I couldn't come up with a better title so please forgive my lame ass. You guys really seem to enjoy Silent Scream, you've got NinjagoLover61-9 to thank for that, it was her request after all.

But anyway, I really need my readers opinions for a couple of my shots. Mind giving this brat some help? I'll say everything at the end, don't wanna bother you people.

Request by So (Guest): The others comforting Cole as he remembers his (silent scream) childhood.

Warning: Ya know, the usual :) I'm lazy

Disclaimer: I don't, but I really wish Cole would become mute for 2022 since...

PS: Its kinda a part 2 of Silent Scream... Kinda

PPS:I dunno, I'm not really good with all that comforting stuff, I suck terribly at it. I tried my best though! Aaaaaaand I drifted off the original point again, didn't I? ...Fak


Shot 9: Not the same (Cole with each ninja)

Cole was never one to easily get jealous of others, but even he couldn't help but feel envious of Jay's relationship with his parents.

They were always trying to be there for the redhead, always showering him with love and affection and never failed to tell him just how proud they were. There was no doubt in Cole's mind that those 3 had one of the best relationship in all of Ninjago, despite the fact that Edna do tend to embarrassed her son every waking hours. But that was just the consequence of having such a sweet mother.

Cole wished he still had his... He briefly wonder what his mom would be like if she was still alive. Would she always try to come visit Cole too? Tell his friends all his embarrassing moments? Would she still... be proud of who he chose to be?

Jay was foolish to constantly shun away his parents. Honestly, Cole had to restrained himself from strangling the idiot more times than he had fingers.

And that was him, just imagine how Kai, Nya and Zane was feeling!

But what really rubbed him off the wrong way was when Zane, Lloyd, Kai and Nya reunited with their parents. Don't get him wrong, he was happy for them.

Before Zane discovered he was a nindroid, he had been basically an orphan for over a decade. Lloyd had to fight his dad and then banned him to the cursed realm while his mother abandoned him when he was a mere toddler. Kai and Nya had to practically raised themselves from the young age of 6 and 4 years old.

So of course he was happy, there was no reason for him to feel like... this. What kind of friend would feel jealous that his friends were separated from their parents by unfortunate unfold of events rather than by choice? He should be glad that they still hold unlimited love for each other and was able to fall into normalcy right off the bat.

"Stop it Cole!" The earth master scolded himself, giving each cheeks a slap for extra emphasis. "Zane had to watch his father died twice. Lloyd had to banned his dad when they could have been a whole family again. And Kai and Nya just got their parents back. And you're here throwing yourself a pity party ju-st ca-caused yo-ur da-ad..."

He couldn't say it. Not because the tears were betraying his conviction, but because the words themselves refuses to pass past his throat.

"Man, you shoul- Cole?" Kai's voice was like a punch to reality for the earth master, who realized he had been crying in the middle of the living room.

"What happened? Are you okay?" The brunette asked, rushing to the raven's side. The rest of he team quickly following his lead.

"Yeah," Cole nodded, wiping away the tears that just wouldn't stop " I was just watching a sad movie. No need to worry guys." It wasn't exactly a lie. Everyone except him had plans tonight, so he had decided to watch a movie. Unfortunately, it had been about a young boy who tragically lost his parents, with their last words being how much they loved him and they were proud of him no matter what.

Guess it hit closer to home than expected.

Not to mention he had contact his father minutes before, but Lou was too busy with his upcoming performance.

"I'll go get clean up" he added, but a hand on his shoulder prevented him from leaving.

His friends eyed him skeptically, Cole had always been a decent actor and an incredible liar when it came to hiding his feelings.

Fortunately for them, there was always small telltale signs that Cole wasn't fully honest. Like right now for example, Cole was nibbling his lower lips while trying to find an excuse to leave as fast as possible.

However, when those little signs appeared, it usually meant that the earth master had already dealt with whatever was bothering him and fully believed the lies his brain came up with.

If they want to know what really caused Cole to be crying, alone on the couch, they'll have to be strategic about it.

"Dude, seriously, what happened?" Jay attempted but received the same answer from the raven.

"I'm telling you guys, I was just watching a sad movie."

"Could you tell us what the movie was about?" Thanks the FSM for Zane, the nindroid may be obvious when it came to emotions, but there's no doubt of his smarts.

And judging from Cole's sudden stiffness, he knew he was trapped. If he lies now, they could always check what the movie was and what time he was actually watching it. His friends weren't dumb (most of them anyway), they would connect the dots.

