D.Y.L: HI, thanks for the reiews, well, here is the next chappie, enjoy
disclamor: I dont own it
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Yugi's POV
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If there really was a meaning to life, I missed it, because I certainly cant see it.I touch my tear stained face, I could feel the rough hard bits of blood left on my cheeks, I sigh, it doesent really matter anymore, nobody will ever love me, nobody cares! Why must god put so much depression on one person! First my mother dies! then my grandpa! then the dark side of my father is born and now... I'm dieing. I walk over to my mirror, and stare at my poor reflection, pale white skin, dark ebony scars, golden streaks and crimson spikes, dented with the signature of evil. I look down at my wrist, I laugh, I've tried several times to end my life with the amateur atempts of a knife on skin. I was a fool to think that I was brave enough to do that. I go back to my bed, and look at the clock, it's 1:30 am, I should get some sleep, I have to wake up in 5 hrs, why I still even care to go to school, I dont know. As I close my eyes, I wish I hadn't...
( * FLASH BACK * )
" Please father no! dont do it"
" shutup you piece of worthless shit" his father screamed out as he kicked Yugi hard in the stomach.
" It's all your fault that your mother died! she died because she hated you!
Yugi cluched his sides as his father slashed his arms with a dagger.
"Please father...." whispered Yugi" it's not true"
( * ANOTHER FLASH BACK * )
" Please David! dont hurt the child" cried out Yugi's mother to his father. ( I dont know there names so the Dad is David and the mom is Serena K? good!)
" Why are you on his side? he burned my hand while spilling the coffee!" David groweled.
" Please, he's just a child" David turned to Yugi and smaked him across the face. ( IT WASNT TOO HARD!)
You might be only 2 years old, but you are still no use to me !
( * Last Flash back * )
Yugi's POV
Why must he go too! why is my life so hard! I cry as I think about the memories I had with my grandpa. First my mother now my grandpa!
Tears were threatening to form a whole in my eyes, a whole ocean of sorrow flew out of me as the door opened and my father stood in front of me. I held a beautiful object in my arms,
it was a golden box with the symbol of RA on it, I clutched it as my father gave me a hard bone breaking blow...
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I wake up with a startel, and now I wish I hadnt closed my eyes, tears were forming and everything was blurry. I could still feel the harsh voice of my father, my mother failing to protect me, yes my father hated me from the day I was born, having my mother dead was just another reason to hurt me and make me feel guilt. I pull up the right legging on my Pajama's , even though it was very faint I could still see some of the bruises on my legs,and arms. I look at the clock 6:20 am, I should get up now. I always get up a little earlier than usual because I have to use makeup to conceal the bruises I recieve from my father,bullies at school, and, my own emotional distress.
I still remember the day of my grandpa's funeral,that was the day my father took the beautiful golden box away from me. I yearn so much to hold it again, to hold it to my heart. I wish I could find it, I wish grandpa was here, he would know were father could have hidden it. I also wish my mother was here,I cant even remember how she looked like. All I could remember is her sparkling lavernder eyes, and her long beautiful red, gold, and black hair. I entirely took after my mother.
I walk over to the bathroom and quickly brush my teeth and gell my hair, I walk back to my room and put on the usual Domino high boys uniform. There is a girl in my school, that I kind of had a crush on. Her name was Tea Gardner, but I never told her my feelings, I never even said hi to her, I was very scared. Maybe I could have been with her If I had told her my feelings, but she fell in love with Seto Kaiba, I cant say he's not handsome, but well, sometimes I think I'm too much of a coward.
I look at the time again, it's 6:40, school starts in 20 minutes, I better get going, I quickly apply some powder on my face and leave with my gigantic heavy book bag on my back.
* FIRST PERIOD SOCIAL STUDIES *
As I open my book bag and take out my books, I look around and feel very lonely, Tea was sitting on Seto's lap,
Joey wheeler was hovering over that dice guy, Bakura was making out on the floor with Ryou, and Marik was flirting with Malik sitting on the teachers desk.
I sigh, why cant I have someone speacial like that? I dont care what gender, I just want somebody to guard me , and love me. I dont care, even if he or she is just a friend, I want somebody to talk to,I want to be alive again.
