Chapter 57
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SMUT WARNING
February 24th 1995
Once she is several corridors away from her parents' quarters Hermione leans against the wall and takes several deep breaths, trying to collect herself as she knows that she can't walk into the common room feeling the way she does.
Leaning against the wall Hermione just spends several minutes taking deep breaths, trying to collect herself.
"They should have told me." Hermione comments, fighting back tears, "Papa should have told me." She says, honestly she is angrier at Remus than Sirius as Sirius has only been in her life for a year, while Remus has been around her for her whole life, "I can handle this, it will be okay." Hermione says to herself, forcibly wiping away her tears, and then after once last deep breath Hermione pushes herself away from the wall and walks towards the common room.
A couple of minutes later Hermione walks into the common room to the cheers and applause of her housemates.
"Thank you." Hermione says, forcing a smile before she walks over to the drinks table, picks up a bottle of Firewhiskey and walks over to the window sill that she sits on during full moons and she just sits, and opens the bottle.
"Mione?" Harry's voice asks concerned as he, Neville and Fred walk over.
"I'm fine." Hermione tells them, honestly having no idea why she is lying.
"No, you're not." Neville says, "Your eyes are greyer than normal, that always means that something is wrong." Neville says to is friend, becoming concerned.
"Stupid eyes." Hermione mutters bitterly, raising the bottle to her mouth, but before she can drink it Fred reaches over and takes it.
"I really don't think that's a good idea." Fred informs Hermione.
"Talk to us, what's going on with you?" Harry asks, sounding worried.
"Something I really don't want to talk about." Hermione admits, avoiding looking at her friends, "I need to get out of here." Hermione says, pushing past Harry, Neville and Fred to head out of the common room.
"Okay, what the hell is going on? What are we missing?" Fred asks the others.
"I don't know." Neville admits.
"Neither do I, but I know who will know." Harry says, "Come on." He says and the three of them head out of the common room.
After leaving the common room Hermione heads straight to the grounds, using ways out she learnt over the years, and once she is on the ground she heads straight to her tree and just sits, not even carrying about how cold it still is.
After leaving Gryffindor Tower Harry, Neville and Fred go straight to Remus and Sirius's quarters, as they walk into Sirius and Remus's quarters Harry, Neville and Fred find them sitting on the couch, Remus still having tears rolling down his face and Sirius looking upset.
"Remus, Sirius? Are you okay?" Harry asks concerned.
"Harry, Neville, Fred, what are you doing here?" Sirius asks surprised.
"We're worried about Hermione. She ran out of the common room, looking upset, and so we thought we would come see you two and you're upset to." Harry explains, "What's going on?" he asks worried.
"Hermione found out something that we haven't told her and she got upset, rightfully." Sirius explains.
"I think I know where she went. I've got to talk to her." Remus says, moving himself out of Sirius's arms and heading out of the quarters before anyone can say or do anything to stop him.
Having a pretty good idea where his daughter would have gone after leaving his quarters Remus heads straight out to the grounds and to the three that his daughter likes to go to.
Just like he suspected he would Remus finds his daughter sitting by the tree, leaning against it with her knees against her chest.
"Mione? Can I sit with you?" Remus asks his daughter.
"I guess." Hermione responds, being pretty sure that she doesn't have a choice, and hearing that Remus sits right down next to his daughter.
"I'm sorry." Remus tells his daughter, "I really am."
"I know you are." Hermione tells her Papa, "I just can't believe that you didn't tell me this sooner."
"I probably should have, but for so long I wasn't sure whether you would gain traits or abilities." Remus tells his daughter, "I did always intend to tell you, I was just waiting until you are a little older." Remus tells his daughter.
"That makes sense, but I think you should have told me sooner." Hermione informs Remus.
"I probably should have." Remus tells Hermione, hating that he has caused his daughter so much pain.
"Do you know what's going to happen? How this is going to work?" Hermione asks Remus.
"Not exactly, but we'll figure it out together." Remus says, putting his arm around his daughter's shoulder, as he does Hermione lays her head on her Dad's shoulder and the two of them drift into silence.
