High school musical and its characters are not mine. And it ends tonight is the all American rejects.

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

You've come back to me; I pretty much knew you would. I let you hold me as you sleep…just because you need me though. I don't want you, and I certainly do not need you in my life with easy access to my mending heart.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

As you pull me on top of you in your sleep I make a difficult but necessary decision. I need to bring back the Ice Queen. I need to protect myself in stone, so I can rebuild my heart. My head is on your chest as I listen to the rhythm of your heart, I promise myself that this will be the last night I sleep with you, the last night I get a perfect night's rest.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

I wake up beneath you. This seems to be a reoccurring pattern with us. I almost wish I could flirt with you and huskily question you if you like it like that. But I don't I put on my stone face and you put your elbows on each side of my head and pull yourself up. I don't notice the fact that the shine in your eyes is almost visible again.


A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

I give you my best glare as you look down at me in anticipation. I push you off of me with all I have, and promptly march into the bathroom to take a shower before school. It takes everything I have not to cry while the smoldering hot water hits my face, I'm not worried about leaving you any hot water; I already know that you will be taking a cold shower this morning.


The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

You try to talk to me all morning but I ignore you. Because I need to, I need to not want you. And if you could just do me a favor for once in what seems like forever you would leave me the hell alone. Fuck you Troy Bolton; you are making this so damn hard.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Before we are about to leave you grab my arms and lift me onto the table. You hold my body down with all you have and ask me if this is how it's going to be. I don't need to be elaborate in this match. I know the move I must make to end this game.

"Fuck You. Leave me the hell alone, Troy Bolton."

Game. Set. Point.


Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know