When He Smiles...

I don't know what's happening to my point of view on the world...

I'm just...getting weird thoughts lately...

Like, "Hey, I wonder if Naruto's busy today? 'Cause if he's not, I'll ask him out for ramen."

What's so wrong with that?

It's that I smile when I think it...or when I think about Naruto in general.

Am I gay?

Am I bi?

I know I'm not the same.

What am I going to do when we go on missions?

What will I say to him?

Why am I thinking this!

What's wrong with me?

But...when he smiles...my heart melts.

I just about explode inside.

I love it when he falls from trees...it's just too cute.

I can't stand yelling at him, but I do it anyways to hold in my true feelings.

When he talks, I almost smile...

But I stop myself before I actually do.

Why can't I forget about him?

Why are my thoughts full of him?

...Why are my dreams full of him?

I have to tell myself the truth.

I like Naruto.

But...why?