March 4th 1995
It has been ten days since the second task and even though Hermione has started to understand why her parents lied she still feels some anger towards them.
It is Saturday and Hermione and Harry are n Remus and Sirius's quarters working on the next step of their animagus transformation. As they work Hermione has gotten up and headed into the kitchen as she needs to get a drink, as she gets up Sirius gets up too as there are a couple of things that he needs to talk to her about.
"Mione." Sirius says as Hermione opens the fridge, "I just wanted to apologise again. Your Papa and I thought we were doing the right thing by keeping it from you."
"I know, but you still hurt me." Hermione explains.
"I'm sorry."
"I know." Hermione responds.
"Now, there is something I want to talk to you about." Sirius says, lowering his voice, "Friday is your Papa's birthday."
"I know, but he doesn't like to celebrate it." Hermione informs Sirius, "I don't ever remember a time where he did celebrate it."
"So I've heard." Sirius says sadly, "I want to change that, I want to do something special for Rem's birthday and I was hoping you would help."
"It should be a dinner, a family dinner. You, me, Harry, maybe Neville or Minnie or Poppy or Albus, or anyone else you can think off." Hermione explains to her Dad.
"A family dinner, that sounds perfect." Sirius says with a smile, "Thanks Princess."
"You're welcome, Dad." Hermione says with a smile.
"Mione, the potion is ready." Remus's voice calls and Sirius and Hermione walk back over to the living area just as Remus is pouring the potion into cups.
"Now, do you two remember what you have to do?" Sirius asks Harry and Hermione.
"Yes." The two teenagers say as Hermione sits back down next to Harry.
"Say it out loud." Remus request as Sirius sits down too.
"We both add the mandrake leafs to our cup, drink it, and then we go into the meditated states we've been working on and once we're in that state we'll see what our animagus form is going to be." Harry explains.
"Yes, exactly." Sirius says, looking between Harry and Hermione, both of whom are looking excited, "Look, I know you're both excited, I was too, but unless you're clam you're not going to be able to do this, okay?" he asks the pair, both of whom nod, "Good."
"Good luck." Remus as he hands both Harry and Hermione cups.
As they collect their cups Harry and Hermione exchange looks, it being clear that they are worried about how they are going to go.
"We can do this." Hermione says to Harry.
"Yeah, we can." Harry confirms and the two of them both drop their mandrake leafs into their respective cups.
"Let it float to the bottom." Sirius tells the two teens and once they both notice that the leafs have floated to the bottoms of their respective cups Harry and Hermione both drink what's in the cups.
"How do you two feel?" Remus asks concerned.
"Okay." Harry answer.
"Strange, but okay." Hermione reveals.
"Good, that's how it should feel." Sirius tells his daughter, "Okay, now you both need to close your eyes and relax. Use those techniques you mastered in steps one and two, and it will just come to you." Sirius explains.
Both Harry and Hermione nod at that and both make themselves comfortable, Harry on a pile of pillows while Hermione leans against the couch, closes her eyes and just focuses on her breathing, in and out, until she feels herself reach a state of calm and she suddenly feels herself drift off, not to sleep, but to another state.
Hermione's Unconscious.
As she feels herself drift Hermione opens her eyes, but instead of seeing her father's quarters around her Hermione sees that she is in a forest, one that looks a lot like the Forbidden Forest.
"Okay, odd." Hermione mutters to herself as she stands up, looking around. As Hermione looks around she hears movement behind her. Turning Hermione sees a large Black Wolf walking out, "Hello." Hermione says, not being able to explain the feeling she has that tells her the wolf is safe. As the animal walk towards her Hermione notices it's eye, it's brown eyes with flicks of grey, "You're me." Hermione realises, reaching out and patting the wolf, "You're so soft." Hermione says and as she does she notices that the wolf has a patch of brown along the underside of its neck, "I can't wait to be you." Hermione tell the wolf as she pets him.
Back in Sirius and Remus's quarters the two of them are sitting side by side, holding hands, both of them watching their kids.
"It shouldn't be too much longer." Sirius says, looking between the two teenagers, "Is this what it was like watching me and James?"
"Yeah." Remus confirms, Sirius just nods and a few seconds later Harry's eyes open.
