Disclaimer: I don't own Ne-Yo's 'So Sick', Gilmore Girls, or Chad Michael Murray.
Gotta change ma answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cus you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice
Anymore

(It's ridiculous)
It's been months for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(Enough is enough)
No more walking 'round with ma head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

(Chorus)
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I had
That's marked July 15th
Cuz since there's no more you
There's no more anniversery
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memories
And now every song reminds me
Of what used to be

(Chorus)
That's the reason
I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

O-o-h (Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Stupid love song)
Hey,
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Then lettin go
Turning of the radio

(Chorus x3)
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
She were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(So why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Flashback

We were just sitting on my bed talking and watching a movie. Mom was gone at the inn, and we were just spending time together. We had already had sex and it still amazed me that he was still trying to make sure I was happy.

"Mary?"

"Hmm"

"You're happy right? I mean with everything you're happy right?"

"Yeah I'm happy. Why?"

"Just making sure."

"Okay." We went back to watching the movie. It was 'A Walk to Remember'. A few minutes later he asked me aother question.

"Hey Mary?"

"Hmm"

"You ever think about our future?"

"What do you mean?"

"Like when we get older, you think you'll ever want to marry me?"

"Well I don't know Tris, I mean right now I'm only with you because your the hottest thing." I laughed and got up to go to the fridge.

"What? No way you're not going anywhere." He grabbed my arm and pulled me back down to the bed. "I'm seroius Ror. You ever think about us?"

"Yeah I do. Why do you ask?"

"Just making sure. Ror, I love you. You know that right? And you know I want you to be it for me, right?"

"Are you sure Tris?"

"Yeah Mary. I only want you. And one day I want you to be the one carrying around the heir to the DuGrey fortune."

"What? You're serious?" He was being really serious. I mean we had always talked about the future, but we had never really talked about it with each other being involved because he was the player and I didn't want to think it wouldn't last.

"Yeah I am. I love you so much."

"I love you, too." We were finished with our talk and we headed to kitchen in search of food, not knowing that I was already in the process of carrying a DuGrey. Mom and I really needed to go shopping, we had no food.. We left to go to Luke's walking hand in hand.

End of Flashback.

I don't really know when I fell to sleep, but I did and I woke up the next morning not my alarm, but to my mom shaking me up.

"Mom what's wrong?"

"Oh nothing hun. I was just gonna make sure you're alright? Are you? I heard the wallowing music."

"Wallowing music?"

"Yeah. Come on Rory. ' So sick of love songs'. You were thinking about him, huh?"

"Oh um yeah, but I'll be alright. I've got to go to school." I couldn't afford to think about being pregnant, not after what had happened. I wasn'tready to handle it yet. I went to get ready and I was at school within the next hour.


Okay so here is the next chapter. Read and Review. Tell me what you think, critizism is good. Hope you liked it.

Lo!