"What the hell is wrong with me," Ed chastised himself running home the feeling the ground hit hard beneath his feet. The feeling of Mustangs lips still tingled against his own, shaking his head running harder pushing himself. Finally reaching the apartment building entering he stopped in front of the door to his and Alphonse's apartment. Standing there staring at the wooden door, collecting himself taking a deep breath he opened the door.
"Hey Alphonse," Ed greeted cheerfully tossing his uniform on the arm chair next to the couch.
"Hello Brother," Al said slowly taking in his brothers disheveled appearance. His blonde ponytail with half the hair out, and he still had his training clothes on. Ed flopped down on the couch next to his little brother letting out a even sigh. "Um Ed why are you wearing those clothes?" Al had to ask.
Edward frowned he almost forgot what he was wearing, "Oh um, I was training and I didn't realize how late it was so I just decided to come home," the blonde lied smoothly (well he hoped it was smooth).
"Oh, well dinners just about done you should probably go take a shower," Al stood stretching a bit moving off to the kitchen.
In the shower Ed let the hot water beat over his back trying to chase away what happened in the locker room, but the images of Roy staring into his eyes the look on his face Ed couldn't read it but it entranced him. His flesh hand hit the tiled wall with a wet thud, 'What was happening to him? Why was he thinking about Mustang like this?' leaning against the strangely cooler ceramic wall leaning his head back closing his eyes, his mind went back to the empty locker room. His wet fingers traced over his lips, Roy had kissed him, and Ed let him it wasn't too intense but it was enough to make the blonde's stomach drop. The tingle went down to his groin, his mind drifted to what if Havoc hadn't come in. Ed's mind put Roy's hands everywhere on his body; in his hair, over his chest, down his stomach dipping down into his pants. Ed hissed opening his eyes realizing he was stroking himself, and he groaned that is wasn't Mustang. The blonde let go of himself turning the water to cold, letting the icy water attack his body making it behave again.
Towel around his waist he popped his head into the kitchen, "Al I'm sorry but I don't feel much like eating right now," He tried to avoid that hint of a hurt look on his little brothers face as he went into his room falling into a restless sleep.
The next morning in his office he did everything he could to keep from thing about what happened the night before, work that's all he did all day he didn't even stop for a lunch break. No one bothered him all day especially a certain smoking blonde, it got to be later in the afternoon when a knock on his door shocked him out of his work.
"Come in," He finally said going back to his work.
The door opened and closed, and Ed tried his hardest to keep his focus on his work and not look at the visitor. The only noise in the quiet was the sound of pen scratching on paper, till the visitor spoke, "I think we should talk Fullmetal."
His pen stopped moving but his eyes not leaving the paper his voice tone detached, "I don't think we do." He started working again, "Now I have work I have to do, Good bye Major General." His heart was beating so fast he thought it was going to leap out of him.
The sound of boots shifting and then the opening and closing of the door. When he heard the click of the door closing he let go a breath he did know he was holding. Anger went through him throwing the pencil towards the door fisting his hands into his hair. After awhile he started working again though his intensity was lost by this point and the papers just didn't seem to be ending.
He glanced at the clock on the wall, and was shocked to see that it was getting close to 11 o'clock. He straightened up his desk, and made his way out of his office. Moving slowly, thinking of Roy in his office earlier. He just couldn't look at the man if he did he wasn't sure what he was going to do or say. It was better this way what ever this was it needed to be stopped before…. Ed's thoughts were interrupted by a light coming from Mustangs office.
He thought he was the only one still around except for guards. Well what does it mater let the fool work himself to death what concern is it of his. Ed walked past the office all intention of leaving but upon hearing clanking noises and slamming of drawers from behind the door. He went back to the door standing before it an internal battle waging in his mind of whether to enter or not. His hand rose with out thinking about it the sound of the knock echoed through his head, but no response from the other side. Thinking it would be better to just turn back and go home didn't sit long in his mind.
Turning the knob he slowly made his way into the large room, "Excuse me Major General.." He was thrown by the site of the man behind the desk.
Roy's face was in his hand, and his other was around a small glass filled with an amber liquid, with a bottle sitting next to him as well. His jacket undone and his hair slightly messed, Ed never saw the man like that before it was rather unnerving. "Um, sir?" the blonde tried to announce himself again the man still didn't move, "Roy."
That got a reaction Mustang looked up sadness written on his face, but quickly turned to annoyance, "What do you want Fullmetal?"
"Nothing, forget I came in here," Anger tinting the blonde's voice.
"Why can't we talk?" Roy asked with a humorless laugh.
Ed turned to the man looking to him out from under his lashes not wanting to make eye contact, "I don't know." his voice was even.
Roy stood from the desk making his way to the blonde he almost stumbled once, but righted himself and moved swiftly across the room. Closing the door he looked to Edward, but the boy turned from him. "No you will look at me," Roy ordered cupping the side of the blonde's face making him keep eye contact, "What's your problem lately anyway?"
"I don't know what's yours," Ed half shouted and even to his own ears he sounded childish, "I've heard things I guess."
"What things? From who?" Mustang asked trying to keep the conversation flowing.
"Havoc he told me things, but they couldn't possibly be true," Ed frowned pulling away from the man.
Roy looked as if something clicked in his head, grabbing the shorter young man pressing him to the door he began spilling secrets. "Did he tell you that I loved you, or that I lusted after you," Ed's face flushed at that, "What did he say to you? And instead of listening to him why didn't you ask me?"