"Pup?"
"Harry?"
"I'm okay." Harry answers and as he does Hermione opens her eyes too.
"Are you both okay?" Remus asks concerned.
"Yes."
"Yeah."
Hermione and Harry both answer, both of them having an undertone of amazement in their voices.
"So, don't keep us in suspense, what did you see?" Sirius asks the two, looking so excited that he is close to jumping up and down in anticipation.
"A stag." Harry answers with a proud smile as he knows that's what his Dad was, "But it had a marking on its head, like my scar, and around his eyes, like my glasses, and green eyes. He seemed gentle." Harry explains.
"That's great, Harry." Sirius explains to Harry, "Prong was always gentle, that's how your Dad described him when he went into his trace."
"Really?" Harry asks and Remus and Sirius nod, "That's great." He says with a smile, "What did you see, Mione?"
"A wolf." Hermione answers, looking at her parents, "A Black Wolf with brown eyes, that had grey flicks, and a patch of brown on the underside of her neck." Hermione reveals.
"Black wolf?" Sirius asks and Hermione nods.
"Combination of both of us." Remus says, not entirely sure how he feels about that.
"So, they're going to be our forms?" Hermine asks and Harry nods.
"Yes." Sirius confirms.
"When we can start to try to transform?" Hermione asks her parents.
"Whenever you want, but it's going to be a while before you'll be able to do anything." Sirius explains to the teens, not wanting either of them to get their hopes up.
"We know" Harry and Hermione answer.
After spending a couple of hours in Sirius and Remus's room attempting to transform, managing to achieve nothing, Harry and Hermione are on their way back to the Gryffindor Common Room.
"How long do you think it will be before we manage to transform something?" Harry asks curious, doing so after he made sure that no one is around.
"I don't know, probably a while." Hermione answers, "It took our Dads years before they were able to fully transform, we've just got to keep trying and be patient, it will happen eventually." Hermione tells Harry.
"Hopefully." Harry comments, "How are you? Are you okay?" he asks, clearly concerned.
"Yes, I think I am." Hermione admits, "I'm still mad at Papa and Dad, but I know anger doesn't help so I'm trying to get over it."
"How's that working for you?" Harry asks curious.
"I'm pretty sure it's going to be a long process." Hermione admits and the two of them drift into silence as they walk.
March 10th 1995
It has been almost a week since Harry and Hermione started to transform and since then Harry has managed to transform a toe and Hermione has managed to transform a few fingers.
It is Friday night and Harry, Hermione, Neville, Fred, George, Minerva, Poppy, and Albus are in Sirius and Remus's quarters sitting around a table about to eat a feat that Sirius had the house elves sent up. Just as they are about to eat Sirius stands up,
"Before we eat I want to propose a toast." Sirius says, standing up, "To the love of my life, my best friend, my mate, Happy Thirty Fifth birthday, I love you, so much." Sirius says, smiling at his mate who is sitting at the other end of the table.
"To Papa." Hermione repeats.
"To Remus." Everyone else says.
"Thank you, thank you so much." Remus says, smiling at everyone around the table, "For a long time I haven't celebrated my birthday, and it's thanks to Sirius that I am this year." Remus reveals, "And it means a lot to me that all of you, those of you who are so important to me and my family, are here to help me celebrate with me." Remus says, smiling at everyone, "So thank you."
"We are happy to be here Remus." Minerva assures him.
"That we are." Albus confirms, "And I think we shouldn't let all this good food go to waste."
"Here, here. Dig in." Sirius says and that's just what they all do.
A few hours later the dinner has finished and Poppy, Albus and Minerva have left Remus and Sirius's quarters leaving Sirius, Remus, Harry, Hermione, Fred, Neville and George the only ones there, and they are have just finished cake.
"That was incredible, thank you." Remus says, kissing Sirius.
"You don't have to thank me." Sirius assures him as Remus moves, starting to pick up the plates, "No, no, no. It's your birthday, you don't clean up." Sirius informs him.
"He's right, Papa." Hermione informs him, "It's getting close to curfew, we should head back to the common room." Hermione says, being pretty sure that her parents will want some alone time.
