Hey everyone, hope you're all doing great!

So I've been reading this story and I realized that there was a chapter that was never posted.

This was supposed to come as chapter 13, so here it is.

Hope you like it!

Xoxo,

Nina


The rest of the week ran smoothly. My hockey team won the game so I got to celebrate that with Burgess, what's a better plan than that? The job was good, we got to hang in Molly's a couple of nights, Roman was pretty much off the radar and Kim and I had basically spent almost every night together.

It was Thanksgiving, and even though neither of us had mentioned anything about being officially an item, we both secretly wanted to spend our first big holiday together. I had plans with my family and Kim had plans with hers, but we agreed that we were going to leave early and go back to my place later that night. The guys from the unit and some people from med and fire house 51 were going to meet for a few drinks at Molly's but both of us came up with some stupid but believable excuse to ditch them.

It was close to 10 pm, I was patiently waiting for her to arrive. I got her favorite bottle of wine and her favorite ice cream in the freezer just in case we wanted something sweet.

There was some random holiday movie on, that I left in the background and started to scroll through my Instagram feed with a beer in my hand. The doorbell finally rang and I went to get it.

"Hey, you." I quickly pulled her inside, shutting the door and kissing her lips.

"Happy thanksgiving." She said against my lips.

"Happy thanksgiving to you too. What's in those bags?"

"My mom gave me a bunch of food." She rolled her eyes. "And I came straight here, I figured you'd let me borrow your fridge. Plus, Voight's giving us the day off tomorrow and now we don't even have to cook." She smiled holding the bags up.

"Let me put that away and you just make yourself at home." I took the bags as she took off her jacket, hat and scarf.

"Aw, you remembered this was my favorite." She said when she saw the bottle of wine on the counter.

"Of course. Do you want a glass?"

"Hell, yeah. I'll get it though, do you want some?"

"No, I still have some beer left. So how was it with your family?"

"It was pretty nice actually. No one was an asshole which is a huge improvement." We both laughed as she got a glass out of the cupboard and started to pour the wine in it. "How about you? Did you have a good time?"

"I did. My nephew is insane, though. I don't know where he gets all that energy from." My head was in the fridge trying to find a place for all the containers Kim had brought.

"Well, if he's anything like his uncle, I probably get what you're saying." She got close to me and rubbed her hand against my back. "Do you need any help with that?"

"No, everything's ready." I closed the fridge's door and finally took a real look at her. She looked beautiful with her spontaneous smile and her hair down. There was no doubt now, I was completely falling for her. "So, wait. Are you implying that I'm insane?" I asked playfully as I closed the distance between us, making her giggle.

"I'm just saying you are a bit too energetic." Her empty hand wrapped my neck Almost at the same time as my arm snaked her waist.

"I don't think I've heard you complain about that. In fact, I think my energetic self contributed to you having a pretty good time on more than one occasion." I could feel the cocky smirk on my face and her blushed cheeks just confirmed my thoughts.

"I have no complaints, whatsoever."

"I'm glad." I leaned in and lightly pressed my lips against hers. "Let's catch a movie or something." I almost whispered the invitation as I grabbed her hand and guided her to the couch.

She sat next to me and snuggled against my chest. I kissed the top of her head and took in the smell of her shampoo.

"So…" she broke the silence as she played with her glass of wine. "I need to tell you something."

"Huh… I'm not gonna like this, am I?"

"Probably not." I sat up straight, she got the hint and slightly moved away from me, but placed one hand on my knee drawing little circles with her index finger.

"Shoot."

"Ok. Sean stopped by my place this morning." My eyes narrowed and the expression in my face was hard. "Don't freak out, nothing happened."

"I'm not freaking out." She looked at me in disbelief, slightly rolling her eyes. She totally called my bluff. "What did he want?"

"He wanted to talk."

"About?"

"Him and I."

"You're right. I don't like this." I got up from the couch to get another bottle of beer. She turned around to look at me. The desperation and concern in her eyes were killing me. Although I wasn't going to at first, I went back to take a seat next to her in an attempt to break off some of the tension. She took that as a cue to continue speaking.

