tw: mentions of rape
MINA
Day 5
"Chaeyoung can be such an ass sometimes," Momo said as she fluffed my pillow. "You should be resting in the summer house drinking a Sex on the Beach and watching the Young and the Restless. But instead, she has us all on lockdown. Can you believe that? We're on house arrest!"
I said nothing.
Sighing, Momo fell onto the bed next to me. "I killed someone."
I said nothing.
"Right, that's probably not a big deal to you," she whispered. "But for me it's a huge deal. He came out of nowhere and I just reacted. Jihyo told me to always carry at least two knives on me at all times, so I did. I still do. And that day I just pulled them out . . . and killed. But you know the most fucked up part?"
Again, I said nothing.
"I didn't care," she said. "The prick came into my home and tried to hurt me. And when I threw the blade right into his jugular, blood went everywhere. But all I could think was, 'fuck this asshole better not have AIDS.' That's fucked up right? I'm a good person. I was a good person. Before, I would be freaking out, praying over him or something, and yet all I wanted to do was kick his ass because he might have just given me AIDS."
Nothing. I said nothing.
"Mina, please speak to us. It's been five days. At least say something. Anything," Momo begged me, but I couldn't.
Shifting onto my side, I tried to go back to sleep. I just wanted the darkness. I just wanted to sleep. It was the only time I felt anything.
"We love you, Mina." It was the last thing I heard before the darkness returned . . . thankfully.
CHAEYOUNG
"Where are Vance and Saige?" Jeongyeon yelled. The prisoner she was speaking to dangled from the ceiling in front of us as I cut into my steak.
"Go fuck yourselves," the fool choked out.
Jeongyeon looked to me, and I simply nodded while taking a bite of the bloody beef in front of me.
Taking the drill from Dahyun, Jeongyeon held the point to the man's collarbone.
"Last chance. Where are Vance and Saige?" Jeongyeon asked again.
Before the fool could get out his insult, Jeongyeon drilled, ripping through skin, muscle, tissue, and bone. He screamed like a pig on its way to the slaughterhouse . . . mostly because he was. Jeongyeon stopped only when we could see the drill head on the other end of the man's body, then she pulled it out and moved to the other shoulder.
"Where are Vance and Saige?" Jeongyeon shouted into his face. "I swear to God I will drill through your penis next if you don't start speaking."
The fool spit up all over himself as he gasped out for air. "They're in hiding."
"No fucking duh!" I snapped, wiping the corners of my mouth. "I want to know where they're hiding. I have people burning your crops, bombing your labs, and killing your brothers. There will be more blood. There will be retribution. It can end with your bosses, or it can end with your whole family. Choose carefully, there are many more of you, and we have a lot of drills."
Handing me a glass of brandy, Daniel walked past me and held up another drill to the man's belly button.
"Where are Vance and Saige?" Jeongyeon asked one last time.
All eyes in the room were on him. "I swear to God—"
"God doesn't come to this part of the house, so swear to me," I told him, leaning back in my chair.
"I swear . . ."
"Kill him." He was wasting words and didn't know anything.
Drowning out his screams, I closed my eyes and took in the hum of the drills. They, for some reason, relaxed me. But sadly, it ended all too soon.
Daniel checked his pulse, then turned to me splattered in the man's blood. "He's gone, boss."
I sighed. "When I said kill him, I meant do it slowly."
It just went to show if you wanted someone killed right, you had to do it yourself. Dahyun handed me a file, I looked through it quickly before rising.
"What number is he?"
"He's the seventh we've lost during questioning. Weak-ass bitches," Dahyun answered, opening the door for me.
Frowning, I nodded. "Find me more. I want them all dead. I want Vance, Saige, and all the damn Valero to know I'm coming for them."
As I left, they dragged the fool's body away. Jeongyeon's forte was not torture, and neither was Dahyun's really. That had always been left to my father and me. We were good at it, and in a sick, fucked up way, we enjoyed it. But after what happened, something changed within them both. Jeongyeon was fueled by the rage of knowing what could have become of her wife. Dahyun had lost Momo in a way. Gone was the shopaholic woman who never seemed to understand the world around her, and in her place was a murderer. She had gone through that and still didn't want to speak with her. She took her punches, and then unleashed it on whichever poor fuck came against us. But I understood. Walking through the construction site that was now my home, I knew what would await me when I opened the door to my room.
Momo looked at me shaking her head in sadness before leaving. Taking off my shirt, I threw it next to the clothes Jihyo had laid out for Mina. None of them seemed to have been touched since this morning.
