AN/ Iamjg---Thanks for the telling me my spelling mistakes. That's what I get for writing all my stories at 2 in the morning. Lol. I fixed all of them; if I have any more just tell me. I don't want to look like a complete idiot.

Emma's cell phone rang later that day. The tune danced though the room and out to the deck where Peter was setting. He went up to the in table where the phone sat. Emma must have forgot it when she went in to town. Peter thought.

"Hello?" Peter said

Sean about threw the phone out the window when he heard the sound of his voice. He should have hung up, but he needed to talk to Emma.

"Is…Emma there?" Sean asked.

"Who is this? Emma's out for the moment." Peter replied.

"It's…Sean, when will she be back?"

Peter couldn't believe it. What could Sean Cameron possibly want with Emma? Sean always did look like he wanted to kill Peter every time he saw him and Emma together. But why? They had broken up years ago. As far as he knew Emma and him weren't friends anymore.

"Look, Sean. We're on our honeymoon. Whatever it is, can it wait?" Peter asked getting annoyed.

Sean was half tempted to say no, but instead he said, "Just tell her I called." And he hung up.

Peter sat back down outside. Did Sean still have a thing for Emma? Peter shook his head.

Peter and Emma entered Degrassi holding hands. Their picture perfect relationships made people wish it were there's. Peter loved it. All he ever wanted was the perfect relationship with the perfect girl. Emma was his perfect girl. Emma smiled at him as he squeezed her hand twice. She was fine, them she suddenly froze up and her smile faded. Peter looked down the hall only to see Jay Hogart walking with none other then Sean Cameron. They continued to walk down the hall. But as they passed each other Sean slightly looked at Emma. That moment felt to go in slow motion. Emma thought Peter didn't see her look at him, but he did. He knew she looked at him, but he didn't do or say anything. Sean walked by and Emma went back to watching where she was going. Peter felt the gaze of Sean's eyes on Emma all the way down the hall. But he didn't do anything. He never did.

Peter got Emma's cell phone and deleted Sean's call.

Emma drove down the highway taking her time. She had been out most of the day. Thinking, enjoying her own company, and taking a small walk in the park. She didn't get that much sleep last night. And the thought of going back to the beach house made her shake. She felt so bad for Peter. But she couldn't help whom she loved. And she loved Peter. But she wasn't in love with him. If that made any since what so ever. Emma remembered when Sean came back from Wasaga Beach. After that great kiss…

Emma pulled away from Sean. What was she thinking! She was kissing Sean. She only had been with him for like 5 minutes and she was already in a lip lock. Was she crazy? She walked back to the car clearly embarrassed as all get out. Sean followed, forgetting about his car. Emma couldn't even look at him. She put the keys in the car but didn't start it.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to…do that." Emma finally said

Sean more than anything wanted to tell her he loved her. And that he wanted her to kiss him forever. He looked at her. She was looking like she wanted to get far far away from him as possible. He couldn't find the words to say everything. He quickly changed the subject to ease the tension.

"I guess this is a bad time to ask for a place to crash?" he asked with a smile on his face.

Emma smiled back. And drove them back to her house.

The car ride was silent. But it wasn't awkward that much. Emma was to worried about what Sean was going to say or even do, when he found out about what she had been up to. She thought she was better off keeping her mouth shut. Emma wondered what Sean was thinking. He was probably was thinking "Great! I came back for a crazy person!". Emma prayed he wasn't thinking that. Then she remembered what he said. "I came back for you!" She was so happy, but suddenly the car ride became awkward for her.

They entered Emma's room to see a total mess. Not like Sean remembered at all. Their used to be environment posters spilled all over her walls, now the walls were bare. Her desk used to be perfectly organized with papers stacked neatly. Now her desk wasn't used for homework and projects, it was her second dresser. Cloths were everywhere on it.

