Love The Way You Lie
Author's Note: So I just want to let all of you know for the next couple of weeks updates are going to be a little bit weird. My days off are spread out by one day every five days. Which I absolutely despise but it's fine for now, we have event days coming up. I'm going to try and work on everything for a couple of hours each morning when I get off work. I'm also adding my writing of my Chicago PD fic into my schedule but it shouldn't effect any of my BNHA stories. Also both me and my mini me have been sick this week so I've been up all night with her on my days off. I've said before (I think) that it is really hard to write when she's awake. She actually deleted a completed chapter for Never Be The Same once. I was so mad. That's when I stopped writing when she's awake.
Additional Notes: So we are going to have one scene that takes place immdiately following the conclusion of the last chapter than we skip a few weeks! Like promised, we are seeing more of Hizashi and into his mind!
Chapter Eight: Just Hold On (by Louis Tomlinson)
Chapter Summary: After Aizawa is almost kidnapped, Aizawa and Hitoshi are reunited. Weeks later, Aizawa's pregnancy is discovered by Class 1-A after finally annuling his marriage to Hizashi and breaking their bond. Meanwhile, Hizashi talks with his grandmother and starts have doubts about what he truly wants. A new character is introduced.
Shouta could hear his heartbeat in his ears as the U.A. barrier came into view. Through the corner of his eye, he could see Tsukauchi typing away on his phone. He knew it most likely would be a message to Yagi. His heart stopped for a moment. Hitoshi had to be freaking out at the moment. The thought hadn't even crossed his mind when he had ventured off campus. Well, it wasn't like he was house arrest and was required to stay on campus. They technically only advised him too.
It was only a few moments before they were back within the safety of the barrier. Tsukauchi had been granted a permenant special pass during the duration of the case against Present Mic so he was able to come through the gates. Something else had been bugging him since their talk at the police station. He didn't know who attempted to kidnap him but Tsukauchi knew he was going to the police station. He knew it was most likely Hizashi since Dabi said he had followed him than had seen Shouta running towards the warehouse. He hadn't seen the actual incident though. "Detective," he paused as the Alpha looked over to him. "Did Hizashi try to kidnap me?"
He wasn't able to get his answer before he heard Hitoshi yelling out, "Dad!" Shouta turned on his heel as his gaze landed on his son and All Might. Hitoshi was running towards him and within seconds arms were wrapped around his body. "I'm so glad you're okay."
Shouta fought to keep the tears coming to his eyes as he cradled his son's head in his hand's. "I'm so sorry, Hitoshi."
Hitoshi sobbed quietly against his father's chest as he attempted to bury himself further into Shouta's chest. "Please, don't do this again..."
Shouta merely quietly shushed his son as he swayed his body. "I won't baby. Not at all."
Tsukauchi watched on as he moved next to All Might. Which also had Shouta looking up to him as well. "I watched over the video feed and it had been Present Mic who attempted to kidnap Eraserhead. With the statement from Dabi, I'm thinking that Mic used his bond to track him down. The faster that Aizawa breaks his bond would be for the better."
All Might nodded, knowing that Shouta had heard every word. "Thank you, Tsukauchi."
"I need to add this into the report. I'll see you guys later." The Alpha didn't say anything else as he excused himself as walked away from them just leaving Shouta, All Might, and Hitoshi.
Shouta wasn't sure what he was going to do. He knew that he needed to file for his annulment and break his bond. At the same time, the rest of him didn't want too. He was still in love with Hizashi. As much as he wished he wasn't.
Even if he hated him, he still loved him.
School was out for the day and Shouta found himself standing in front of the court house with Yagi standing behind him along with Hitoshi. Hitoshi was brought alone to fulfill his request for a name change. Hideo had been true to his word and had spoken to Hitoshi about changing his family name to Shinsou. Hitoshi agreed.
Shouta could feel the distress and nerves coming off of himself in waves. Yagi had reached out and placed his hand on the small of Shouta's back, beckoning him forward. Taking a deep breath, the father and son duo made their way in.