"Well, how about I walk the five of you back seeing as how Sirius won't let me clean up." Remus suggests.
"Sure." Hermione answers and the others nod.
"I'll be back soon." Remus tells Sirius before he, Hermione, Harry, Neville, Fred and George head out of the quarters, all of them saying goodbye to Sirius before leaving.
After the six leave Sirius waves his wand to clean up the mess before he hurries into his and Remus's room, knowing he doesn't have long, to set up a birthday gift for his mate, a gift that he hopes Remus likes just as much as he liked Remus's gift to him.
First Sirius causes about thirteen candles, some red and some gold, to float around his and Remus's bed and then he waves his wand and causes the bedding to change to red silk sheets. Once he has done that Sirius hurries to where he hid individually wrapped chocolate which he uses to spell out Remus's name on the bed.
"Perfect." Sirius says before playing a song they both love and is important to them, having gotten the record from Hermione, and once he does he puts everything he is going to need for the night, including a bottle of chocolate rum on the bedside table, before getting changed into a pair of, very tight, gold boxes that he brought specially for tonight.
Just as he is putting his robes away Sirius hears the door open,
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"Siri? The kids are back at the tower, where are you?" Remus's voice calls.
"Come into the bedroom, love." Sirius calls back, making his voice seductive.
Wondering what his mate has planned Remus walks into their bedroom and as he sees the sight Remus freezes and his mouth opens in shock.
"Siri, this is amazing." Remus says with an amazed look on his face before he moves over to his mate's arm and kisses him.
Once they break apart Remus looks down at what his mate is wearing and as he does his eye darken with desire, "You look incredible, Siri." Remus says, looking his mate up and down, not being able to help but stare at the bulge that is all too clear in the very tight boxes, "Are they new?"
"Yep, I got them just for tonight, just for you." Sirius whispers to Remus, "Do you like?"
"I love them, but I think I'm going to love getting you out of them more." Remus reveals, telling the truth, as he gives Sirius a suggestive look.
"I'm going to love that too." Sirius reveals as he leads Remus over to the bed to show his mate everything he has done.
"This is amazing." Remus says with a gasp.
"No, you are." Sirius says as he slowly starts to undress Remus, doing it tenderly and with care, as he picks up a chocolate bar from the bedside table and feeds it to his mate, "Happy Birthday my incredible, Rem." Sirius whispers and Remus just gives a moan back.
Once Sirius is sure that Remus has eaten the chocolate bar Sirius gently pushes his mate onto the bed and picks up a small bucket of the bedside table, a bucket that is full of melted chocolate, and he rubs it all over Remus's chest, completely covering Remus's nipples.
"Oh, good, that feels so good." Remus moans, knowing that chocolate is melting on is back but he doesn't care.
Once he is sure that Remus is significantly covered Sirius puts the bucket on the side and he starts to lick the chocolate off Remus's chest before moving to his mate's nipples.
"Ohh good, feels so good, so amazing." Remus says, moaning under his mate's talented tongue, loving every second.
Once Sirius has cleaned all the chocolate off Remus's chest he grabs the bucket again and spreads the chocolate down Remus's torso and completely covers his mate's cock. Licking his lips at the sight before him Sirius puts the bucket back on the side and continues to move down the trail of chocolate, licking it, sucking chocolate out of Remus's belly button, before reaching Remus's incredible cock.
"My favourite desert." Sirius says, looking at Remus and only seeing his mates desire looking back at him, before he slowly starts to lick the chocolate off his mate's cock,
"Siri, oh god, Siri." Remus moans as Sirius starts to suck Remus's cock, taking as much of him as he can.
After a few minutes, Remus moaning the entire time, Sirius lets go of Remus's cock with a pop and starts to moves up his mate body, spending several minutes placing kisses and sucking on his mate's skin.
Once Sirius reaches Remus's mouth he pulls his mate into a deep passionate kiss as he reaches over and grabs the special strawberry lube he brought.
"Roll over, on all fours." Sirius whispers into Remus's ear and his mate quickly does so. Once Remus is on his hands and knees, his ass up in the air. Sirius spreads the lube on his fingers and in Remus's hole as he starts to prepare his mate.