Cole let out a deep sigh and the other couldn't help but have a mini victory smile.

"It's really nothing though" He tried one last time, but of course, his friends insisted anyway. With one last sigh, the raven pulled his knees closer to himself.

"It's really stupid" Before his friends could protest, he continued "I guess I'm getting a little jealous of you guys"

Not what they were expecting. Cole, jealous of them? That must be a joke, right?

"You're kidding" Jay accidentally blurted out, which earned him a glare from Nya. But Cole only shook his head with a soft heart breaking smile.

"No, you heard right. I, Cole Steel, is jealous of you Jay Walker"

"But why?" It was Lloyd this time.

"I'm telling you, its ridiculous." His voice started cracking (great! like it wasn't broken enough as it was) and he could feel the tears forming.

"I'm sure it's not" Nya tried to comfort him but Cole only shook his head. He couldn't find the words to explain it and it was only upsetting him further.

"No, its ridiculous and stupid! You," he looked at the water Ninja in the eyes "had to live with you parents most of your life. You," He looked towards Zane "Had to witnessed your father's death TWICE. And you," he directed his eyes to Lloyd "Had too fight your father, banded him to the cursed realm which we destroyed." He looked back at his knees "And I'm here, throwing a pity par-ty to m-myse-lf be-beca-ause I- I... "

He could say more and frankly, he didn't have the words to. His friends were already aware that Cole had a rough relationship with his dad. Bad enough for Cole to run away without his dad ever realising it. Even now, their relationship was still... rocky at best.

The others glanced at each other nervous unsure what to do. It was such a typical Cole move, he'd guilt trip himself for feeling something completely normal.

"Hey come on now," Jay started as he placed a hand on his best friend shoulder "I'm sure you have a good reason to b-" He didn't get the opportunity to finish his sentence as Cole snapped.

"Don't you get it?! I'm here crying because I don't get along with my dad while they" He blindly wave towards his teammates "had worst childhood than me!"

Oh

That's what it was about...

"Cole, look at me" Nya didn't give the black ninja the chance to refuse as she forced his head upwards. Deep ocean blue eyes stared directly into bi-coloured sadden ones.

It broke her heart to see Cole so vulnerable. The former team leader was always trying to be the strong one, even during his time as a ghost (which he wasn't successful at)

"Cole, you have every right to be upset" She spoke sternly yet, gently. "Like you said, Our parents and Dr.Julian were kidnapped, Garmadon was consumed by evil that's why they left us. Lou on the other hand choose to leave you. And when you needed him the most. So you have every right to be upset"

Kai took over, placing a hand on the raven's shoulder as well.

"Yeah bud, it's not the same."

"Indeed, but that does not necessarily means your father dislike you"

"Yeah, some time parents can do really weird things, but they always do what they think is best for us"

More reassurance were spoken and with each words, Cole felt lighter. Of course, he still has a few doubts here and there, but for now, they were pushed deep into his mind and he wasn't planning to dig them up any time soon.

"Thanks guys" Cole said with a smile, which was returned by everyone.

"Hey, what are brothers for." Kai stated as he hugged the earth master.

"And sister!" Nya added earning a burst of laughter from everyone. They all followed Kai's lead and group hugged the black ninja who honestly was wondering what he ever did to earn such great friends.


Boom! There! I suck at this... Don't you guys ever make me do this again! Or at least, give me a hand with it, I swear I was cringing with every single words TvT

But still, do let me see what you thought by reviewing. Please guys review, it motivates me

So here is what I need help with for the shots;

Ki-Tea: Does anyone has any idea how I start the next chap? I can't figure out what to write! Also, who should Coal spent time with first?

Not Okay: Any ideas I can add? Having author block here.

New shot that I haven't decided the title yet: I wanna make a modern AU story but I lack ideas so any?

Soulmate: I'm working on this but I just dunno, do I do the canon ship or Fan ships?

Alright, that's it.

Now,

Thank you so much Red panda34 for fallowng and favourite-ing not only my story but ME.

To So: Thank you so much, your words filled my heart with joy TvT I hope you like this shot.

To Ninjagolover61-9: I'm so happy you're happy with your shot :)

To Nyancatspacemeep: Hah! I broke your heart! Self-satisfaction! Gurl, Jay teasing Cole was already planned and the he will NEVER let Cole live it down XD. And your ideas are simply wonderful! Thanks!

To Guest: Not okay is a work in process and thank you for answering my little question