Chapter 9

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AN1 IMPORTANT: Things are going to seem very similar to cannon, but as the story progresses that changes, and I know at some point, I'm not entirely sure when as I have a couple of ideas of places that will work, things are going to become very different from cannon.

AN2: ALSO IMPORTANT: So, I'm currently writing the chapter of this story that corresponds to the end of book 1 and as I write I'm not sure if I like the way I've combined book chapters with the changes, so if you don't like how similar it is, know that I don't completely like it easier. As I progress I will try to do it better, so keep that in mind as you read, and from something I have set up I think it will be better.

AN3: Thank you for the support.


August 31st 1991

It has been three weeks since Remus and Hermione went to Diagon Alley and ever since Hermione has been even more excited about going to Hogwarts, and because he knew it wasn't technically against the rules and after explaining to Hermione that she wouldn't be able to at home once she starts Hogwarts, Remus allowed Hermione to perform a few simple spells.

It is the day before Hermione leaves for Hogwarts and she is re-packing her track for at least the fifth time.

"I think you should take Omega with you." Remus says from the doorway to his daughter's room.

"No. Omega should stay here, with you." Hermione tells her father, turning around to face him, "Keep you company."

"Hermione I will be okay." Remus assures his daughter, walking over to her, "You're going to Hogwarts, I want you to have an amazing time, not worry about me."

"I will be having an amazing time, but I'm going to worry about you too. Sorry Papa, I just will." Hermione explains to her father, "But I still think Omega should stay with you. You write more people than me and I can respond with Omega when you write, or just with the school owls." Hermione explains, "It's what makes the most sense." She tells her father in a matter of fact tone.

"Yes, I guess it does." Remus realises, smiling at Hermione, "Sit down, Mione, I want to tell you a couple of things." Remus tells his daughter as he sits down on the edge of her bed.

"Okay." Hermione says and she sits down next to her father.

"Hogwarts is… incredible, you're going to have the most amazing time, I know I did." Remus tell his daughter, "But there are a few things I want you to know first." Remus explains.

"Okay." Hermione responds.

"First, on the train and before the sorting ceremony you're going to hear a lot of rumours about what you have to do to get sorted, I don't want you to listen to a single one of them, they're never right." Remus explains to Hermione.

"How are we sorted?" Hermione asks her father, curious.

"I'm not going to tell you that." Remus says with a smile.

"Papa!" Hermione objects.

"No one knows how the sorting happens beforehand, it's tradition, but I don't want you to worry." Remus explains to his daughter, "And I don't want you to worry about what house you're sorted into, it doesn't matter to me and no matter which house you are sorted into that's where you belong." Remus explains.

"But you and Dad were Gryffindor." Hermione comments.

"Yes, we were." Remus confirms.

"And Minnie and Albus are Gryffindor too." Hermione adds.

"Also true." Remus confirms, "But your house doesn't matter, who you are matters." Remus says, knowing that if Sirius was here he would be saying something different, but he is desperately trying not to think about that, "Your house will become your family, wherever you are sorted, you'll find your place, even if it takes a while and it won't matter to me. But, if it does matter to you your preferences will be taken into account." Remus explains to Hermione, "Okay?"

"Okay." Hermione says with a nod.

"You're going to have the most amazing time at Hogwarts, Hermione, I can't even describe it." Remus admits, "You're going to learn so much, so many amazing things." Remus explains to his daughter, "I don't have to tell you to study hard, because I know you will, but there is more to Hogwarts than just studying." Remus says, being pretty sure Sirius would be shocked by the words coming out of his mouth right now, "You need to have fun, don't be so tense all the time. You're going to be surrounded by laughter and joy and you need to join in on it, Hermione. Let yourself relax, study, but have fun too." Remus tells his daughter.

"I'll try." Hermione answers.

"Good." Remus says with a smile, "For at least the first week you're going to want to get up ten minutes earlier than you have to because you will get lost, everyone does." Remus explains, thinking that the Marauders Map would be something he would very much like to give to Hermione right about now, "And when you do don't be ashamed to ask the ghosts, or portraits for help, they'll all help. Or I should say all of them except Peeves will help." Remus explains, "Peeves, likes to cause as much trouble as possible and if you treat him in the same way you do a teacher or prefect it won't end well. I'll happily show you ways to deal with him, but what you should do is just treat him ow you would a classmate, he'll respond to that, won't make things quiet as difficult for you." Remus reveals, wanting to pass on his wisdom.

