't know if this darkness
that
surrounds me is too much
to bear.
That light used to guide my
way all of the time, i can still see
it in my mind. the light always
told me to never give in, it always
said i could win. Now that its gone im
trying hard not to give up.
But
being as happily blind as I used to be
I never thought how it
being gone would effect
me.
Where did it go and why did it leave
is it because of a goal un-achieved?
I cannot find where my path is going
wandering through the dark unknowing.
Un knowing of all of the things that block
my way. I do not know how long on this path
I can stay.
The light... I now know what I have lost
that light was a gift the world gave me
but I was too blind to see...
the world gave me it to help me along
my way, help me get through my day.
Now I am awake to how I am, how the rest
of the world can be. now I try to get through
by being the real me. I wonder why I didn't see
it before, the light that always stood at my door...
well now that its gone because of the mistakes
decesions I have made. The neglect I put it through...
no wonder it began to fade.
This
is the scariest thing I have faced without
my guardian light.
facing the dark and the night.
the battle grows longer, the battle
involves a fight
of a different kind. Its the one I fight
everyday...
with my mind.