"Good, so good." Remus moans as he withers beneath his mate.
"I love you, love you so much." Sirius says as he places kisses on Remus's black and licks up the chocolate that has melted as he slowly prepares his mate, with one finger, then two, and then finally three.
"Siri, please. I can't wait any longer, please get in me." Remus cries out, causing Sirius to smirk.
"Patience Baby. I want to make this a night you won't forget." Sirius responds.
"You already have." Remus informs his mate as Sirius uses one hand to remove the gold boxes while continuing to prepare his mate with his other hand.
Once his cock is free from it's confides Sirius lines himself up before he slowly starts to thrust into Remus's tight, but welcoming hole.
"So tight, so incredible." Sirius whispers to Remus, "So good."
"Oh god, Pad, faster, harder." Remus moans.
"Of course, love." Sirius says and he increases his speed, going deeper with every single one which causes Remus to moan louder and louder.
After a couple more minutes Sirius starts to feel closer so he reaches around his mate, placing a kiss on his back as he does, and takes Remus in his hand, and starts to jerk him of.
"Oh, Siri, Siri, SIRI." Remus yells after a couple of minutes.
"Come for me baby." Sirius whispers and that's just what they do.
As they reach their climaxes Sirius collapses onto his mate and Remus finds himself not even minding the weight.
After a few seconds Sirius moves off his mate, and kisses him passionately,
"I love you, Remy, so much." Sirius tells his mate.
"I love you too." Remus responds and as he does Sirius reaches over and grabs two glasses of the Chocolate rum.
"How much of that melted chocolate have you got left?" Remus asks curious, after they have both drunken some of the rum.
"Plenty." Sirius responds with a smirk and Remus reaches over and takes Sirius's glass from him and puts both of them on the bedside table before he picks up the bucket of melted chocolate.
"My turn." Remus whispers to Sirius.
"Ohh, I like the sound of that." Sirius says with a smirk as he moves down the bed so that he is lying flat with his head just on the pillows.
"I'm glad." Remus says, placing a kiss on his mate's lips before spreading the melted chocolate all over his mate's body.
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Hours later Sirius and Remus are lying in each other's arms, both of them now clean, having spent all of Remus's birthday celebrating it and cuddling.
"Thank you, Sirius. You've made this day one of the best birthdays I've ever had." Remus says to Sirius with a look of utter love on his face.
"No problem, Rem. I love you." Sirius says kissing his mate once more, "Happy birthday, Baby, and I promise you there will be many happier ones to come." Sirius promise his mate and the two of them drift into silence as they lay in each other's loving embraces.
March 17th 1995
It has been a week since Remus's birthday and it is now the full moon. As normal Hermione is sitting in the Gryffindor Common room, near the window sill, staring out of the grounds and she isn't at all surprised when, a while after everyone else left, Hermione hears footsteps.
"How you doing?" A voice asks and Hermione turns to see Harry, Neville, Fred and George.
"Okay, but…." Hermione says before trailing off.
"But, what?" Harry asks concerned.
"But it's like there are bugs under my skin, I feel movement, shivers." Hermione reveals.
"That's not normal, is it?" Fred asks concerned.
"No, it's not." Hermione confirms.
"Why do you think it's happening?" Neville asks, clearly worried.
"I think it's what Dad and Papa talked about. I think I'm sensing Papa, what he's going through." Hermione reveals.
"Should we take you to the hospital wing?" George asks, exchanging looks with the others.
"No, I'm okay… I think." Hermione answers.
"I think? That doesn't exactly fill us with confidence, Mione." Harry says, becoming ever more worried.
"Yeah, I know… Sorry." Hermione tells her friends and the five of them drift into a very tense silence.
"So….. Poker?" Fred suggests, attempting to break the silence and defuse the tension, "I'm thinking minus the alcohol."
"Would be a good idea." Harry admits.
"Mione?" Neville asks curious.
"Yeah, sure, why not." Hermione says, standing up, but as she does she sways on the spot for a second.
"Hermione?" Harry, Neville, Fred and George ask, all four of them sounding worried.
