A/N: Thanks for the reviews! I guess I'll make it a story…I can't promise anything great though.
Sean walked away from the church and got into his car. He couldn't believe he didn't stop her. He had it all planned. But what went wrong? It all seemed a blur. All he could remember was seeing Emma being happy, and that's all he ever wanted. A part of him hated himself for not doing anything. He wanted to be the one walking down the aisle with her. He did! He wanted to punch that guy. He thought he understood Emma more then any other person in the world. That guy knew nothing about her. But there was nothing he could do now cause she was gone. He pulled out of the church lot and went home.
As the limo made it's way to the new couples get-a-way, Emma looked out the window hardly saying a word. "What's wrong with me? How could I even think of leaving Sean for my husband? Sean only came cause I invited him and we're…friends. Nothing more. I can't believe myself. I'm married. I love my husband." Emma thought.
"Emma? Emma, are you okay? You've been kind of quite." Her husband asked.
The sound of his voice made all of her thoughts of Sean go away. She looked up and said. "Yeah Peter, I'm fine. I'm just um happy I guess." Putting on a fake smile. But Peter knew her well enough to know she was lying.
"Emma come on. You can tell me anything. You know that." Peter said
Emma thought of the one thing he would believe. "I'm just nervous, I guess."
The truth was Emma wasn't nervous at all. She was referring to having sex with Peter. She had never did it before with him. Every time they were having a "moment" Emma would always say no. But what Peter didn't know was that Emma had had sex with Sean. It felt like years ago. But it was one of the best nights of her life. She never regretted it.
"Emma, everything will be fine." Peter tried to tell her. Emma smiled and looked back at the window.
He didn't know her at all. He thought he knew when she was lying, but he didn't. She was living a lie. The only person, who did know her, was the person who she left behind. And that person was Sean Cameron. Sean just didn't know yet.
Sean walked into his empty house and got a beer out of the fridge. The beer reminded him of that night he got drunk on the way back from Wasaga Beach.
:Flashback:
He told his parents he wanted to go back to Degrassi, but they thought he would be better off staying with them for a little while. He had to go though. When he came back for the frist time, he ran into Jay. It reminded him of all of the good times he had, had with him. But he also remembered the bad. And that scared him. He didn't want to be that old guy he used to be. He left so fast he didn't even run into Emma, like he planned to. He left for Degrassi the next day, against his parent's wishes. He just had to see her. The thought of seeing her again made him nervous. When he was nervous…he drank. Yeah he knew it was stupid. But he needed it right now. He was speeding the car up just thinking about her. But just as he entered Degrassi community, a siren went off and red lights were flashing. He hit his steering wheel and pulled over. He spent the night in jail. But he had one phone call. And he made it a good one. He called Emma. The sound of her voice made his mouth drop, cause it wasn't her voice. Or Mr. Simpson's. Or Mrs. Simpson's. It was no one he knew. It was a guy's voice.
"Uhh hello?" the guy said. Then there was a faint sound of a girls voice "Peter. Who is it? Give me the phone." She said.
It was Emma's
"Hello? Who is this?" She said.
"Umm Emma? It's Sean. I know I haven't talk to you a lot since I left. Okay I haven't talked to you at all. But um I was wondering if you could um bail me out of jail?"
He hit his head with his hand. He felt so stupid. The first time he talks to Emma in over a year and he asks if she'll bail him out of jail. And she was with someone. But after they were done talking, Emma was there in less then 5 minutes. She paid the bail and her and Sean got in her car and drove to the impound lot to get his car.
"Thanks for bailing me out…I um pay you back later" he said
"What are you doing here?" she asks
He looked at her. He couldn't say he came to see her, she was with someone. So instead of answering he asked another question back.
"Who's Peter?"
She rolled her eyes. "Come on Sean don't start this."
"Start what? I'm just asking a question." He said
She sighed "He's just so happens to be my boyfriend. Okay so like I asked before. Why are you back?"
"I just felt like a visit." He lied
Emma stopped the car when they got to the lot. But they both stayed in the car.
"Sean don't lie to me. I just drove down here at 2 in the morning, and bailed my EX boyfriend out of jail! Who, by the way hasn't spoken to me for a year!"
"I'm here cause I wanted to see you! Okay! I missed you!" he yelled. When she didn't say anything he sighed and got out of the car. The rain was pouring hard but he didn't care. Neither did she, she got out as well.
"Sean!" She said going after him. He stopped and turned around. She ran up to him and kissed him in the rain. It was the best kiss they had ever had. There was so much passion in the kiss. They both wanted the moment to last forever.
:End of flashback:
Sean looked at his alarm clock. It was midnight and the thoughts of Emma couldn't leave his head. He wanted nothing more then to go back in time and to be in that moment forever. Sean knew he couldn't go on like this. He couldn't go on loving her, with her not loving him back.