"Okay."

"Filch is going to hate you, he hates all students, so just try and stay away and if you do cause trouble, which I'm not saying you will but if you do, don't do it around him, because believe me you don't want Filch as your enemy it just makes things much more complicated." Remus explains to his daughter.

"Are you talking from personal experience?" Hermione asks, with a teasing smile, sounding quiet amused as she knows the answer to that question.

"Yes." Remus answers, without hesitation, "Trying to listen to Professor Binns for an entire class is one of the hardest things you'll have to do at Hogwarts. So, you should try your best, but make note of what he is reading and study it on your own later." Remus explains to Hermione.

"Okay, I can do that." Hermione answers.

"Keep your wand at all times, never go anywhere without it." Remus tells his daughter, "Make sure it's always with reaching distance." Remus explains to his daughter as after his experiences he knows how important that is.

"I will." Hermione says with a nod.

"Do you remember the dark haired man who helped two year ago when I was brought to Hogwarts after the full moon?" Remus asks his daughter.

"Yes, he was unpleasant." Hermione answers with a frown.

"Yes, he was." Remus confirms, trying to keep the amusement off his face, "His name is Professor Severus Snape, he teaches potions and he was also in the same year as me at school." Remus explains to his daughter, "To say he didn't like Dad, Uncle James, Peter and I would be an understatement. All of us are to be blame for the way things were between us and we did things I'm really not proud of." Remus explains to his daughter, causing her to frown a little, "As one of the few people who will know who you are he's likely going to treat you badly so I want you to tell me everything about his lessons, and go to Minnie if does or says anything horrible." Remus tells his daughter, "Okay?"

"Okay." Hermione confirms with a nod.

"Always prepared for his classes and tell Neville, as well as any other friends you make, to do the same thing." Remus says and Hermione nods, "And finally don't be afraid to make friends with people from other houses even if it doesn't seem common, and you don't have to make friends with the people in your house if you don't want to, but you should try to." Remus tells Hermione, "I know that making friends isn't something you've ever found easy, but I don't want you to worry. You're amazing, smart, beautiful person, Hermione and you should let people see that because when you do I don't see how anyone could not want to be your friend."

"You're my Papa, you have to say that." Hermione tells her papa.

"I'm saying it because it's true." Remus says as he puts his arm around Hermione's shoulder, "Make friends, Mione, but stay close to Neville, you two are going to be able to help each other as well as need each other more than ever."

"I will." Hermione says, knowing that staying close to Neville is something she's going to try her best to do, as Remus places a kiss on his daughter's head.

"Now, seeing as how you're packing your trunk for your sixth time how about I give you a hand so we can try and get it right this time and then once we're done we can go for pizza." Remus tells his daughter.

"I'd like that." Hermione says with a grin, then she realises what her Papa say, "Did you say Pizza?" she asks, looking up at him.

"I did." Remus confirms, "I think tonight calls for a special treat, so how about we get this trunk packed." Remus suggests.

"Lets." Hermione says and together Hermione and Remus work on packing Hermione's truck, both doing their best not to think about how hard saying goodbye the following morning is going to be.


September 1st 1991

After waking up at five am Hermione knows that she isn't going to be able to get back to sleep so instead she gets up and gets ready. Even though she would like to wear her Hogwarts's robes Hermione knows that she can't so instead she gets changed into muggle clothes, the kind of clothes she normally wears, and plans to get changed as soon as she can.

Once she gets changed Hermione looks around her room, wanting to make sure that she hasn't forgotten anything and as she does she notices Paddy sitting exactly where she left him when she woke up, in her bed.

For a couple of minutes Hermione looks between her toy dog and trunk and debates what to do. Honestly she doesn't want to be considered a baby for bringing a toy to Hogwarts, but at the same time Hermione isn't sure that it would feel right not having Paddy with her.

"I don't care; you're coming with me." Hermione tells toy before picking it up and putting it into her trunk.

Once she puts Paddy into her trunk Hermione looks around her room one more time, and being sure that she hasn't forgotten anything Hermione closes her trunk.

Even with her trunk being heavy Hermione manages to pull it down from her bed, causing a loud bang, and attempts to start to drag it to her door.

"Hermione, what are you doing?" Remus asks, coming into the room with his wand raised.

"I'm trying to get my trunk downstairs. We've got to go soon." Hermione explains to his father.