Kneeling next to her, I brushed back her hair. "Have you eaten?"
She said nothing. She didn't even look at me. Five days of this and I feared it was just the beginning.
"Jihyo, I need food. Anything Mina would like, now." I snapped the phone shut before sitting on the floor in front of her.
At least she's breathing. That was the only comfort I had. Flipping through the file in my hand, I just started reading, I didn't want her to feel like I was cutting her out, or that I didn't need her. Because I did, I needed her badly.
"Dahyun and Tzuyu have been trying to get through the Valeros' firewalls. Their system isn't as strong as ours, so instead they created a freakin' hundred different firewalls. They can hack it, but it will take time. Right now they haven't had any luck. They are working through the eleventh firewall now." I waited to see if she would say anything but again, there was nothing.
"So far we've spoken to seven Valero members, and they have all said the same thing. Vance and his family have gone into hiding like some fecking caffler. The two bit arsewipe took his manky whores . . ." I paused for a moment and groaned. "I'm so pissed off I'm sounding like my grandfather on St. Patrick's Day."
MINA
She made me smile. I didn't know if she could see it, but she made me smile. I did wonder why she tensed just slightly when mentioning her grandfather.
"Anyway," she said without less of an accent. "They're in hiding. We have all their bank accounts being monitored. The moment we break through the firewalls, we will drain them dry. For now, if any of them withdraw even a penny, we'll know about it. We've already burned all their known crops on both hemispheres and bombed twenty-nine meth labs. If there are more, we will find them. They aren't getting away from us. They have no other choice but to die."
She stood up when Jihyo came in with a bowl of something. I couldn't really hear what they were saying, and I didn't care. I wanted to go back to sleep, but my body wouldn't let me.
"Love," she whispered above me, but I didn't reply.
Sighing, she lifted me up with ease and placed me on her lap, as if I were some chi . . . child.
"Love, eat. It's just soup," she said as she started rubbing her thumb against my bottom lip. "Mina, love, I'm begging you. Open your mouth, or I will force it open."
I listened and she looked disappointed, like she wanted me to fight her. But I was tired. All I wanted to do was go back to sleep. The only way I could do that was to listen and allow her to feed me, one spoonful at a time.
DAY 9
"It's morning, Mina," Nayeon said as she opened my curtains so wide the sun blinded me. I didn't want the sun. It was too happy. Too full of joy and life, it didn't know when not to shine. It should know that it was a dark day. It should know not to come my way. I wanted the moon. I wanted the night. I wanted the darkness.
But I was too tired to yell at her. Instead, I simply rolled away from the sun.
"You know I was jealous of you," Nayeon said, taking a seat on the edge of the bed. "I'm still kind of jealous. I'm always jealous. I don't try to be. It comes from having divorced parents I guess. You're always fighting for attention, and they're always giving it to you because they feel guilty. But with you it was a different type of jealously."
Go away Nayeon, I thought but didn't speak.
So she went on. "When I first heard that Chaeyoung was getting married, I was kind of hoping she, you, would be like Momo, the old Momo, willing to let me have the spotlight and come to me for advice. I think I wanted to be Evelyn in away. I wanted to be the heart of the family. But you weren't like Momo, or even Evelyn. You were a mafia boss. You, a female, ruled the mafia. When Jeongyeon first told me, I thought she was joking. It should have been impossible. No way would any man, true mafia gangster bow down to a woman, and yet there you were. And the men were bowing so low they were almost kissing your white shoes. Do you know that's a thing on Twitter?"
Please go away Nayeon, I thought to myself once again, and again I failed to say it out loud. So she went on . . . again.
"Hashtag, Mina Son," she whispered. "You're trending. You're always trending, and you don't even know it.
"Anytime we step out in public, you're on Fashion Police, or some other random magazine, being praised. But you don't care because you're a fucking Boss. So of course, I was jealous. The stunningly beautiful, always fashionable, deadly frightening Mina Son? How the fuck are any of us supposed to stand next to that?"
Why won't you go away?
"I shouldn't care right?" She sighed. "But I do care. You're everything I wanted to be and then some. The object of every man's desire, and yet never a person. I was born beautiful, and I don't mean that in a cocky, 'I love myself' sort of way. I was born beautiful, and guys always liked me for it. But there was one guy who liked it a little too much. I was a freshman in college. I was actually saving myself for the one, and I knew he wasn't it. So instead of paying attention in school to those stupid flyers and posters that all read 'No means No,' he . . ."
