Thoughts of Freedom

My head spun as I watched the muggles automobiles' pass, making my hair whip around my face.

Sirius snickered as I turned and glared, "Where are we going again?"

He sighed, "To see some people?"

"That explains a lot," I commented, kicking a rock.

We were currently walking down a busy looking street, to only god knows where.

He was behind me looking at a map.

"I think we're lost."

I fumed in annoyance, ready to bang him on the head with one of my shoes that were currently holding my aching feet.

He laughed at my obvious stress ridden madness, "Just joking Ri."

"Why oh why couldn't we have flooed there?"

"You know why."

"Why is this place so important anyway?"

"You'll see when we get there love, turn right."

I couldn't help but smile slightly as I felt him rub my back. We turned onto a seemingly deserted road. The houses that lined the streets looked abandoned.

"Ah, here we are."

We continued up the street for 5 minutes and stopped at a lot that didn't even have a house.

Sirius muttered a spell and what I saw almost made me fall over.

Out of nowhere popped a huge house as big as a mansion.

"My old house," he explained.

I nodded, "That was weird."

He smiled and made a hand gesture to the house. "It just look's like a crappy house on the outside, but don't let that fool you, its so much shit-like on the inside."

I laughed and walked up the pathway.

I was about to ring the door when Sirius pulled my hand away gently.

"Never, EVER ring the doorbell."

I nodded but my eyebrow rose slightly.

He took a key out and opened the door.

He was right; the room that he'd opened the door to did indeed look like a piece of crap.

"Wow…" I muttered, sensing the dark magic that so obviously had control over this house.

I felt him studying my reaction and felt that familiar drop of my stomach.

All of a sudden I was pinned up against the back of the door with Sirius's lips covering mine as he pushed against my body almost violently. I moaned in his mouth as he rolled my hips with his long, quite talented fingers. I sunk into the wall feeling his hands roam over my body.

I gasped for a breath as our embrace broke.

"What was that?"

He shrugged, "I felt like it…"

I grinned at him, "You sure you don't have any more pent up sexual energy you wanted to get out?"

He smirked back, "Actually…"

(AN- when in doubt, do a sex scene! Yeah I just remembered this is PG 13… damn.)


I woke up the next morning in a huge room with silky sheets and a huge almost over-fluffed pillow.

"Sirius?" I called out, wrapping the bottom sheet around my body and walking down the antiqued hallway. I looked up at the sound of footsteps. My breath caught as the person rounded the corner. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw it was Remus.

Wait, what was he doing here?

I thought back to our discussion only two days ago.

-Flashback-

"She said she was pregnant!" I burst out, unable to keep it in any longer.

His face showed no emotion until…

He blew out some air, "I had a feeling she wasn't telling me something."

I looked up at him, surprised that he didn't seem surprised at all.

"Why didn't you tell me before?"

I looked down again, "She told me never to tell."

"But I'm her husband!" He argued.

"She trusted me with one last thing before she left. I wasn't going to betray her. Besides you would have been devastated if I'd told you before I left.

"Yes, well it would have been nice to know but I understand the loyalty. Hell I couldn't trust you girls with the werewolf thing for years."

"Do you think she's still alive?" I asked quietly.

"I really haven't a clue Rylie; wherever she is I hope she is happy."

I nodded simultaneously.

"I love her. Always have, always will," he admitted.

-End of flashback-

Remus smiled slightly when he saw me.

"Having fun in Sirius's new house?" He put emphasis on the word 'new'.

"Oh it's delightful," I said sarcastically.

Remus grinned at me and his eyes shot down, "You know Sirius always said you had nice-"

I cut him off before he finished, "-Feet? Yes I've always had a rather big fetish for them. There just so un-sexy that they're actually a turn on for me."

He snickered, "Oh come on. The last thing I screwed was my hand, the least you could do is give me a peek."

I had a strong urge to hit him, but resisted and walked calmly down the rest of the hall before turning and yelling.

"Sirius will hear about this!"

"You know he's always expressed interest in a threesome. You, me and him, we'd make a lovely couple- err I mean triple!"

I shot him an indecent hand signal and attempted to climb down the winding staircase with my sheet clutched to my chest.

When I finally got to the end I found Sirius leaning against the banister and smirking at me.

"Grand entrance love," He mockingly complimented.

"It was rather splendid wasn't it?" I retorted.

"Feeling feisty this morning?"

"Yeah, a bit."

If his smirk were any bigger it probably would have reached his ears, "Fancy a romp on the stairs?"

I raised an eyebrow and was about to let the sheet go when a voice from the second story yelled down, "New rule: no sex in the house with Remus around! He's too deprived to see others going at it!"


The sun fell through the dusty old drapes making everything seem old and cluttered.

"It'll take ages to clean out this freaking pile of shit!" Sirius kicked at a wall, successfully making a hole in it.

"It would probably help if you weren't so violent towards it." I advised sitting on a very wobbly rocking chair.

"Right and Kreacher will suddenly become friendly and hug everyone he meets. Actually that would be quite funny to watch maybe there's a spell for it…"

I wrinkled my nose in disgust, "Who would want that thing hugging them? Unless your psycho Ronald McDonald he's not exactly the cleanest, warmest person on this block."

"Well Miss Stalker-wannabe next-door would happily compete with him for that title."

I laughed giving Sirius a chaste kiss on the cheek and headed to the library.

He wasn't exactly satisfied with the kiss though because he called me back.

"Love, no offence but you are the most un-innocent person on earth when it comes to intimacy so I firmly expect that to come across in your kissing."

I mock-glared at him.

"Fine then!" I spit in his face and ran up the stirs laughing my ass off while the portraits sneered at me.


"So what exactly are we suppose to do in the meantime?" Remus asked the lady.

"Wait, we will pursue the case as long as it takes to find your wife but we need your cooperation."

"What I'd like to know is why the case wasn't pursued earlier, like say 15 years ago!" Remus blew up in annoyance

The ministry's missing person's official had sent an owl for all Becca's living friends to report to the ministry for more questioning.

Remus was currently yelling at the lady with all of the suppressed anger he'd felt over the years. The lady looked ready to start crying he was so demanding. I had never seen this side of Remus before. Truth be told, I never wanted to see it again.

"Please, we are doing everything possible, we have always been doing everything possible."

I grabbed Sirius's hand knowing how sorry he felt for his only alive best friend.

"Well it's obviously not good enough because you haven't found her body yet!"

The room fell silent.


Hey

Long chapter because I've been gone so long. If anybody reviews I may post the 'R' version on my website. I was feeling a little sorry for Remus in this chapter as you may have guessed with the little 'steamy talk'. Ha. There was a bit of a twist at the end if you noticed? I will post new chapter ASAP.

Luv Nikki