Disclaimer: you know I own nothing. And Butch Walker owns "best thing that you never had"
Author's note: this chapter was expressed in Sharpay's anger and confusion, she's a one sided angry little person but I guess that's why we love her. Thanx for the reviews I'm getting. I have all these ideas and will prolly update really frequently.
Hello how you
doing?
What's it like to ruin all my self esteem
Let me blow
off some steam
How dare he. He blows me off, walks around like a zombie and then kisses me. Not just kisses me, but passionately kisses me the way you only see in the movies. Too bad he ran away the second it was over. No not just ran away, pushed me away. In front of everyone.
For 5 years I've
waited,
So why am I jaded to get back at you
What makes it
cool
It's on Troy Bolton. I thought you were different. He knew; he knew I like him. He did it to embarrass me. I make myself angry so I don't feel the hurt, so I don't feel the pain, so I don't feel the pure ecstasy that kiss gave me.
When you act
like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I
can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that
mattered
I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this
down
The best thing that you never had
You walk by me at school and don't even acknowledge I exist. People whisper about you melting the Ice Queen. I bet your proud Troy Bolton.
And
it seems like a loss somehow
My heart got lost on the way to my
head
And my brain cells are dead
And the craziness shows
Now
I start to go when the green turns to red
And I should be dead
People talk about it like one of your stupid basketball games. Like a play by play until you score the touchdown or goal or whatever it is you and your nimrod friends do. "Troy Bolton picks out his prey---walks across the room, grabs the Ice Queen and melts her with his bare lips" I hear a freshman say.
"Oops.", I exaggerate as I knock their books over. Ryan looks at me like I'm that broken little girl again. And I am. Fuck you Troy Bolton.
When you act
like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I
can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that
mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My
heart is all splattered your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're
flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you
never had
But that kiss. That kiss rocked me to my very core. It was then that my plan formulated. I no longer cared about the emptiness in Troy's eyes. I no longer cared that he wasn't being himself. No. Troy Bolton took a good first shot at me but he would be sorry. Ice Queen? You have no idea.
Like the toilet
seat never got lifted
And I pissed on your confidence
When you
weren't around, how can that be?
Don't turn this around
You
were the one
Who drove my ass right to the ground
The next day I took a little extra time getting ready. I wore a tight black dress and put on black pearls and black heals. I put on just the right amount of make up with my smokey eyes and loosely curled hair. Troy Bolton played with ice, now he better be ready to freeze.
When you act
like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad, and I
can't like
You were sitting by yourself, listening to your ipod. You looked lost. I almost felt bad for you. You looked up at me with those lost eyes. I walk. I walk ,my walk ,the walk. Everyone looks at me; they know what's going on. I hear them whisper about how good I am looking today, I know it's true. I lock eyes with you and put on my stone face.
Someone who
thought
They're the only one that mattered
You look so pale. So fragile. But you have to pay, you have to learn.
While my heart
got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered
your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
I finally reach you. The music blares from your headphones—our song, why do you have to make this so hard. You stand up, I pull you close, a piece of paper could barely fit between our lips. I look into your eyes, its then I see how lost you are. Your hands are on my waist slowly moving down, you're eyes are closing, mouth parting. Now, I coax myself, this is when the plan goes into effect. I'm about to pull away and make you look like a fool, you stumble, and now I'm scared.
Cause you broke
this down
You're sweating. You're eyes are glazed over. You're swaying back and forth. Everyone is looking at us, this is the moment. I'm so concerned. Your face is so slim. Yet your embrace is strong and hungry.
You broke this
down
"How does is feel to be the fool?" I whisper, open my eyes and march away. I don't turn around. The bit will lose its effect if they all saw me crying. I'm a bitch. I make no excuses.
The best thing,
the best thing,
The best thing that you never had
You never had…