"Hermione it is five am. Neville and Augusta won't be here until quarter past nine." Remus explains to his daughter, "And I'll help you get you trunk downstairs when it's time." Remus explains, "Okay?" He asks.

"Okay." Hermione says with a nod, "I'm really excited, Papa."

"I know." Remus says with a smile, "I was just as excited when I started. I think I might have been even more excited." He admits.

"Really?" Hermione asks.

"Really." Remus tells Hermione, giving his daughter a smile, "Let's go have breakfast."

"Okay." Hermione says with a nod and she walks over to her father, "Did you decide what you're going to do to change your appearance?" Hermione asks as she may have overheard a conversation between her Papa and Minerva about the fact that Remus is going to change the way he looks to take her to the station, because that will make things safer for both of them.

"How'd you know about that?" Remus asks and then he realises, "You need to watch how much you eavesdrop, it can lead to very dangerous things, and even getting the wrong or incomplete story" He warns his daughter.

"I didn't mean to this time, it just kind of happened." Hermione explains, telling the truth as she may have been heading downstairs and then paused on the stairs when she heard the voices, "Sorry." She admits.

"It's okay, just try not to do it in the future." Remus explains to Hermione, "And to answer your question I'm going to transfigure my hair to a different colour and length and put a pair of colour changing contact lenses in." Remus explains to his daughter, "Seeing as how you overheard the conversation I'm guessing you know that I'm not a big fan of the idea, but Minnie is right, it's better for you this way."

"You mean Professor McGonagall." Hermione corrects.

"At school she is Professor McGonagall, but out of school she's still the person you consider to be your Aunt Minnie." Remus explains, knowing that that is how Hermione sees Minerva, even if she doesn't admit that.

"I know; I'm just trying to get in the habit." Hermione explains to her Papa, "Professor McGonagall, Professor Dumbledore." Hermione says then sighs, "And Hermione Granger." She says, not looking that happy with that, "All things I have to get used to saying."

"I can fire call Albus right now and tell him that you don't want to go by Hermione Granger, you can go by Hermione Lupin-Black if you want." Remus explains to his daughter, "I don't want you to do anything you're not comfortable with." Remus says as even though it would be safer for Hermione to go by Granger he wants her to only do that if she is okay with it.

"I'm not completely comfortable with it." Hermione admits, "But, I don't want people to hear the name Lupin-Black and just think of Dad, and I want people to see me for me. So, even though I'm not completely comfortable with it, I'll go by Granger for at least a little while." Hermione explains to his father.

"Okay." Remus says with a nod, "Breakfast?" Remus asks and Hermione nods and so they both head downstairs.


Hours later, at ten twenty-five, Hermione, Remus, Neville and Augusta are getting out of the car that Remus borrowed from Dan and Emma. Once they are out of the car Neville, Hermione and Augusta head towards the boot of the car while Remus goes and collects two trollies.

Once Remus brings the trollies over all four of them work together to load Hermione and Neville's trunks onto the trollies as well as Neville's toad.

"I've already lost him twice this morning." Neville tells Hermione in a quiet voice.

"I think it might be the cage. From what you've said I don't think he like it." Hermione says to Neville.

"It would make sense." Neville realises.

"Okay, you both ready?" Remus asks, looking between Neville and Hermione.

"Yes, Papa."

"Yes, Remus."

"Good, then let's go. Getting through to the platform before the rush is always better." Augusta says and the four of them start to walk, Neville and Hermione both pushing their trunks while Remus walks next to Hermione and Augusta walks next to Neville.

For a little while Hermione, Neville, Remus and Augusta walk until they finally reach platforms nine and ten.

"You weren't kidding; we have to run at a wall?" Neville asks, looking nervous as he looks between his gran and Remus.

"Yes, but there's no reason to worry." Augusta tells her grandson, "Come on." She tells her son, leading him towards the wall and a few seconds later Neville and Augusta disappear through the gateway.

"Papa, I'm not sure…." Hermione starts to say.

"It's okay, Hermione. I'll be right by your side. You won't get hurt." Remus promises his daughter, "Okay?" He asks.

"Okay." Hermione says and then she takes a deep breath, "Let's go." Hermione tells her Papa and once she does Remus puts his arm around Hermione's shoulder and leads her towards the gateway, Hermione closing her eyes as they get closer.

"Hermione, it's okay, open your eyes." Remus tells his daughter and hearing her father's reassuring voice Hermione does.