He had fought with his inner Omega for days. His Omega still called for Hizashi but his mind was made up. He needed to get this done and over with. He could not be associated with Hizashi anymore. The part of his life was over now. He had to heal himself and move on. Hizashi wasn't coming back, and even if he decided to. It would never be the same.
He was a villain in the eyes of the law. He had given up the location of the training camp to the villains and apparently had knowledge of exactly who the League had been after. His actions were unexcusable in Shouta's eyes.
Shouta sighed as he placed his hand on Hitoshi's shoulder, moving through the halls until they had found the rooms they were looking for. Thankfully, the two departments were on the same floor. He turned to look at his purple haired son and smiled softly. "I'll only be a moment."
Hitoshi didn't say anything as Shouta turned back to the door and went inside. Shouta walked up to the desk to see the same woman that had given him the paperwork. She looked up and smiled at him. "Hello, Mr. Aizawa."
He nodded in reply and handed her the file in his hand. "This is all the paperwork that needed signed." She gave a small thanks as she took the file and looked through its contents. She nodded to him once she made sure everything was in order.
"I will get this to a judge immediately to sign off on. By the end of the day, your marriage will be annuled and invalid. As if you never married your spouse to begin with." She explained, placing the file down. "You can take the bond severation pill now. I must witness it to have it on file."
Shouta took in a deep breath. Pulling the box that contained the future of his bond out of his pocket. The woman got up from her desk and went over to a nearby water cooler and pulled out a small bottle to hand to him. He gave a quiet thank you as he opened the package and the small purple pill fell into his palm.
Now or never. He thought. He popped the pill into his mouth and threw his head back with a drink of water. The pill washing down his throat before disappearing. "You should feel your bond be completely severed within twenty four hours. If it doens't fully break, please see your doctor for a follow up."
Shouta nodded and turned on his heel and walked out. Not being able to be in that room any longer. Hitoshi was still standing where he had been when Shouta had walked into the room. His face covered in boredom. "Okay, problem child. Let's get you taken care of."
"Okay, parental unit." Hitoshi retorted.
Shouta rolled his eyes as they made it to the Department of Name Change. Thankfully in cases like his own, they only needed Shouta's signature to do Hitoshi's name change. There was a man sitting behind the desk alongside a woman. The man looked up and smiled at them.
"How may I help you?" He questioned.
Shouta pulled out another file from his bag and handed it over to the man. "We would like to change my son's family name." The man nodded and took the file from Shouta, looking over the information and starting typing into his computer.
"I see here that you want to change it from Yamada to Shinsou. Is that correct?" The man looked up long enough to see Shouta nod. "And you are Shouta Aizawa?" One again a nod and Shouta handed over his ID. "I see here your name on file is Shouta Aizawa-Yamada. Are we changing that as well?"
Shouta's breath caught for a moment. He was so used to his class calling him Aizawa that he constantly forgot his legal name wasn't the same. Hitoshi peered up at him and nodged his shoulder. Looking down into his son's concerned eyes, he looked back to the man and nodded.
"Will it be back to your birth name or Shinsou as well?" The man asked once more.
"Um... back to my birth name." Shouta whispered.
The man didn't say another word as he put the information into the system and the printer behind him started to print off some documents. "I see here that you just filed for annulment from Hizashi Yamada under confidental reasons. So once it's in the system your name change request will be fulfilled and all approriate documents will be sent to your home. Young Hitoshi here, his will automatically go through since you just filed against your former spouse. His documents will arrive along with yours." He explained. "I got you all set." The man smiled up at them from his chair before getting up and grabbing the papers from the printer. "This is confirmation of the change, these can be used for anything you need such as your job or school."
"Thank you, sir." Hitoshi stated, bowing slightly. Shouta gave his thanks as well before following Hitoshi out of the room. Hitoshi let out a loud exhale as he looked over to his father. "That was a lot easier than I thought it would of been."
Shouta shrugged. "Probably helped that I'm a pro hero and I was married to a traitor." He mumbled. Hitoshi didn't say anything as he wrapped his arm around Shouta's middle while Shouta threw his arm over his son's shoulder. "That doesn't matter now. You are Hitoshi Shinsou. Yamada's name can't follow you anymore."
