Here's the update.

Its short and cruel, so ha!

I'm working on the next don't worry!


Kara lay silently on the silk sheets of her bed. The other day Ren decide to help her fix up her room, so everything seemed new. She lay there unable to sleep, but in deep though, as if she was meditating.

She was thinking about things that she didn't understand. For example, why was Ren being so nice? Was it pity for what happen? Why did he help her anyway? Because they were friends or…?

She shook her thoughts away and she looked around the room. She thought someone was in there. She rolled over and tried to ignore her senses. Kara sighed again she couldn't ignore it… when it was staring her down.

"What… do you want? Kai?"

"Can't-"

"No…"

"Fine, I only wanted to talk..."

"…"

Kai walked over and sat on Kara's bed, making herself comfortable. She rubbed the sheets with her hands and smirked. She crossed her legs over.

"I see he's babying you."

"He is… not…"

"What do you think he loves you enough to give you this?"

"…"

" Oh… You do."

Kai shook her head and sighed. She looked at the ground

" Little sister, you need to know this, He's not doing this for you."

" How do you know?" Kara retorted.

"I've been though more then you'll ever know… Trust me…"

" How can I trust you?"

" …Its sad how naive you are…"

" Huh?"

"It seems you don't learn from your mistakes…Listen, he's buying your love Kara… tricking you into bed… Who would ever love you? Remember…him…?"

"NO! Your Lying!" Kara covered her head in frustration.

"Why do you think ANYONE would love you? You're a murderer…"

" NO! I had to! I…" she began to cry softly. " Stop… please!"

" He didn't love you, so why would Ren?" Kai smirked, "You're an naive, idiotic murderer…"

" NO!"

" Except the truth Kara… Your better off dead…"

Kara's eyes widened, letting Kai's cruel words take over her mind. She was right… She was a murderer… Ren couldn't love her… and she didn't deserve his love anyway. Kara sobbed into her sheets. She didn't want to believe her, but she was right…

" I'm… better off… dead…"

Ren poked his head though Kara's apartment door, lucky him she gave him a key. He was knocking for about 5 minutes and still no reply. He was a little worried, but though maybe she was still sleeping.

" Kara?" Ren spoke out, looking around for any slight of Kara.

Nothing…

He started to panic a little but tried to calm himself, wanting to believe she was sleep. He walked toward her bedroom. He took a deep breath and put his hand on the knob. 'She's just a hard sleeper…' Ren though to himself, as he opened the door.

He gasped at the slight. Kara sat on the floor holding a razor and staring at her bleeding wrist. She was crying…

" Kara?"

Kara jerked her head up looking at Ren in a bit of panic. She sniffed biting her lip, looking a shamed of what she did. She jumped up and threw herself at Ren. He stared at her a bit unbelievably, but hugged her softly.

" Kara…why?"

Kara was silent, she just sobbed into his arms.

" You need to go clean that… Go take a shower," Ren sighed, "I'll make you breakfast"

" No!"

" Wha?"

" Don't…leave me." She whimpered helplessly.

Ren's face softened as he stared at her helpless figure. "Ok..."

Kara sit in the hot bath water staring at the wall emotionlessly. It seemed as if her eyes were lifeless. Like someone broke her spirit. Ren was washing her fragile body. He was blushing because he never touched Kara or bathed someone before, but he was willing to help Kara in any way.

" What's the matter…?" Ren sighed.

"…"

It was no use, she was out of it and she wouldn't talk about anything. She was being pretty silent, besides from little words like: murderer… or death. She was being very weird.

Ren was now trying to clean her home up a bit. He tried to feed her but it wasn't working. She wouldn't eat, talk, or move much. Ren was confused, she promised she'd stop cutting and that she was happy but now… She went back to her normal self.

It is has if someone just ripped her soul away from her body.


There you have it, I think I made it to quick.

Sorry...

Maybe if I got more Reviews...

Anywho

Ren: Review...now.