She sobbed, and I just wanted to sleep.
"He pulled me into his dorm room, and no one did anything because I was the pretty girl who most likely did get around. His friends were there and they all—" She stopped, staring at her tattoo, running her finger over it so many times I stopped counting. "When they finished, they laughed at the fact that I was the loosest virgin they had ever had. When I got home, I had never cried or scrubbed myself so hard. The next day I pulled out of all my classes and finished the rest of my college career from the safety of my bedroom."
I wasn't sure what she wanted from me, but I enjoyed the silence as she lost herself in her thoughts. Sadly, it was short-lived.
"I got this tattoo a month before I found Jeongyeon. A Dara knot, I wanted to be strong again and it made me feel that. I think that's why I found Jeongyeon, I wasn't broken anymore."
If you are in this family you are broken, don't kid yourself.
"She made me feel safe again, happy again. But there is still this part of me that I can't fix. I hate people. I hate men . . . all men outside of this family."
That is the very definition of broken!
"And I hate women in some ways, because I hate myself. So when I saw you walking as if you were on water, I hated you the most. Jeongyeon tried to knock some sense into me. She said you're the queen and I'm the princess. After that, I was able to handle it until Evelyn told me you were pregnant." She laughed bitterly.
You are insane Nayeon. Leave me alone.
"I wanted a child of my own. Jeongyeon and I tried over and over again, and here you, the woman dripping in blood and sin, were going to have a child. So I cursed God. I told Him that He was an egotistical, bigoted asshole. Where was the justice? All the shit I had gone through and I just wanted a child. You kill, you steal, you lie, and yet, He gave one to you. But here I am regretting it so badly, Mina," she whispered the last part.
"I never ever meant to hurt you, and I swear from this day forward I will always love you like I should have from the very beginning." If she knew me at all, she should have known I didn't want or ask for her love and that I knew it was bullshit. She wanted to make herself feel better not me.
I was tired of listening to her. So I just slept.
CHAEYOUNG
"What's your name dear?" my father asked the young crackhead before us as I drank my brandy.
"Whatever you want it to be." She winked, and I almost puked.
My father on the other hand just leered. "I think Julia Roberts is the only one who can do that line."
"Redheads your thing?" She pouted, which was also sickening, as she twirled her brown hair.
"My wife's my thing," he replied, taking a seat before her. "And your life should be your thing. You see, the only thing that is keeping you alive right now is the thought that you may know something. If you don't, well . . ."
He just stopped, and the whore began to shake. "I need something to get the edge off."
Rolling my eyes, I forced myself not to snap her neck.
"What's your poison?" Dongwoon said, walking over to the tray of drugs Sana laid out for him.
That got the girl to perk up like a bitch in heat. "Heroin and Cocaine."
"Somebody's a rock star," my father said. "But let's not get greedy. Pick one."
She pouted once again, and once again, I was torn between puking and ripping her lips off.
"Heroin," she said, and my father grabbed the injection before handing it to her.
"Do you need help?" he asked.
But the girl just shook her head untying her halter-top and using it as a tourniquet with no shame that her breasts were exposed to the world. Moaning out as though she was at the peak of a climax, she rode the wave of poison in her veins.
"Druggies man," Tzuyu whispered in disgust. This was a constant reminder why none of them were allowed to do any shit.
"Where's your boss, dear?" Dongwoon asked her softly.
"I don't know." She smiled, and I felt myself losing control. "They said they were going to Finland. No one ever checks Finland."
"Did they tell you this?" Dongwoon questioned looking back at me.
She shook her head like a child "Nope. Vance had just finished fucking me. He's an ass. He left me high and dry. I was almost begging. But nope, he was done and wanted me out. So I went in the shower and heard him talking to some redheaded bitch. Ha-ha, you both like redheads."
"Do you know anything else?" Dongwoon asked her. "This could save your life."
"I'm horny. Can I get a last fuck instead of a last meal?" She grinned reaching for my father's crotch.
I was tired of her. Nodding over to him, he held a gun to her skull. "This isn't jail. You don't even get a last prayer."
Her body slumped over the table with the fucking needle still in her arm. Dongwoon just looked at her in disgust—the mask of kind smiles was gone—the man who stood in front of me was the same man who made me who I was today. Shaking his head, he put another two in her before handing the gun over to Sana.
"Such a fucking idiot." He frowned, pulling out his electric cigarette. It was the only compromise my mother would allow him.