"Nice room." He said sarcastically

"Manny had lived here for a while. She was the slob. But we had some… differences. So she moved back in with her parents." Emma said

Sean sat down on her fold out couch by the stairs. Or he tried. He felt something sharp under him. He reached down to get it, and lifted it up to his face. He couldn't believe his eyes. It was an empty beer can.

He gave Emma an annoyed look.

"What! Its just beer. I think I just got you out of jail for having a few of those." Emma said in defense.

"She had a point." Sean thought. But Emma was better then this. He couldn't help but stair at her.

"What?" Emma asked.

Sean smiled he forgot he was looking at her. He was deep in thought.

"You've…changed a lot." Sean said

Emma couldn't help but wonder if he thought any less of her now that she wasn't a perfect person. She didn't want him to think that. She wanted him to love her. And if he realized she had changed…would he change his mind about her. That was the one thing Emma couldn't handle right now…. another person to give up on her.

"People change all the time Sean. You've been gone for a while. So much has happened since you left." Emma said, closing up on him.

Sean looked at the floor. One thing hasn't changed. Emma was still always right about everything.

"So fill me in." Sean said. But really he meant, "What did you do?" He knew something was wrong. It scared him.

"I don't know where to start." Emma said getting up off her bed and walking to her night stand to clean up some beer cans.

"Well. Start with you." He said

"I was starting with me. I didn't know what to say first." Emma said

That can't be good. Sean thought

"Okay well my dad cheated on my mom with the principal-

Sean looked shocked. "With RADITCH!"

Emma laughed "No. Mr. Raditch was fired. Ms. Hatzilakos is our principal now.

That scared Sean for a moment. But at least Emma was laughing.

"Oh…go on." Sean said

"Then my mom kicked him out. Then took him back when he got his cancer back. And this is were the bad stuff starts. Promise me you would get mad." Emma said

'She hadn't got gotten to the bad part!' Sean couldn't believe it. She had gone through so much. And that wasn't the worst part! The only father she only new cheated on her mom and he was kicked out. And now his cancer's back. She was so messed up the first time he got it. Now it's back and Emma didn't have a sign of sadness in her eyes. She just stared blankly at the wall in front of her. 'Why was she acting like this?'

"Emma I promise, just tell me what happened." Sean pleaded

Emma sighed. "After you left, I was so sick of everyone acting like I was a piece of glass, like they had to be so careful with me. What they said to me, what they did. Everything! People stared at me wherever I went! 'Oh look there's the girl who almost got shot'…I was so sick of it. So I needed something to make me forget all about it."

"Emma, I know how you felt. Just tell me what happened." Sean said calmly. He tried to not get his temper up. He knew this was hard for her. But if something really bad happened to her…he want to know then and there.

"Sean- I had oral sex with Jay…twice." Emma blurted out. She had to say it. He wanted to know so she told him. And he did promise that he wouldn't get mad.

Sean rolled his eyes. He couldn't get mad and he couldn't look hurt.

"Emma I can't believe you did that-" Sean yelled

But Emma went on before he could say anything else about how he was disappointed in her.

"And I had an eating disorder, me and Manny aren't friends anymore, and I got an STD from Jay." Emma finished out of breath. And she broke…she started to cry.

Sean didn't know what to say. But he knew what to do. He took her in his arms, and let her cry. Probably for the first time since after the shooting.

Sean felt so bad for leaving her. She needed him. She always did. Even when he thought he needed more help then she did. He always thought he needed someone who needed him to be their all the time. And when him and Emma were going out in grade 9, he needed her not the other way around. He thought Emma was one of the strongest people he knew. That's why he went out with Ellie. She needed him. And now Emma needed him more then anything in the world. He couldn't believe he was so blind.

Emma entered the beach house. Peter greeted her at the door and kissed her on the cheek. She smiled.

"Sorry I got back so late I lost track of the time. And I would of called, but I left my cell phone here." Emma said

Peter held up the phone and smiled. "I noticed."

Emma put down her purse and went into the bedroom to change. "Did I have any calls?" Emma yelled from the bedroom.

"Nope. No calls today." Peter said going into the bedroom.

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