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D.Y.L: Sorry if this is like really short, dont worry, I'll make more chappies!!
disclamor: I dont own it
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Yugi's POV
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If there really was a meaning to life, I missed it, because I certainly cant see it.I touch my tear stained face, I could feel the rough hard bits of blood left on my cheeks, I sigh, it doesent really matter anymore, nobody will ever love me, nobody cares! Why must god put so much depression on one person! First my mother dies! then my grandpa! then the dark side of my father is born and now... I'm dieing. I walk over to my mirror, and stare at my poor reflection, pale white skin, dark ebony scars, golden streaks and crimson spikes, dented with the signature of evil. I look down at my wrist, I laugh, I've tried several times to end my life with the amateur atempts of a knife on skin. I was a fool to think that I was brave enough to do that. I go back to my bed, and look at the clock, it's 1:30 am, I should get some sleep, I have to wake up in 5 hrs, why I still even care to go to school, I dont know. As I close my eyes, I wish I hadn't...
( * FLASH BACK * )
" Please father no! dont do it"
" shutup you piece of worthless shit" his father screamed out as he kicked Yugi hard in the stomach.
" It's all your fault that your mother died! she died because she hated you!
Yugi cluched his sides as his father slashed his arms with a dagger.
"Please father...." whispered Yugi" it's not true"
( * ANOTHER FLASH BACK * )
" Please David! dont hurt the child" cried out Yugi's mother to his father. ( I dont know there names so the Dad is David and the mom is Serena K? good!)
" Why are you on his side? he burned my hand while spilling the coffee!" David groweled.
" Please, he's just a child" David turned to Yugi and smaked him across the face. ( IT WASNT TOO HARD!)
You might be only 2 years old, but you are still no use to me !
( * Last Flash back * )
Yugi's POV
Why must he go too! why is my life so hard! I cry as I think about the memories I had with my grandpa. First my mother now my grandpa!
Tears were threatening to form a whole in my eyes, a whole ocean of sorrow flew out of me as the door opened and my father stood in front of me. I held a beautiful object in my arms,
it was a golden box with the symbol of RA on it, I clutched it as my father gave me a hard bone breaking blow...
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I wake up with a startel, and now I wish I hadnt closed my eyes, tears were forming and everything was blurry. I could still feel the harsh voice of my father, my mother failing to protect me, yes my father hated me from the day I was born, having my mother dead was just another reason to hurt me and make me feel guilt. I pull up the right legging on my Pajama's , even though it was very faint I could still see some of the bruises on my legs,and arms. I look at the clock 6:20 am, I should get up now. I always get up a little earlier than usual because I have to use makeup to conceal the bruises I recieve from my father,bullies at school, and, my own emotional distress.
I still remember the day of my grandpa's funeral,that was the day my father took the beautiful golden box away from me. I yearn so much to hold it again, to hold it to my heart. I wish I could find it, I wish grandpa was here, he would know were father could have hidden it. I also wish my mother was here,I cant even remember how she looked like. All I could remember is her sparkling lavernder eyes, and her long beautiful red, gold, and black hair. I entirely took after my mother.
I walk over to the bathroom and quickly brush my teeth and gell my hair, I walk back to my room and put on the usual Domino high boys uniform. There is a girl in my school, that I kind of had a crush on. Her name was Tea Gardner, but I never told her my feelings, I never even said hi to her, I was very scared. Maybe I could have been with her If I had told her my feelings, but she fell in love with Seto Kaiba, I cant say he's not handsome, but well, sometimes I think I'm too much of a coward.
I look at the time again, it's 6:40, school starts in 20 minutes, I better get going, I quickly apply some powder on my face and leave with my gigantic heavy book bag on my back.
* FIRST PERIOD SOCIAL STUDIES *
As I open my book bag and take out my books, I look around and feel very lonely, Tea was sitting on Seto's lap,
Joey wheeler was hovering over that dice guy, Bakura was making out on the floor with Ryou, and Marik was flirting with Malik sitting on the teachers desk.
I sigh, why cant I have someone speacial like that? I dont care what gender, I just want somebody to guard me , and love me. I dont care, even if he or she is just a friend, I want somebody to talk to,I want to be alive again.
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D.Y.L: Sorry if this is like really short, dont worry, I'll make more chappies!!