"So Finland then?" Dahyun asked me.
"No, not until we know for sure. I don't believe we have any men there but double-check and pull them out. I don't want them catching on. Besides I still need to talk it over with my wife," I replied as I opened the door.
"Is she speaking yet?" my father asked, but he knew the answer.
"No, no she isn't, but she will." I had to believe she would snap out of it.
"Don't give up hope, Chaeyoung."
Easier said than done.
MINA
Day 14
"I had a crush on you," Dahyun whispered from her spot at the foot of the bed. "Crush is such a stupid word. It was more like lust. I shouldn't be telling you about it, but I'm hoping you will get pissed and kick my ass. You know, like Bloody Mina would. I know Chaeyoung would skin me alive. No seriously, she actually had us skin one of the Valero. It's like she is going through a historical Roman torture manual and just picking shit. I wouldn't be shocked if we crucified someone next."
I need to put a "do not disturb" sign on the door.
"Yeah, so please don't tell her. Maybe one day when we are old and gray . . . no not even then. She would be senile and probably worse. She acts just like our grandfather sometimes, and our grandfather is an insane, perverted arse of the highest degree. He lives in Korea and prefers to stay there, which is good. He would understand why I lusted after you. It's hard not to. I think every man with a working dick does. But I'm the only one foolish or stupid enough to stay it out loud." She laughed because she was stupid.
Very stupid. No wonder Momo is pissed at her.
"It's gone now. Not that you're not attractive because you are, but I think . . . I know . . . I'm lusting after my wife a whole lot more. You had something to do with that. I don't know how you did it. Maybe it's just for the fact that you exist. But you did it. You took my lamb and made her a tiger. She isn't a lioness like you, but she is deadly in her own right. Plus, the new hair style gets sexier with each passing day," she said.
Closing my eyes, I went back to sleep, trying my best to drown her out.
CHAEYOUNG
Day 18
"I thought I said no one was to enter Finland?" I asked them as I drank straight from the bottle.
Daniel nodded. "You did, but she spotted one of our men in the airport before they had a chance to leave. They had no choice but to bring her along."
Sighing, I stared at the blonde woman known as Vance's favorite mistress, Hera Pompilio. There was nothing I could do about it now. She wasn't the big fish I wanted but I could use her as bait.
"May I?" Dahyun asked, stepping up to the mirror.
"Knock yourself out." Maybe she could use her gentlemanly shit on her.
When she walked in, her dead eyes stared right through her.
"Are you the one who killed my son?" she questioned softly.
Dahyun simply raised an eyebrow. "I've killed many sons, ma'am. You're going to have to be more specific."
"Amory Pompilio Valero. Age twenty-seven. Six feet, two inches tall. Blond hair, blue eyes, he—"
"No, I did not kill him," Dahyun said. "That honor was left to my cousin and two cars. I was under the impression Amory's mother died when he was young."
"That's what you get for being under everything." She smirked. "I was always made to be Vance's wife. No other woman could carry his child, not even his stupid wife. I told him he should kill her and marry me, but he told me he couldn't. That he made some deal, but I knew it was lie. He took Amory from me and gave him to her. She was so beyond herself with happiness. Every day taking care of my son, I hated her. The day Amory called her Mother, I rammed an ice pick through her heart. Vance was pissed so he broke four of my ribs and my jaw. But he loved me too much to kill me." She laughed so effortlessly, I wondered if Nancy could use a roommate in the asylum.
"Sad," Dahyun said, but I knew she didn't give a fuck. "Why were you in the airport in Finland?"
She didn't answer. Instead, she just checked her nails.
"Hera, what you tell me could be the difference between a painfully slow death, or a quick one. One where you could be with your son, again,"Dahyun told her.
"So my options are death or death? Fuck you and fuck my son. I wanted to get him out of this life before, and he told me he could handle it. Now he's . . ."
"Now he's in pieces somewhere in the Great Lakes."Dahyun smirked. "I'll take credit for putting him there."
"You are all so damn proud of yourselves. A bunch of murderers, liars, thieves, and cheats." She frowned. "Your women hate you, you know. They hate you, and they hate what you do. They don't want this life. They wanted the money and the fame, but they didn't want the drugs, blood, and the horror."
Dahyun grinned, looking evil. "You don't know my wife. If you did, you wouldn't be so quick to speak. And you sure as hell don't know the Boss. So sweetheart, tell me what I need to know and we can move on?"
