I own nothing. The song is "Stop falling" by pink
I ain't lookin for a
steady thing
I ain't lookin for what love brings
I'm still
young and I ain't ready babe
I'm still lookin for some better
days
I don't wanna give you everything
I just wanna make you
feel things
If you ain't down to give me everything
Just throw
it away
You're seemingly back to normal. That is if normal includes showering me with compliments and pulling me into long hugs. You apologize for your behavior and I can see the sickness in your eyes when we mention the pass 2 weeks.
Don't assume cuz I'm a woman
That I'll fall in
love
Don't expect I'm young and need to be took care of
Don't
wanna hear you got what I need
Cuz how would you know before we
speak
You've gotta understand my side
I've had a crazy, crazy
life
Nobody came along to open up my eyes
You've gotta take
what you can get
Don't even bother with my heart
Cuz I get a
feeling I won't let it start
I pretend to not notice the longing stares you are sending towards me. I feel your eyes on me wherever I go. I'm not sure what is wrong with me, 3 months ago I would have killed to be in this situation, but then again back then the chances of this happening were slim to none. I'm scared, once again. It's becoming a sick cycle. One of us is ready to open up, the other is running scared. I pray to God every night to make you not love me. I don't want to do this to you, not now…I can't do this to you and I can't do this to myself.
Please
believe me
I've been down this road and back again
Learned my
lesson and it was that love is not my friend
I come home, and my room is immaculate as are you. You are standing there with a goofy grin on your face and I curse that my prayers were not answered. Don't you see that you aren't seeing clearly Troy? Don't you see that I am a broken little girl? I'm not the same, you haven't said anything yet. We can still pretend this never happened, please just ask me if I like the room, don't say what you're eyes are already threatening to spill.
For the day I
put my trust in you
Would be the day I say "I do"
Don't
expect me just to open up
Maybe I'm just a little scared
You tell me all the things a girl would die to hear. Our song is playing in the background and I am amazed that I just realized it now. A smile is nearly consuming your face as your long profession comes to an end.
Please don't
tell me what you think I wanna hear
Oh baby save it, I've heard it
all before
There ain't nothin you could say, whoa, to make me
change my ways
You look at me in pure anticipation, and my heart breaks as I take a deep breath and contemplate how to handle the situation you have now put us in.
So stop
falling
Stop falling
You know you're falling...for me
Stop
falling
Stop falling
Stop falling...for me
My mouth slowly opens and the words I'm sorry escape my lips.
You've gotta
understand my side
I've had a crazy, crazy life
Nobody came
along to open up my eyes
Oh baby, take what you can get
Don't
even bother with my heart
I get a feeling I won't let it
start
You run, and I die.
Stop falling...