"Wow, it's amazing." Hermione says as sees the train.

"Yeah, it is." Remus confirms, "Let's go find Neville and Mrs Longbottom." Remus tells his daughter, who nods, and so the two of them make their way down the train, keeping their eyes out for Neville and Augusta, though Remus is also looking for a dark haired boy with green eyes. Finally, about half way down the train Remus and Hermione spot Neville and Augusta so they walk over to them.

"We made it through." Neville says to Hermione when he sees her.

"Yeah, we did." Hermione confirms.

"Let's get your trunks loaded up." Remus says and both Hermione and Neville do.

A while later all of Neville and Hermione's stuff has been loaded onto the train and while Neville and Augusta are saying goodbye on the platform Remus and Hermione are saying their goodbye on the train.

"You must have so many memories of this train." Hermione says to her father.

"I do." Remus confirms, "So many good ones and I hope that you're going to make good memories too." Remus explains to his daughter, "What's wrong, Hermione?" Remus asks his daughter as he notices that she is looking sad.

"I'm so excited for Hogwarts, but I'm really not sure that I'm ready to leave you." Hermione explains, feeling like such a little kid as she really doesn't want to leave her Papa.

"Oh Hermione, it will be okay." Remus says, walking over and hugging his daughter, "We'll write to each other all the time, and I'll see you at Christmas." Remus tells his daughter, "And if you really want Minnie might let you make a floo call." Remus says as he hugs his daughter, stressing the might as he's not really sure whether she will.

"I love you, Papa, so much." Hermione tells her Papa, a tear coming to her eye.

"I love you too, Hermione, more than anything." Remus says as he hugs his daughter, placing a kiss on her head, and the two of them drift into silence as Remus holds his daughter, honestly never wanting to let go of her even though he knows that she is going to have an amazing time at Hogwarts.

Neither Hermione nor Remus are sure how long they have been holding each other, but then the whistle saying that the train will be leaving soon goes off and Remus forces himself to let go of his daughter,

"You're going to have such an amazing time at Hogwarts, Mione, don't be sad." Remus says as he wipes a tear out of his daughters face while he fights to keep his own tears from falling, "I'm so proud of you and I love you so much." Remus says.

"I love you too, Papa." Hermione responds.

"It's time." Remus tells daughter, "I've got to go, and you're going to Hogwarts, you're going to love it Hermione, so much."

"I hope so." Hermione responds.

"You will, I just know it." Remus assures his daughter, placing a kiss on her head before he walks out of the carriage, just as Neville climbs in and the two of them exchange a brief hug before Remus walks out of the carriage, closing the door behind him.

As the door is closed Hermione and Neville walk over to the door where they see Augusta and Remus standing together. As the train starts to leave Hermione and Neville wave at Remus and Augusta, not stopping until they can't see them anymore.

"Off we go." Hermione says, walking over to one of the chairs.

"Off we go." Neville confirms and the two of them drift into silence, silence that is broken by a really loud croak from Trevor, which causes them both to laugh.

"You know; I think I'm going to get changed." Hermione tells Neville as while he sits down in the chair he walked over Hermione stood up.

"Already?" Neville asks, sounding surprised.

"Yeah, I want to." Hermione says as she heads over to her trunk and pulls out her robes, "I'll be right back." She assures Neville.

"Okay." Neville responds and Hermione heads out of the carriage.


About an hour and a half later Hermione and Neville are both in their carriage and as the food trolley has just come past they are bringing their recently brought snacks into their carriage.

"Really, Mione? Do you think you have enough chocolate?" Neville says when he sees how much his friend has brought.

"In Papa's words there is no such thing as enough chocolate." Hermione says with a grin as she sits back down.

"True, but I'm pretty sure that your Papa is the only person on the planet that uses that opinion as words to live by." Neville comments.

"He does have a point though, chocolate is good." Hermione tells her friend.

"That it is." Neville confirms, "Just not in the quantity that he eats it."

"Maybe." Hermione says as she eats a chocolate frog.

"Together?" Neville asks, sticking out a box of Bertie Botts.

"Sure." Hermione says and she and Neville both close their eyes, sticks their hands into the packet and each pull out a bean which they put into their moths.

"Marshmallow." Neville says with a grin, opening his eyes.

"Grass." Hermione says, pulling a face.