Hitoshi whispered, "I know." in reply. He stopped walking for a moment, Shouta stopping to look down at him. "Are you okay, dad?"
Shouta just gave him a soft smile. "I will be." This chapter of his life was now closed. He just had to move on.
Shigaraki's words cut deep into Hizashi's mind. He wanted nothing more than to be with Shouta and Hitoshi. They were his world. Except, that world was built completely on lies. He was never meant to be a pro hero. He was suppose to take Shouta and Hitoshi with him during their third year at U.A. However, he went to Sensei with the idea of continuing with his mission to get intel on the pro heroes.
It had been an excuse orginially to stay within his dream. His dream life with his mate and pup. He had been lying to himself. He had lied to the people he loved. His upbringing conterdicted what he actually wanted in his life. He wanted to be with his mate and pup. Shouta would never turn to villainy to be with him. Shouta despised villains. All Shouta ever wanted to be was a hero.
After the birth of Hitoshi, Shouta had been so down on himself. He lost all his confidence in himself and his abilities to be a hero. Shouta had felt so powerless and Hizashi was powerless to help him. Hizashi had never felt so powerless in his life.
It was their second year at U.A. and their friend, Shirakumo Oboro had been the light that they both needed. Shirakumo had gotten to Shouta when Hizashi couldn't. The blonde Alpha couldn't have been more grateful. He wanted to come clean than and there. If he had though, than Shouta would of fallen back into the hole of despair.
Than the tragedy happened, Shirakumo had died in a fight with a villain. That time, Hizashi was able to pull him out. Shirakumo's death had lead to the vow that Hizashi would never hurt Shouta. He had broken that vow the night of his public betrayal.
In other words, Hizashi was torn.
He had hurt and lost both his mate and his pup in less than five minutes. It was all his fault. He had broken them in an instant. It was his fault that Bakugou had been kidnapped and had to be fight All for One and lose the remaining embers of his power. It was his fault that Sensei was imprisoned. His actions had lead to a butterfly effect.
The night he had almost captured his mate, he had smelt it. Shouta's scent had changed from the last time he had seen him. It was sweeter. If anything, Shouta's scent should of dulled almost as if it was disappearing. What exactly was going on that Shouta's scent was sweeter? It was intoxicating. He wanted more of it.
"Hizashi?" The blonde Alpha jumped at the sudden voice. A smile came to his face from looking at the owner of the voice.
"Grandmother!" Hizashi exclaimed, bowing quickly at the sudden appearance of Kaede Shigaraki.
Kaede did not look her age at all. The Omega woman was sixty two and didn't look a day over thirty. Her flowing blonde hair fell almost to her waist and her emerald green eyes shined brightly against the lights in the room. She only stood to Hizashi's shoulder and had a lean build. She was a beautiful woman. She was so kind and generous. The complete opposite of a villain.
His father blamed Hizashi's compassionate heart on Kaede constantly. Kaede didn't want to be involved in villainy either. Her husband, Hizashi's paternal grandfather, Hanabusa had died five years ago during the fight between All for One and All Might. The rumble had crushed him. Kaede blamed both her father and All Might for his death.
"How are you, my grandson?" She questioned as she took a seat at the dining room table that was in Hizashi's hideout apartment. Hizashi just sighed. She already knew the answer. Kaede had this sixth sense of being able to read right through anybody. It wasn't even her quirk. Well, it could be one of her many quirks. She had seven that Hizashi knew of. Her father was All for One. The offer had been extended to Hizashi as well but he had turned it down. He didn't want Shouta to get suspicious of him.
Hizashi walked over to the kitchen sink and turned on the tap. Filling up the kettle that he had sitting next to it before placing it on the stove and turning on the heat. "Grandmother, have you ever just had this feeling that you wanted to run away from your life and just start over?"
Kaede's gaze was practically burning a hole into his back. "This is about that beautiful omega of yours and your pup, isn't it?"
Hizashi sucked in a shaky breath. "They aren't mine anymore."
"What makes you say that?" The Omega woman questioned, crossing her leg over her other one and leaning back into the chair.
