"Well, that was weird, even by Purple's standards. He is clearly a terrible liar though; I apologize for his behavior."
"It is ok, sir, I think I understand him. You did not want me to be around him at one point but NOW you want to train me. That is a bit of a 180 turn around."
"True, however, I suppose I have had a little time to reflect on what he told me during our conversation. He trusts you so I need to be supportive. There will still be boundaries, however, follow my rules and perhaps we can allow you to be more involved in the near future."
"What do you mean?"
"I mean, helping the boys out or just being able to hang around from time to time."
"Fair enough, thank you for giving me this opportunity, Splinter. By the way, are you really Lou Jitsu?"
Splinter sighs in defeat. "It is a bit of a long story."
Lou and I talked for a bit of time; he was willing to answer a lot of my questions. I felt less in the dark about everything and it was very humbling. He decided to finally turn in and turns off the lights, leaving me to think about everything. I laid in the dark, trying to get comfortable with the idea of me just only being friends with Donnie. Maybe it is for the best, but I am not sure if I can fully convince myself. If I just keep my nose clean, maybe Splinter will change his mind. I got to show my potential, not just for them but also for myself. The only real obstacle might be my leg, I just need to focus on making it better for now.
I try to nod off, but I kept twisting and turning. I looked over at the clock and it was only two in the morning. Cleary, I either rested enough or my mind refuses too. There was a cane luckily next to my bed, Donnie thinks of everything doesn't he? Would have helped my dramatic attempt at trying to leave earlier. I slowly try to get out of bed and try to go for a brisk walk around the lair to get my bearings while everyone else was asleep. Well, I thought everyone was asleep. There was one light on, I was a bit curious on who else would be up at this hour. I hobbled my way over and noticed the light had a bit of a purple glow. There was a drape that hindered most of the light from escaping. Before I was about to announce my presence, I could hear a low moan. Multiple moans, in fact."
"Ah...ahh...! Ngh...!"
At first, I thought it was a sound of pain, but it came off as more erotic. Once it dawned on me what they were doing, I embarrassingly tried to walk away, until I heard more.
"Y-y/n..."
"D-donnie?!" I whispered to myself.
My cheeks start to warm from hearing my name escape his lips, he is thinking of me in such a way. I do not know if I should keep listening or walk away and pretend to not notice. Only a pervert would continue to stay, I wouldn't want someone listening in on me. I decided to keep walking but end tripping on an uneven surface, causing noise. Donnie stops his personal ritual; he must be trying to hear out if someone is there. I hold my breath, hoping he does not come out to investigate. Slowly, I try to stand back up and carry myself back to the med bay. As soon as I turned back around, there he stood. He caused my heart to skip a beat and scared the crap out of me.
"What are you doing? Why aren't you asleep?" He whispered to not wake the others.
"What are YOU doing?! Scaring people like this?!" I matched his whispering.
"Well, I am a NINJA? I think I know how to stick with the shadows a bit better than you."
"Sounds great, now if you will just excuse me, I will be heading back to-"
"Wait, I want to address about how I was acting earlier."
"Ok? Can this not wait till morning?"
"Well, I can't sleep and clearly you can't either. How about you come to my room, just for a few minutes?"
"I... suppose I could."
Donnie helps me make my way towards his room and pulls back the curtain. Apparently, he is a bit of a gamer and sleeps in what looks like a pod. Everything has a tone of purple to it, even his multiple computer screens that illuminate the walls. I make my way to his chair while he climbs up to his bed, he seems to be giving off nervous energy, as if something was wrong. There was silence for a moment until I decided to take charge.
"Look, Donnie, about earlier, I am sorry for yelling at you. It just hurt what you said so bluntly. I knew you were a 'straight-to-the-point' kind of person, but that cut me deep."
"I know, I would apologize a MILLION times if I knew that would make you happy."
"...make it a billion and you go yourself a deal."
I give a small crease of smile while looking away, fidgeting slightly in the seat. Donnie rubs the back of his neck, smiling slightly as well before continuing.
"I wanted to also talk to you about what Splinter said, I-"
"Dee, if you don't want me to train with you, it is ok. I have made your life more difficult and indirectly caused harm to-"
"STOP."