"I'm okay." Hermione says as he nose starts to bleed, but before anyone can ask whether she is okay Hermione collapses.
"HERMIONE."
"MIONE."
Fred, George, Harry and Neville all yell, all sounding terrified, as they hurry over to their friend.
"We need to get her help." Neville says, sounding terrified.
"Madame Pomfrey. We've got to get Mione to her." Harry says, looking worriedly at his friend.
"I've got her." Fred says, picking up Hermione carefully and the group of four, plus Hermione, hurry out of the common room, past the clock that says 1:04, none of caring that if they get caught they'll be in serious trouble, only caring about getting Hermione to safety.
A few minutes after they left the common room, being amazed that they didn't get caught by Filch or anyone else, Harry, Neville, George and Fred carrying Hermione hurry into the hospital wing.
"Just hold on, Hermione, you'll be okay." Fred says.
"POPPY." Neville yells.
"MADAM POMFREY, WE NEED HELP" Harry yells and seconds later Poppy hurries out from her office as Fred takes Hermione over to a bed.
"What's happened?" Poppy asks when she sees the teenagers and hurries over to Hermione.
"She was feeling movement under her skin, like bugs, shivers, and when she stood up she got a nose bleed and then collapsed." George explains.
"She thinks she was sensing Remus." Neville adds as Poppy starts to examine Hermione.
"That's a possibility." Poppy says as she continues to examine Hermione as like the others who know about Remus she knew it was a possibility and has watched out for it.
"We need to tell Sirius and Remus, or at least Sirius." Harry says, knowing that Remus isn't in any state to talk to.
"Both of them are locked in their chambers, with some pretty powerful enchantments the morning." Poppy reveals, "I need one of you to go over the fire and call up to Professor Dumbledore, I need him." Poppy says, not even attempting to get the teenagers to leave as she may just need them.
"I'll do it." Harry says before hurrying over to the fire.
For the next minute or so Fred, George, and Neville watch Poppy working on Hermione until Albus hurries over and starts to help while the teenagers just watch on, all four of them feeling pretty useless as Albus and Poppy talk in voices too quiet for the four boys, who are standing back to hear.
For about half an hour Harry, Neville, Fred and George just stand and watch why Poppy and Albus work on Hermione, all four of them hoping that Hermione is going to be okay.
Finally, Poppy and Albus stand up straight and turn towards the four teenagers.
"How is she? Is she okay?" Harry asks, sounding worried.
"Yes, she's okay." Poppy answers.
"What happened?" Neville asks, wanting to understand why his friend suddenly collapsed.
"We believe Hermione is sensing what Remus is currently going through, and as she has never felt something like that it was too much and it caused her to collapse." Albus explains to the four students.
"So does this mean it will happen to Hermione every full moon?" Fred asks concerned.
"No, I believe it will just happen until she gets used to the sensation." Albus explains.
"When will she wake up?" George asks curious.
"It's hard to determine, but I would say about twelve hours." Albus explains, "I'll be waiting for Sirius and Remus outside their rooms so that I can tell them as soon as the enchantments are removed."
"Good, that's good." Harry says, sounding relieved and the others nod in agreement.
"Yes. Now, how about I walk you boys back to Gryffindor Tower." Albus suggests
"Can't we stay with Hermione?" Fred asks.
"I want to stay." Neville adds.
"I'm not leaving." Harry says as George nods in agreement with what the others are saying, causing Albus to look between the four boys.
"You boys can stay." Albus explains to them, "But you are not to interfere with what Madam Pomfrey has to do."
"Yes, Sir." The four boys respond.
"Lovely, I'll see you four in a few hours." Albus says before he leaves the Hospital Wing.
After Albus leaves Harry, Neville, Fred and George walk over and sit down either sides of Hermione's bedside, Harry and Fred on her right side while Neville and George are on her left. As they it down Harry and Neville each take one of Hermione's hand.
"We're here, Mione. We're not going to leave." Harry says and the group of four drift into silence, all four of them hoping that Hermione is going to be okay.
IMPORTANT: THANK YOU SO SO MUCH TO tigergirl-moonstar who wrote the smut because I can't write that kind of scene