Hizashi turned to look at her, his eyes giving almost any answer she would need. "I can feel our bond breaking. Grandmother, he broke our bond." Tears pooled in the crimson red eyes as he looked to the floor. Kaede softly smiled as she got up from the chair and placed her small hands on her grandson's shoulders.
"You can't really blame him for that, sweetheart." She whispered, releasing calming pheromones. Hizashi slowly felt the tension and stress leaving his body. "If I was in his shoes, I would honestly do the same thing."
Hizashi couldn't fight the tears anymore. "I love him and my pup more than anything in this world. I don't want this. I should of stopped this a long time ago." He paused as he forced his lungs to take in another breath. "I should of told him. Maybe, he would of understood. Maybe, I wouldn't have hurt him."
Kaede quietly shushed him, running her thumb over the tear tracks on Hizashi's face. "Sweetheart, nothing you could have done would of changed this. I know you love Shouta and that you love Hitoshi but they will never want to be with you if you force them. So please just back off of him a little bit. Let him get comfortable. Let him feel safe. Right now you are a threat to him. If he loves you as much as you love him, you two will find your way back to each other."
Hizashi nodded. "I don't think you fully understand what I mean, Grandmother... I don't want to be a villain. I want to be the pro hero Present Mic. I want to be the husband to Shouta that I always want to be. I want to be the father that Hitoshi deserves."
Kaede smiled once more. "I know, Hizashi. Remember, you are playing with fire. You need to tread lightly. However, the key to your success has been under your nose this entire time." Hizashi's head snapped up to look his grandmother in the eye.
"What?"
Kaede's eyes shined with an unreadable look. "That Omega with the fire quirk in the league also wants the same thing you do... Dabi. That poor thing that Tomura has warming his bed right now. Who is brutalized every single night..." Hizashi felt himself breaking inside. He had never suspected it. "I know who that boy is. I was the one who had worked in the hospital when he was there when he was fifteen."
"Grandmother, what happened to him?" Hizashi questioned, his mouth going dry. Part of him didn't want to know.
"Those scars were from overusage of his quirk. His father is a pro hero. The current interium Number One hero, Endeavor." Kaede stated. Hizashi's eyes widened. Endeavor had three sons and only one of them was currently proclaimed missing with the suspicion of death.
"He's Touya Todoroki?" Kaede nodded.
"I helped him escape the hospital. I provided him with a mask and nurses scrubs once he was well enough to leave. Hanabusa and I continued watching over him while he was on the streets. Intervening when we needed to." She stopped for a moment and pulled away from her grandson. "He is currently leaking information about you to Shouta and the police. He wants to protect his younger brother, the cute little Omega from Class 1-A. Shoto Todoroki. He has means to help you and them."
Hizashi scoffed. "He won't help me. I was the one who sent them to the training camp. Todoroki was there. He watched his friend be kidnapped. His boyfriend injuried to the point that he almost had to give up his dream. Dabi wouldn't ever help me."
The blonde Alpha jumped as he felt a hand connect with the side of his head. "You are so ignorant sometimes. Did you forget your grandfather was a cop before he married me. They had worked with villains and pardoned them if they assisted in the capture of other villains. If you two work together you both could be pardoned of any crimes. You only have the crime of leaking information and being an accomplace. Dabi has the crime of kidnapping. Those could easily be pardoned. Just work together."
"He won't listen to me." Hizashi interjected.
"He will if you offer him a way out." Kaede stated, her gaze cutting into Hizashi.
The Alpha nodded. He had made his choice.
Dabi was getting more anxious as the days past. He was putting everything on the line helping Shouta Aizawa and his pup. He was a traitor in his own right. He was turning against the people who had basically took him in.
He had left out Kaede's name when he talked with Tsukauchi. She had done so much for him along with her husband. The last thing he was going to do was break the trust that he had built with her. She knew everything about him. She was so kind. Took him in when he had nothing. She had her husband also keep an eye on Shoto to make sure that his father never went to far again. According to Hanabusa, he was still rough but seemed to lighten up slightly after he disappeared.