"Oh, I'm sorry." Neville says, trying not to laugh, but then as he looks around the carriage he realises something, "TREVOR?" Neville calls and hearing that Hermione looks around the carriage too, "He's gone." Neville says, looking upset.

"He probably just slipped out when we got food." Hermione explains to her friend, "It will be okay, Nev. We're moving, he can't have gotten too far so we'll look, we'll find him."

"Okay." Neville says with a nod, looking close to tears, and Hermione gets up and walks over to him as Neville stands up.

"You go left, I'll go right." Hermione says and Neville nods, "If he's somewhere on this train we'll find him." she tells Neville, giving him a hug.

"We have to." Neville responds as he returns his friends hug and then the two of them break apart and head out of their carriage to go on a toad hunt.


For a while Hermione searches through the train and when he sees no sign of her friend or his toad Hermione heads back to the way Neville went and she finds him outside a compartment, looking even more upset.

"We'll find him, Nev, we will." Hermione says before opening the door to the compartment. Opening the door Hermione finds a red haired boy with freckles and dirt on his nose and another boy that Hermione recognizes the second she sees him.

"Have you seen a toad by any chance? Neville's lost one." Hermione says to the two boys, trying not to be distracted by the fact that she is seeing the boy that she should have grown up with for the first time since she was a baby.

"We've already told him we haven't." The red haired boy says.

"Oh, are you doing magic? Let's see then." Hermione says, not being able to her curiosity and so she walks over and sits down.

"Um, okay." The red-haired boy says "Sunshine, daisies, batter, mellow, turn this stupid fat rat yellow." The boy says and hearing the spell Hermione's eyes widen slightly suspecting that he was given the spell by pranksters as it sounds like something her Fathers, Uncle James and Peter would have done.

"Are you sure that's a real spell?" Hermione asks, "Because I'm pretty sure it's not. I've preformed a few simple spells and they've all worked for me." Hermione says, speaking fast and as she does she notices Neville's warning look, so she decides to change the subject, and attempts to slow down, "Hogwarts is the best magic school there is did you know that?" Hermione asks curious, "I've learned all my course books by heart." Hermione reveals, feeling rather proud of that, "I'm Hermione Granger by the way, and you are?" Hermione asks, looking at the red-haired boy, it feeling more than a little wrong to introduce herself by that name.

"I'm Ron Weasley." The red-haired boy, saying a last name that Hermione finds familiar as she is pretty sure that her Papa has mentioned the Weasley family.

"Harry Potter."

"I know." Hermione says, causing her to get too confused looks from Ron and Harry and another warning one from Neville, "I mean, I recognize your scar." Hermione quickly says, it being the first lie she can think off, as while she didn't recognize Harry by his scar is it is slightly visible, "I've read all about you. I got a few extra books for background reading, you're in a lot. Modern Magical History and The Rise and Fall of the Dark Arts and Great Wizarding Events of the Twenty Century and that's just a few." Hermione explains, talking faster than normal as she is nervous.

"Am I?" Harry asks, it being clear that Hermione has shocked him.

"You don't know?" Hermione asks with a small frown, wondering what else he doesn't know, "I would have thought that you'd want to know everything, I know I would have." Hermione says, knowing that she does want to know everything and hates that she will never know everything about her Dad, "Have either of you thought about what house you want to be in?" Hermione asks, wanting to try and get the toy boys to talk so that she can calm herself down, "I think I want to be in Gryffindor, I think it sounds like the best, and Professor Dumbledore himself was one, but I guess Ravenclaw wouldn't be too bad." Hermione explains, once more speaking fast, as even though Remus won't mind what house she is in she likes the idea of being in Gryffindor, and as she speaks rather fast again she sees that Neville is giving her a 'slow down' look, "I should go help Neville find his toad. I think you might want to get change, we're getting closer." Hermione says before getting up and walking to the door, "Oh and you've got dirt on your noise by the way." Hermione says to Ron before she leaves, trying to be helpful.

Once she has walked out of the carriage Hermione and Neville walk a few meters then Hermione stops and turns to Neville,

"Was that as bad of an impression as I think it was?" Hermione asks curious, and honestly worried.

"It could have been worse." Neville admits, "It will be okay, Mione. You were just nervous." Neville assures his friend, putting his arm around Hermione, knowing that she worries about how people see her.

"I recognized him the second I saw him. He looks so much like Uncle James, but his eyes look just like how Aunt Lily's look in photos." Hermione explains.