"He basically just apologized and said that he regretted everything that happened." She sighed and I knew that whatever was coming after that, it wasn't going to be good. "He said he wanted to give us a second chance."

"I see." That was all I said before I took a big gulp of my beer, I should have gotten myself something stronger, like a whole bottle of whisky. "And what do you want?"

"Is that a serious question?"

"Well, you're here telling me all of this, which I really appreciate. But I'm not so sure where I'm standing right now."

She looked down at her glass of wine before she spoke again, her eyes meeting mine. "I should have said this before. I didn't because I was embarrassed of feeling this." Hearing her say that made my stomach tie in a big, huge knot. "The truth is that when Sean started to act all strange, bailing on our plans, and being distant, I figured that something was happening but I didn't really care that much. And the reason why I didn't care was you, actually."

The confused look on my face told her she needed to expand on that thought. "Let's just say that I started to see you as something more than just my partner way before you had broken up with Wendy and me with Sean." As the words sank in, the knot in my stomach was beginning to loosen. "Then I found out that he was cheating on me and that triggered this huge load of issues, making me feel like a worthless piece of crap, but that's a whole other topic.

So, to answer your question, what I want is to be with you." She shrugged and I felt the urge to kiss her, but I had to hold that back because she took a deep breath and kept on talking. "The thing is that after he blurted out all of that, I told him that I was going out with someone. I didn't tell him it was you, but I guess he kind of figures." She looked down again, I just knew she was trying to hide the embarrassed look on her face. "I know we are not a thing, but chances are that Sean will piss about that at the district. So I wanted you to have a heads up and to hear all of it from me first."

"Ok." I made a quick break to place my beer bottle on the coffee table in front of us. "We're not a thing? I mean, we've been sleeping together almost every night, we basically fled our families' houses and ditched our friends to spend some time together today. I may not be screaming it around the city, but when I think of you, I think of you as my girlfriend." I scooted closer to her and held her empty hand between mine. "Kim, what I'm trying to say here is that I know this is super new, but it's not like we are strangers who are getting to know each other for the first time. I really do like you, everything about you. I love being with you, I know that and there's no turning back at this point, not for me at least."

She shook her head just as she replied. "There's no turning back for me either."

"Good. Then we are a thing."

"We are." She wrapped her arms around my neck and gave me the sweetest kiss. "And for the record, I love being with you, too."

"Even with the stubborn asshole me you seem to get mad at pretty often?"

"Yeah, even with him. He can be adorable sometimes. Don't tell him though, it will totally get to his head." We both chuckled and she kissed me again.

I took her glass out of her hand and put it next to my bottle, so I could envelope her in my arms and feel her resting on my chest.

"Want to catch that movie before going to bed?"

"Sure."

After flipping a bit through the channels, we left an action movie on, I was totally more into it than she was, but I guess we were both enjoying just being there cuddling with each other.

She was leaning against me with her head on my chest, her warmth and smell was the best feeling ever. I could feel her hand making random shapes on my knee. Slowly, her touch began to run up and down my leg, slightly moving her hand to the inside of my thigh.

The contact made me smirk, I knew exactly what she wanted and of course I wanted it too.

"What are you trying to do?" I asked playfully.

"Nothing."

Her hand was now at the bottom of my shirt, finding its way under it. The feathery touch of her finger brushing my skin sent shivers down my spine.

"You don't really want to watch this, do you?" She shook her head with a mischievous smile and a bright spark in her eyes. "Do you want to play?" I asked with a look that matched hers as she bit her lower lip and just nodded.

I got the remote to turn off the tv, scooped her off the couch and threw her over my shoulder making her giggle. "To the bedroom!"

As soon as I got us to my room I laid her on my bed and took off her shirt instantly, as I straddled her and peppered her neck with soft kisses. Hearing her delicately moan and feeling her fingers tangling my hair made everything inside me tingle, I was discovering sensations that I never knew existed.

