Written especially for Vixenette's meme challenge (thanks so much, you've got me off Writer's Block; this is the first full fic I've written in months!). I love you! You're amazing! hug
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters—hello, JK! Vixy owns the first line, I own the plot.
Slash. Be warned if you don't like it!
Please R/R!
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Blinding Satisfaction
The lights are blinding. Panic flows through every vain of Sirius's body. It shouldn't be like this. He wants it to be different.
The unfamiliar man struts his way over to Sirius, his fingers travel down and undo his own belt. Sirius can't help looking, but it's not with lust. Intrigue spurs him to see if it's familiar, if it's like the one he used to know.
The man isn't like Remus, that's for sure. He's bigger; his biceps are larger, his chest broader, his legs longer. His hair is bleached blond. But he's here for a quickie. Sirius hasn't had one for months, and his homosexuality desires a hot bloke.
He hasn't seen Remus for years. The boy he had been was hidden in his mind, telling Sirius what he could and couldn't do, the angel and the devil on his shoulders. With a smile, the boy had walked out of Sirius's life to work in some shop in North Wales. Sirius hadn't followed him, something he is beginning to regret.
Suddenly, there's a sound at the door. "Step away from my bloke," a crisp voice tells the half-naked stranger. The man scrambles with his boxers and yanks them up, and it's only then that Sirius realises he'd actually taken them off. The bloke hurries out the door without a word, the newcomer scaring him into silent submission.
"Sirius, haven't I told you never to employ whores to satisfy you? You know they never do."
Sirius is too busy staring at the chiselled jawline and small lips of Remus to reply, and Remus can't have that.
"I'll have to make you satisfied myself, I think," Remus tells him, and he straddles his older lover's waist and leans in for the first kiss they've each had in the four years they've been apart.
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I hope you enjoyed that!
x Cazzy x
