Disclaimer: I believe you have more than a hunch that none of this is mine.
The song is straitjacket feeling by the all American rejects.
Back me down from
backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with
marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
I run, until I cannot breathe, which to be honest is not that far. The pills have taken a toll on me; I am coherent enough to admit that, and to extinguish any ideas I had about returning to them. I'm mad at you Sharpay, I know what you feel. I know that you know that you belong with me. I also know that you are stubborn, that you are a stubborn and scared little girl.
Try this on,
straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now,
my life you're stealing
I still blame this all on you; if you wouldn't have shut me out I would have never lost you. We would be together, and you would keep me in my place as I kept you on cloud 9. I owe you my life, although I wish to hell you wouldn't have claimed permanent residence in my heart, which is currently stomped into pieces. I don't need you Sharpay Evans no, not at all. I can distinguish between what I need and what I want. No matter how bad you hurt me I will never deny my desire for you.
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine
without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever
thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again
I try to sneak back into my house to sleep, but I can't get in. My parents don't believe me that I've changed, they tell me all the calls they've been fielding and how the school hasn't see me in 2 weeks. They give me a box full of my clothes and shut the door. I don't need them, and I still don't need you.
Trust you
is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg
me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't
win
Take back now, my life you're stealing
I try everyone I can think of; no one will let me in. I wander like a lost puppy, until I end up back at your house. I don't need to be here with you, it's purely where I want to be. I am Troy Bolton, I do what I want.
Yesterday was
hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without
you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes
in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without
you
You stare at me as I enter your house. I silently chide my heart for skipping a beat. You are crying. And I blame no one but you for that Sharpay Evans; it's your fault that you are all alone. Well technically you are not alone, because I am stuck in here with you, only because I want to be though. I want to flaunt what you passed up in your face.
And all the
things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you
I take a shower to cleanse me of you and think about where I'm supposed to sleep tonight. I don't need to sleep with you in my arms. I don't need to have you close to me. I don't need you to rock me until I fall asleep. I just want to share a tight space with a hott girl. I just want to feel your body against mine. I just want you Sharpay Evans, I don't need you.
And when that
memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only
lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it
falls away
I climb into our bed, as I began to shake. Not this again, not this feeling. But can you blame me? I understand it. I need to quit you Sharpay Evans but instead of going cold turkey I leave you in front of me, easily in my grasp. I'm not an addict though, I do not need you. I pull you close to me as I fall into slumber, just because I want to though.
Yesterday was
hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without
you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes
in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without
you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by
letting go of you