I grabbed her hands and moved them up, just above her head holding them against the mattress with my right hand, while the left was searching for the shirt I had just taken off. It was right there next to her, so it didn't take me that long to grab it and tie it around her wrists.

"You could've just cuffed me, you know?" Her voice was soft and seductive.

"Yeah, but I'd have to go get them and I didn't wanna lose any time." I explained before leaving a kiss under her ear, which I interrupted to leave one more comment, "I'll make a mental note to leave them by the nightstand."

"Well, I think this is way hotter." She gasped, making her stop talking as my mouth was trailing down from her neck to her stomach.

"I think you are the hottest thing right now."

I unbuttoned her jeans and pulled them off as fast as I could.

Her eyes were closed and the look on her face showed that she was enjoying my touch just as much as I was. I just couldn't keep my hands off of her, being with her was the most intoxicating experience, and I had no intention of letting it slip away from me.

My lips were devouring hers, but they wanted more. I moved down her neck and took some sweet time playing with the skin against the neckline of her bra, leaving soft kisses along her chest and lightly pulling the fabric with my teeth. She was trying to get her hands out of the improvised knot I made with her shirt, and the soft moans coming out of her mouth were driving me crazy.

"Uh-uh. Your hands are staying right there, detective." The words came out confident matching the smirk on my face, while one of my hands placed hers back in place.

"Come on, it's not fair." Her voice came out almost as a whine, making me chuckle a little.

"Just relax and enjoy yourself. Tonight is all about you."

My lips went right back to hers in a slow and sweet kiss, I really did want her to relax.

As soon as I felt she was caving in to me, I decided it was time to abandon her lips for a while and go back to her neck. My mouth began to trail down, kissing every single inch of her skin, strolling through her collar bone and taking in her perfume, that I was beginning to get addicted to.

My lips continued to move downward through her chest. I could tell she liked that because of the sounds she was making, which were only making me want her more by the second, but also because she was arching her back, seeking some sort of extra contact between us. My hands moved from the hold of hers and gently started to make their way down, until they finally met the soft fabric of her bra. Delicately, I began to massage her breasts while my lips continued their journey and caressed her stomach.

With my kisses I finally reached the top of her panties, that were a perfect match to her bra. I felt her hips shifting and I knew exactly what she wanted.

I placed my hands on her hips and looped the straps of her underwear with one finger, and slowly began to pull them down. I looked up, and her face showed the same desire I was feeling.

There she was, on top of my bed, hands tied above her head and mostly naked.

My hands were enjoying the softness of her legs, the smoothness of her thighs. With one of them, I began to travel up against the inside of her thigh, making goosebumps appear all over her skin. I slid one finger through her folds and was able to feel that she wanted me just as much as I wanted her.

"Baby, please." She almost begged.

Those were the only two words I needed to hear to slide my fingers in her, instantly hearing her moaning out my name.

I curled them up and worked my way around. The movements of her body, the shimmering sweat breaking through her skin, the completele sexy sounds that she was involuntary making and the look on her face as she bit her lower lip was such a turn on. I loved seeing her like that and I loved even more that I was the one taking her there. I continued to give her everything she was asking for, until she finally came.

She was panting and trying to catch her breath, but still managed to use her abs to sit up and hook my neck with her tied arms. She kissed me. She kissed me hard.

We pulled away from each other just to look into our eyes and smile.

Kim unhooked my neck and put her hands in front of me, asking me to untie her. I did what she wanted and left a gentle kiss on her wrists.

Her free hands went directly to my shirt, pulling it up in order to take it off.

"How about we make tonight about the both of us?" That was the last thing she said before ferociously attacking my neck. That was going to leave marks, but I didn't really care. It felt too good to stop it.

Using her strength, she rolled me over and now it was her the one on top. As she tried to pull off my jeans, I was trying to unclasp her bra. I guess we both needed to feel each other.

Now it was her taking full control of the situation. Her fingers against my skin had a completely different effect than anything I've felt before. Everything about her is completely different, good different, amazing different.

It's unnecessary to explain how that ended. All I will say is that we fell asleep in each other's arms.

Hands down the best ending for this thanksgiving day.