"Because I was afraid of it being true!" Ed shouted, "and if it was I was afraid of what that meant." he looked from the intense gaze Mustang was giving him.
The room went quiet for a moment only their breathing could be made out, and Ed could smell the faint scent of alcohol on Roy's breath. The man began to speak again softly, "It is true though, it has been for awhile now even before you disappeared."
Ed's eye went wide and his breath hitched, he couldn't help but look to the man the boy couldn't speak. "You don't know what you're talking about you've been drinking," Ed shook his head finally finding his voice.
"Yes I have, but I know exactly what I'm saying," Roy said seriously, "I thought I had scared you off cause of last night."
"I-I don't…" Ed stumbled over his words.
"I don't want to be the reason you leave again," the man said sadness creeping into his voice. "I'm not going anywhere," Edward felt a need to ease the man before him, his flesh hand moving to the man's face tentatively caressing his cheek.
Roy leaned into the touch slightly not looking from the blonde. Ed's breath was irregular as the man moved closer. Roy moved his thumb over Ed's parted lips. The blonde trembled as the thumb was replaced by the lips of the man he's been trying to deny he wanted. Moaning he wrapped his arms around the Mustang's neck getting closer to the man. Roy lifted the blonde holding his legs on either side of him carrying Ed to a sofa. Roy sat with Edward straddling his lap, hands gripping at the young mans hips letting a groan slip through their lips. The noise Roy made caught Ed of guard and he pulled back panting for air gaining a surprised look from Roy, "What's wrong?"
Ed looked as if he had a minor battle in his head but as fast as the look appeared it left as he moved accidentally rubbing against Roy. Both gasped at the friction, Mustangs grip on Ed's hips tightened pulling him forward again causing the delicious contact. Ed bit his lip gripping Roy's shoulders, setting into a rhythm eyes closed tightly. All Ed could think was more, gasping he moved faster he barely registered Roy's tight voice, "Ed…Edward stop."
"Huh why?" Ed couldn't understand his mind foggy with desire.
"Because as nice as this is, I would rather feel your skin then stiff uniforms," Roy smirked undoing Ed's jacket.
The blonde's face burnt and didn't know how he just didn't cum right there, but he allowed the man to undress him. Roy pealed the clothes off the younger man first the coat, then the dress shirt kissing his way down Ed's neck lavishing attention across his collar bone enticing a moan from the blonde's lips. Ed started moving against Roy again get a stifled moans out of him, "Ugh, Ed."
Roy gabbed the blonde flipping him over laying him on his back. Ed watched as Roy pulled off his jacket and dress shirt quickly, leaning down on the blonde taking his mouth again. Roy started undoing Ed's pants dipping his hand in gripping the hardness. "Roy," Ed hissed pulling from the kiss bucking into the hand. All Ed could do was try to remember how to breath as Roy's hand worked him over faster, and faster his lips on his exposed neck sucking and biting. "Roy agh, I…." Ed gasped clutching on to the man's shoulders. That was just encouragement for the man to stroke faster and in seconds Edward was thrusting franticly into Roy's hand spilling over the fist gripping his member.
Body falling back into the cushions breath ragged he barely noticed when Roy did his pants back up. When Mustang pulled away Ed opened his eyes again watching the man put back on his shirt. The blonde sat up confused, "Didn't you… I mean-"
Roy just grinned at him resting his head on the back of the couch, "It's alright really, getting to touch you finally was enough for me right now," watching the blonde out of the corner of his eye grinning, "I have had to much to drink tonight anyway, and when we do anything again I rather be completely sober."
"Oh, um," Ed was feeling rather uncomfortable right now half dressed, "Well I should be going I guess , Al will be wondering where I am." the blonde grabbed his shirt throwing it on.
"See you tomorrow Edward," Roy grinned watching the boy button his white shirt.
"Yeah alright," Ed tried to smile but he was still rather awkward about the whole thing.
Roy stood shakily pulling the boy into a chaste kiss, parting a little to quickly for Ed's liking, but he made his way out of the office taking another look at the man next to the couch before making his way home.
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A/N: yeah I don't know why but I was having a horrible time with the ending of this I was gonna be mean and make it a dream but eh there was some things that Roy had to say. And once again I'm shocked I got another chapter out, but sadly I will have to go back to work tomorrow so it might be a week till my next update. So hopefully this one wasn't a complete disaster and hopefully its just in my head lol
Now on to the reviews:
Jade Rotaski Queen of the Damned : yeah I like Havoc too to bad its so easy to make him obnoxious lol and thanx about the fight scene I don't usually do them so I try to keep em short but still thanx ;p
CuriousDreamWeaver : well now its kinda roys fault for this one huh lol oh well now there's getting to be some sort of action going on anyways hehe
inuyashabooklover5188 : lol sounds like you have some mixed issues with havoc, but I can understand your dilemma lol well hopefully you're still liking this J
Greedy Ed : I was actually working on the drunk scene when I got your review it's like you were reading my mind dude lol, and you got a bit of a lemon I guess lol
Ebony Colmen : LoL yeah embraced Ed is kinda cute, and wrestling is just an excuse and it works so nicely too lol and Havoc well be a presents in the next chapter but how much of a nuisance is yet to be seen lol
Me And My God Complex : and yes ed does think a lot, maybe it's time for him to be a little less thinking and a tad bit more action hummm