She leaned in. "Fuck y—"
Rising from her seat, Dahyun walked around the table until she was right in front of her face. Hera did her best not to look like she was going to piss in her pants, but she failed.
"Do your worst. But believe me, Vance has done worse."
Dahyun grinned, holding a knife to the side of her face. "Everything he did was healable. After all, in the end, all you have is your looks. Imagine what Vance will think when he sees his favorite toy cut and sewn back together like Frankenstein. My stitches aren't that great with live patients."
"What could you possibly need to know, huh?" she yelled. "We went to Finland to hide. Amory fucked up. Vance spent months, if not years working on different ways to raid this fucking place. He had everything planned to a T, even the day. But Amory couldn't wait. He didn't want to listen, and because of that, he was killed. Is that what you want to hear? Or do you want to know that Vance is losing his mind? Amory was the last straw. Vance killed one of his brothers because he thought he had betrayed him. The other brother is in the wind. Everything is fucked. He's going to know you have me, and he's going to hide again."
Dahyun turned to me and smirked. It was almost sad how quickly she talked.
"You were in the airport. He'll just think you abandoned him." Dahyun ran the knife against her cheek.
"I would never leave him," she whispered. "He knows that. He knows that no matter how many times I say I'm leaving, I always come back."
"You're a fool. He doesn't love you, and because of that you will die alone," was all Dahyun said before she slit her throat, her body stilled for one moment before falling to the ground.
"Have every flight in and out of Finland monitored," I said before leaving. It was getting late, and I was going to miss my favorite moment of the evening.
I tried not to run, but this was the only spec of hope I would have all day. It was what got me through the day. Rushing into our bedroom, I smiled when I saw the bed was empty. I entered the bathroom, and smiled at the sight of my Mina bathing herself.
It was only four days ago she had found the will to bathe herself at all. It was a small step, but it was something. Taking a seat by the foot of the tub, I just watched her.
"Would you like me to do your back?" I whispered, and she froze like she hadn't realized I was in the room with her.
She looked up at me through her hair and handed me the loofah. It was another small step. She was on her road back. As she leaned on my free arm, I felt my heart leap. Slowly I rubbed her back, and smiled because I had hope; the dark nights were ending.
MINA
Day 23
"So I have a confession to make," Jeongyeon said pacing in front of me.
Great another one, I thought as I cut into my steak.
"Chaeyoung wanted me to take this to my grave, but you won't speak. We've tried everything so maybe you will be so pissed at her and me that you will snap out of it." She stopped and looked me dead in the eyes, but I just ate slowly.
"I shot Chaeyoung because she asked me to." She waited for me to react, but I couldn't muster the emotion.
She frowned. "Seriously? You tasered me, you stabbed Dahyun, and all you can do now is stare at me? This isn't you, Mina. In fact, this surpassed creepy after the first week. I get you're sad, but Chaeyoung is going through hell for you. She is not stopping until she kills them all. I know the ruthless woman we all love and fear is still inside there, so can you please come out here and kick my ass or at least shoot Chaeyoung again?"
I just ate. It was the only thing I could bring myself to do.
CHAEYOUNG
I made it to our bed just as Jeongyeon was walking out. She looked at me and frowned before leaving.
"We have to go to church, love," I said to her as I entered.
At least she's eating.
She didn't respond. She never responded, and it was starting to send me off the deep end. But I couldn't lose my temper.
"We've already missed three masses. A fourth one and people might think I killed you." I smiled.
Grabbing the remote, she flipped the television on and sure enough, she went to Sunday morning mass. It was kind of funny and cute. Shaking my head at her, I took off my shoes and jacket before jumping onto the bed. She handed me the bottle of wine, but still didn't speak. Kissing her hand, I took it and drank.
"Do you have bread?" I asked, and there it was, a small smirk. It made my heart leap for joy, it brought water to my eyes, and it was my own personal Sunday miracle.
She didn't say anything, but a smirk was enough to get me through the rest of the day.
MINA
DAY 25
"I don't know what to say to you," Dongwoon said.
I mentally groaned. How about nothing at all?
"So I will make this short."
Thank Jesus.
"Mina Sharon Myoui-Son, get your fucking ass out of bed. This has gone long enough," he snapped at me.
Raising an eyebrow at him, I flipped on the television as Evelyn laughed.
"I told you it wouldn't work."
"Had to try, but apparently my daughter doesn't like to listen to me," he said kissing my head, before leaving Evelyn and me alone.