Donnie grips the edge of his bed hard; his body goes temporarily stiff. His outburst causing me to halt my thoughts.
"Y/N, I...I just don't want to see you hurt again. The pain I saw on your face as I carried you back, twisted me inside. You were alone, suffering."
Tears starting to form from the softshell, he ignored them, as if they weren't trailing down his face slowly.
"I knew even then, I had to distance myself but a part of me still does not want to. Everything is still fresh; I know my feelings for you will take time to disperse but I am scared that...well..."
"That they won't?"
He looks directly into my eyes in slight shock as if he thought I could read his mind. He nods in response and looks away as if ashamed. I hold out my hand to gesture him to come to me. The softshell makes his way down to me and gets on his knees, placing his head on my lap. He was mindful to not upset my injury while getting comfortable. I slowly place my hand on his mask and undo the knot, letting the bandana fall to the floor. I lift his head up to see his bright eyes, shining from the tears. He looks at me with half-lidded eyes into mine, his gaze trails to my lips. Without hesitation, I gave him what he wanted, what we both wanted. Our lips connect, sending sparks down my body. It has been so long since I have tasted my genius. His breath hitched at the bold move, until he pressed himself even harder against me. I felt his hands caress down my body, exploring each curve. We were longing for each other, we wanted this, we needed this. His plastron presses hard against my chest, pushing the chair against his computer station.
Our moans were low, but it sounded so loud to each other. It was a long await orchestra, a symphony to our ears. He bites my lip, trying to tease a whimper out of me. He makes is way to my neck biting, licking slowly. I gasp from his touch as my legs envelop him, ignoring the soreness, pulling him closer. I try to speak, to warn him to not leave a mark but a part of me wants him to. I want people to know that he is mine and I belong to him. He notices how my body responds to his touch and bites even harder.
"Ah...! Donnie!"
I could not hold back my call for him. It must have ignited something in him as he proceeds to place a hand under my shirt, ghosting my skin until he grasps at one of my breasts, kneading it. He whispers into my ear, feeling the warmth of his breath.
"Is this ok, Y/N? Tell me if you want me to stop..."
My womanhood is begging for more, I want to feel his throbbing member inside me for the first time. I want to be filled up. He knows I want to continue, desperately, but my mind is stronger than my lust...dammit. It took everything I had to pull him away, both of us were breathing heavy.
"W-we can't keep going, Donnie. I want to, SO bad but we need Splinter to trust us. I don't want us to ruin this chance."
He softly whimpers, looking at me with sad eyes before standing up once more. I can notice though his grey sweatpants that he dropped down, causing me to blush.
"You are right, I am s-sorry, you are just...you are amazing, and your smell is-"
He sniffs the air and seems to swoon slightly in enjoyment. Can he smell my excitement? How embarrassing! My faces flushes at the thought that I could give myself away like that. He looks down at me notices, he smiles reassuringly.
"It's ok Y/N, it is perfectly normal, there is no shame in your natural biology. I find it flattering if anything, and quite alluring."
His words make my heart skip a beat. I want to just take him right there and let my animal instincts take over. He did not even seem to care that his pants are slightly protruding still, it was almost as if he wanted for me to see.
"Now that we have, calmed down, let's get you to back to bed."
"Oh, ok."
I tried standing up with the cane but slightly struggled, that event seemed to take a little out of me more than I expected. He noticed my struggle and helps me by wrapping an arm around my waist in support. I tried stepping towards the exit of his room, but he seemed to have other plans. He gently lifted me off of my feet and princess carried me to his bed. I was going to respond in protest, but he just lays me down and tucks me in before I could.
"You clearly don't have the strength to walk, even with the cane, this is much safer. It is ok, I will just sleep in the chair, I have done that hundreds of times."
He places a kiss on my forehead before bumping his head against mine softly once more. I wonder why he keeps doing that. The low hum of his equipment begins to ease me to sleep. I watch him grab a spare blanket and pillow before resting in his chair, he just smiles at me, but I finally shut my eyes. Before I completely tuned out, I could hear him say something.
"Good night, Y/N... you make me so~~~~"