He was so far into his thoughts that he failed to notice that he ran straight into a hard warm body. He immediately was hit with soothing Alpha pheromones. The Omega looked up and immediately he felt his face flush. The man above him had shaggy ash blonde hair and soft brown eyes looking down at him in concern.
"I am so incredibly sorry. I was lost in the music." The man leaned down and helped Dabi off of the ground. Dabi didn't miss the sight of wings on the man's back. Immediately, he knew who was standing in front of him. It was the new interium Number Two hero, Hawks. "I didn't realize I was gonna be running into such a beautiful Omega tonight or I would of dressed up." Once again Dabi had to fight down the heat coming to his face.
Once he was back to his feet he quickly dusted himself off. The hero smiled to him and scratched the back of his head. "I wasn't paying attention either."
"Well, it's fine. I'm Keigo Takami. You are?" Keigo held his hand out and Dabi hesitantly reached out and shook it. The blush on his face once again coming to his face as Keigo lifted his hand to his lips and kissed his knuckles.
"Um... I'm To-Dabi." The Omega stuttered out.
"Dabi. That's a nice name. I'll see you around." Keigo stated, smiling as he started to walk back in the direction he was originally heading. Dabi stood dumbfounded. What the hell just happened?
A week had past since Shouta filed for his annulment. It was official. He was now back to just Shouta Aizawa, single father of his Omega son Hitoshi Shinsou. Hitoshi's name change went through with flying colors and he had already turned in the proper paperwork for Nezu to put his name change in the system. From now on, their lives had changed.
He could no longer see the bond mark on his neck. It had completely disappeared twenty four hours after he took the bond severation pill. The one downside to the side effects was fatigue and it had killed his appitate. With the mixture of fatigue and morning sickness, it was wearing on him. He dreaded standing in front of his class today. He just wanted to curl up and sleep.
Unfortunately, it seemed that life hated him.
He was now standing directly in front of his class talking about viligantes. His head was swimming with the lack of food and sleep stirring in him. He could see the concern on his son's face. He wasn't even sure if he was actually talking right or not.
He could see some more of the class looking at him with the same looks that Hitoshi wore. Yaoyorozu, Todoroki, Iida, and Midoriya wore it without even trying to conceal it. Even Bakugou was looking at him with an unreadable look. He walked up to the front row of the desks and handed the work sheets for each row to the first person.
He could barely hear the shuffle to know that they were being passed down. He went to move back to the front and rocked on his feet. "Mr. Aizawa?" It was Krishsima. "Are you okay?"
He wasn't able to say anything as the black dots covered his vision. He fell down to one knee as he clutched at his pounding head. Immediately he could feel hands on his shoulders. By scent, he knew it was Hitoshi.
He could barely hear Hitoshi commanding the class. "Iida, run to Recovery Girl and bring her here. Ashido, you still have those snacks in your bag? If so, bring me one." He continued on but Shouta focused on keeping his breathing even.
"What's wrong with him? He fainted a few weeks ago too." Asui stated.
Hitoshi sighed as he looked to the others. "He might get mad that I told you but he's pregnant." The class seemed to perk up at the statement. Smiling and about to cheer before they realized that their teacher was still kneeling on the floor.
"It must of been his blood sugar. Probably dropped low enough that it got to him." Yaoyorozu stated as Ashido came back over with a granola bar.
Hitoshi took it from her and shoved to his father. Of course, Shouta attempted to shove it away before Bakugou interjected with, "Just fucking eat it!" Shouta couldn't even muster the strength to snap at him for his language before merely taking it and snacking on it.
It hadn't been long before Iida had returned with Recovery Girl. The eldery woman looking down at him with a soft smile. "Seems like this pup is going to be much like Hitoshi was." She walked over and gave him a quick peck on the forehead. Shouta felt some of his strength coming back, enough that he could at least stand. "Just make sure to be eating. Despite the side of effections of breaking your bond. Okay, deary?"
Shouta just nodded, leaning against his desk. His eyes widening as he watched his students immediately burst out into cheers and congradulations. He hide the smile that came to his face in his capture weapon.
That was his Class 1-A after all.
