It's Fine to Be Nobody
Author's Notes: Here's the second chapter. There's going to be fluff in this one. Actually, for now, that's all it'll be.-sweatdrop- Please give me time, I never have written a yaoi fanfic. I still need to let everything I do in role plays sink in, cuz I don't want to mess up.
Oh, and, so you know. I started this a long time ago, and yet… I didn't like it. I wanted to redo it, so that's why there was an extra delay. Don't kill me! Oh, and, so you know, I'm starting a doujinshi on this. I don't know if I'll post it online or not.
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Chapter 2- Admitting and Exchange of Love
"Axel?"
"Hm?"
"Um… why did you ask me only, you know… to spend the night and all…?"
They were now in the living room of the Flame house. There were no adults there, as his mother had died years before, his father was at work, and his older brother had already moved out and was engaged with his girlfriend. His father was a police officer, but a very kind one. He worked any of the shifts, but he mostly went before Axel left for school and doesn't get back until a few hours after the teenage boy arrives home. Axel wasn't neglected, but he does wish for a bit more attention. If he wasn't off with his friends, he was home alone, having his music blasting or playing video games. Or he slept. He enjoyed sleeping, because he hated how cruel the world he lived in was. He dreamed of beating Saix, goofing with his friends, or about Demyx. Those dreams have been coming more often than usual, and they've been more… sexual.
Axel stood up, and looked down at the brilliant blue eyes of Demyx. "Hey, Demyx," he began as he started walking away to the kitchen, "you can take off your jacket."
Demyx, feeling slightly stupid, blushed a bit and took his school jacket off. The school colors were blue, orange, and black. Roxas usually complained that they looked weird, but he enjoyed them. Demyx laid his orange and blue jacket neatly on his bookbag that was leaning on the couch. He sat back down just as Axel walked back in with a can of soda in each hand.
Axel tossed the can at him as he came closer to the back of the sofa. Demyx, clumsy as he is, caught it awkwardly and pouted at the older teen as he jumped over the back of the sofa and plopped on it. He noticed the pout look that he had adored for years and his face went slightly pink. Dammit, why must he be so cute? Everything he does is too cute!
The pout look disappeared and Demyx looked down at his hands, which were wrapped tightly around the soda can of root beer. He placed it on the coffee table in front of him and playful glared at his spiky red-headed friend, the can of Cherry Cola poised that his lips. He was giving Demyx a side-glance, trying to hide his blush.
"Why'd you toss me the can, Axel? That wasn't nice!" Demyx wagged his finger playful, trying to scold Axel. He only received a chuckle as the red head placed the soda on the coffee table.
"You're not convincing, Demyx," Axel casually said as he looked at him, giving him his usual grin. He tapped the side of his head, saying, "Got it memorized?"
Demyx groaned softly at his friend's catchphrase. Of course, he couldn't help but giggle. "You really do love saying that, don't you?" He flashed his eyes at him, as they shined brightly; matching the smile he was giving.
Axel's face lit up with a small blush again, yet he still grinned and crossed his arms over his chest. "Yeah… got it memorized?"
Demyx groaned again and laughed unexpectedly. It made Axel snicker, but soon they were both laughing at nothing.
When they had regained themselves, Axel cracked his neck and proclaimed, "Okay, Mr. Laughs-A-Lot, what was with the sudden outburst?"
Demyx pouted at the little nickname he just gained and then his features shined brightly. "I have no idea!" The older teen chuckled and pulled him into a headlock, slamming his fist down on the messy blonde mullet. Demyx laughed and tried to pull away, his face turning a dark red from laughing and the contact Axel was making with him.
Wait a minute! Demyx's mind shouted, causing his laughter to slow and his eyes widen in surprise. He's done this to me a million times and more… yet I didn't blush before! Am I…in love with him? The thought made him blush even more, and he noticed Axel had let go of him and was giving him a concerned look. Demyx lowered his head, tears softly forming in the corners of his eyes. I… I do love him. Oh, he'd never feel the same way.
Axel placed his hand on Demyx's shoulder, causing the blonde to look into his ghostly green eyes. For a split moment that felt like forever for the two, blue sapphires met green emeralds. There was nothing around them, nothing at all. It felt like heaven to them, yet at the same time it was the same hell. Demyx broke the eye contact to avoid Axel seeing his tears, and lowered his head yet again.
Axel placed his other gloved hand on the blonde's other shoulder. The hand that had rested on his shoulder longer moved to grip his chin lightly, and he tilted his head up. Their eyes met again, this time the tears more visibly in Demyx's eyes. Axel's eyes softened, tilting his head a bit to the side. Come on, Axel… just lean in and kiss him…
And time froze as his lips met with Demyx. Demyx's eyes widened, but didn't meet with Axel's, for they were closed. Demyx squeaked softly, but relaxed as he slowly closed his eyes also, returning the kiss lightly and timidly. He wrapped his arms around his neck slowly, as Axel lowered his arms to wrap around Demyx's waist. Soft moans escaped both of their throats. They each pulled the other closer, and Axel got on his knees and leaned down to give Demyx more room.
They broke the kiss slowly, each of them panting lightly. Axel had then realized Demyx's soft, damp red cheeks.
"Demyx, you're… crying," Axel muttered sadly, the deep concern shining in his eyes.
The younger blonde smiled, yet it wasn't forced. It was his usual happy smile, but it seemed to have more feeling to it than it ever had before.
"I'm not sad, Axel… I'm more like…" Demyx's eyes lowered while his mind searched for a word that could describe his tears. "…overwhelmed." His smile grew as he leaned into Axel's embrace, resting his head on his chest.
Axel smiled wider than he normally would and laid his chin on top of Demyx's head, smashing his mullet down a bit. They each let out a relived sigh, and they pulled away just a bit so they could look into each other's eyes once more. The red head leaned down and planted a tender kiss on Demyx's forehead, causing the blonde to blush deeper and giggle. His hands reached up and began playing with Axel's small natural spikes on the back of his head. His cheek came to rest on Axel's chest yet again, giving Axel the chance to lay his chin on the messy blonde hair once more.
To them, at this moment, there was nothing around them. They weren't trapped inthe hell they were forced to live in. It was pure heaven for them, and they were the only ones there. They found peace in each other, and they found each other's heart.
End Chapter 2
Author's Note- Wow, this is really shorter than I first had it, and not as intense sexual-wise. Heh. Well, next chapter will be longer, hopefully. And, I want to say that t.A.T.u and my new girlfriend(yes, girlfriend, and I'm a girl. Don't like, then screw you) inspired me to continue on with the fanfic. She's gone for a few days and I want her to come back to a new chapter, maybe two even. But, still, thank you for enjoying and I thank you for the reviews you send me. But, be warned, if you flame me in any way, you'll be sorry. –summons her chakrams- Got it memorized?
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