She sat on the bedside me. "I understand. They don't get it. How it feels to have a child living within you one moment and then taken from you the next. I understand not being able to move, speak, or even breathe because of the hole burning inside your heart. No else gets it. But I do, so stay in bed as long as you need, Mina. Grieve, and when you're ready, you will get up again."
I watched her as she got up before turning to leave. She was the only one who understood. Wiping the water that poured from my eyes, I held on to myself.
Go to sleep, Mina. Just sleep. I would get up in the morning, but now I just needed to sleep.
CHAEYOUNG
"And just like that, the rat is back," I hissed at the man before me.
His nose was busted, eyes bruised, teeth were knocked out, and any exposed part of his skin was either burnt or cut. Patrick looked like he had been to hell and back.
"Boss," he said quickly, fighting against his chains. "I did this for you, to help you"
"You betrayed me to help me?" I said, slowly turning back to the rest of our men. So many of them wanted to watch this that we had to go outside.
"Boss, I swear, I never betrayed you. I've known you since college. We've been—"
"Get to the part where you stabbed me in the back," I said, pouring the gasoline over his head. "Remember the part where you left my wife bleeding-out on the ground as you escaped with the Russian slut."
"Boss—"
"Don't waste words. I can only hold this match for so long," I said, lifting the small flame in my grasp.
"Chaeyoung, I knew they were planning something. The only way to find out was to make them think I'd jumped ship. I had no idea what Saige had in store for your wife. I just knew the Valero had to come to an end. The information I've gathered can help you bring them down. They aren't in Finland anymore. They went to Tanzania. It was the only place they thought you couldn't reach. You have people in all of Europe, but not in Africa. I'm telling you, I wasn't betraying you." He cried out in panic.
Shaking my head, I let the flame drop but sadly it was already out.
"So you became a spy without my knowledge?" I laughed. "You're lying—"
"No—"
Punching him in his broken nose, I held his face. "Never interrupt me, or have you forgotten your manners while with the dogs?" I squeezed his face. "You're lying to me, Patrick. You should know better than that. You betrayed me before, and now that the walls are closing in on Vance, you're trying to save yourself. You're a rat through and through. I think my wife gave a good definition of that word before."
"Chaeyo—"
"Don't speak my name," I said, taking a step back. "I don't care why you betrayed me. The simple fact is that you did, and by definition, that means you are against me."
Striking the match, I didn't even hesitate as I threw it into the trail of gas. It took only a second before his whole body was up in flames. He screamed and flailed violently, while the men just cheered and sang into the night. Turning away, I just happened to look up to find my wife staring down at the burning man.
When our eyes finally met, I saw . . . I saw my lioness stirring.
MINA
DAY 26
Drinking, I waited for them to come aboard. If Jihyo had done her job, they should have known where I was.
"It's nice to see you, ma'am," Jinx said, giving me a brand new bottle of wine.
I nodded but did not speak. I didn't want my first words to be to him. A second later, Nelson opened the door to the jet, allowing Chaeyoung to come through, dressed for war. She looked me over quickly. Her eyes shined like diamonds in the sun and grin spread across her face. She looked like she was trying to contain herself.
"What the fuck are you looking at? We're heading to the jungle and plan on people hunting with guns not arrows," I said with no real edge in my voice at all.
"You could kill them with your shoes if you want, I'm happy you're here," she said sitting in front of me. She squeezed my hand. "Real happy."
"Speaking of killing, Jeongyeon told me something very interesting." I grinned as I sipped. Her eyes went wide before she turned to Jeongyeon, who froze like she had forgotten her confession. I missed my old self. I hated that bed and I didn't want to think about it. I needed to be me.
"I can explain—"
"Don't bother. I've thought about it, and I've partially forgiven you." I understood what she did, but that didn't mean I liked being manipulated.
"Partially?" Chaeyoung asked with a smile.
She couldn't stop smiling at me, and it was pissing me the fuck off. Yeah, I was talking. She needed to stop looking at me as if she wanted to fuck me over the table.
Part of me knew I was just being this way because I wasn't sure how to explain my feelings. I understood how she felt because I felt it to. I wasn't part of the living dead anymore.
"I'm Mina Sharon Myoui-Son, which means I have to seek vengeance, even with you, Chaeyoung."
"I look forward to it."
As Jinx took us into the sky, I stared at the sun through the clouds. Chaeyoung would enjoy my revenge, but not until I made Saige pay dearly. An eye for an eye, and life for life.