"I noticed that." Neville comments as he looked through Hermione's album, more than once, so he saw the resemblance too, "We're not going to find Trevor, are we?" Neville asks, sounding worried, and upset.

"We will. I just know it." Hermione say and she and Neville continue to walk down the corridor, looking for Neville's frog while Hermione thinks about the bad impression she just made with the person she should have grown up with.


For most of the journey Hermione and Neville continue to search for Trevor and to Neville's disappointment they don't find him.

"He's really gone." Neville says, looking upset once he and Hermione are back in their compartment.

"Maybe not. You heard the announcement, he'll probably just be brought up to the school." Hermione explains.

"Hopefully." Neville says as the train stops, "We're here." He says, sounding amazed as Hermione helps him with his robe that has been caught on his ear.

"That we are." Hermione says with a smile, "You ready?"

"No." Neville says without hesitation, "You?"

"No." Hermione answers, with a small smile, and the two of them head out of the train. Once they are on the platform Hagrid smiles at Hermione and gives her a wink, but doesn't say anything, Hermione realising that he must have been told that she is going by a different name.

"Firs' years follow me." Hagrid's voice says and Hermione and Neville joy the sea of students and follow, it being quiet easy to do with Hagrid being so large.

"Wish Remus or Gran warned us about this." Neville whispers to Hermine as they travel down a step, small, path and he tries not to trip.

"Just grab my arm if you feel like you're going to slip." Hermione whispers back, and for a couple of minutes they continue to walk in silence Neville having to grab Hermione's arm a couple of times until, Hagrid informs them that they are going to to get their first view of Hogwarts.

"Oooh." All the students say, Hermione and Neville included.

"You've been here before." Neville, once more, whispers to Hermione.

"I haven't seen it from outside before though." Hermione explains to her friend.

"No more than four to a boat." Hagrid says, and Hermione and Neville get into a boat with Ron and Harry, both of them thinking about when they capsized a canoe when they went camping with Remus.

After a few amazing minutes of traveling across the lake the boats stop at a kind of underground harbour and they get out of the boats, Hermione needing to help Neville when he almost falls in.

"Thanks." Neville says, gratefully.

"Not a problem." Hermione says with a smile and she and Neville follow the other students.

"Oy, is that your toad." Hagrid says to Neville.

"TREVOR." Neville yells, sounding excited and Trevor leaps into his hand.

"Told you you'd find him." Hermione tells her friend with a smile as they continue to follow Hagrid.

"I should have known. You're always right." Neville says, returning Hermione's smile.

For a couple of minutes Hermione and Neville, along with all the other students follow Hagrid until they reach a large oak door and Hagrid raises his fist and knocks.

"Here we go." Neville says to Hermione.

"Here we go." Hermione responds, feeling her anxiety grow.


Back at their house, far away from Hogwarts where his daughter is Remus is sitting alone in his living room, with a glass of fire whiskey in his hand, while he stares at the fire. As he stares at the fire Remus realises that soon his daughter is going to be sorted, soon she is going to be finding her place at Hogwarts and he doesn't know what to do. After Hermione was born he and Sirius talked about what they would do when their little girl started Hogwarts, and at the time their plan was to drink, an and distract themselves in whatever way possible, but Remus can't do that. When he tries not to think about Hermione he thinks about Sirius and when he tries not to think about Sirius he thinks about Hermione, it's a vicious circle of pain as he misses them both so much.

Even though he is so happy that Hermione is Hogwarts and he want her to have the best time possible, he already misses her and wishes she was home, and his deepest desire, one he won't admit to another person, is to have Sirius by his side again and that will probably never happen so in an attempt to forget about his pain Remus just pours himself another drink, as he desperately tries not to think about his daughter and mate.


Across oceans, also all alone, Sirius is in his human form staring out of the tiny crack in his cell. If his tally is correct, which Sirius believes it is, he knows that his baby girl, his daughter, his Princess will be standing in the entrance hall at Hogwarts right about now, she'll be waiting to be sorted and he wasn't there to see her of.

As he thinks about that Sirius realises that he doesn't even know what his daughter looks like now, he can't even picture how she would look as Remus saw her off, but as he does he realises that now Remus, his mate, would be completely alone right now. If he didn't believe completely, maybe thanks to the Dementors, that, that he would just make their lives so much worse, he would be trying to think of a way to go to Remus and Hermione, but he does believe that so instead he just stares out of the crash, and misses them.


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