The night passed by and Rin found that she couldn't sleep. She sat by the door and looked at the statue of her mother.
And to think... She used to be nothing, a nobody. Yet now she was respected.
Rin had always wanted to know about her mom. Then again Rin also felt that she was better off not knowing. She knew that she was supposed to become great like her father and her mother. But could she do it?
She was the daughter of Demona and Sesshomaru. Both of them were great demons and she was their only child. What could she do other then finish what her mother started?
The only problem was that what if she couldn't be like her mother. What if she would fail at doing the one thing her mother left for her to do?
" Oh mom," said Rin in a voice lower than a whisper.
Rin didn't know her mom expect for dream and discarded spells of the past. Seeing what was left such as memories was a spell Rin had picked up earlier in life as for her dreams they were more like visions in a way.
Not much to go on and her father barely spoke of her. Rin knew it might be from the pain he felt when she died.
Rin open up a book that she found of her mother years ago.
She began reading the page slowly as if the words were fading by the second.
Dear log,
I saw the blue birds today once again. How does it that every time I feel like I wont win at something I see the blue bird. My master once told me that everyone has someone to protect them maybe the blue bird is mine. No that's silly.
It's hard to believe that these 9 months have passed already and soon my first child will be born. If only I could see my love again.
I knew it will be in a few days but still my heart longs for the feel of him against me. Oh, a kick. My child will be born any day from now and yet I am scared.
Maybe I am being crazy. Everything will be fine. I am sure the child will grow up fine. I am sure of that. Well I best get my much needed rest. Take care my pages of my soul.
Demona.
Rin glanced back at the ending to the other pages. Her mother always did sign things like that. Why she would never know. Rin felt lost and scared at the same time. Soon she got up and walked out of the cabin like place.
She stop and stare at the statue. Rin just fell to the knees and began crying. That when a page fell out of her mother's book. Rin looked at the page and only saw two sentences written. Live as you want! Don't let others stop you from being you.
These sentences puzzle Rin it was like they were written for her but how would her mom know that she would need to hear this?
That when Rin realized something. She wasn't Demona or her father, she was Rin. If she was going to do this she would do it because it was what she wanted to do not because of her mother, father or anybody else.
Rin got up and started to head back to the cabin when she stop and looked at the statue.
" Thanks mom," said Rin as she headed inside.
Little did Rin know that her mother was closer than she knew.
